Bai Xue went to the supermarket to buy fresh ingredients, chicken, fish, meat and eggs, vegetables and fruits, snacks, all of which Su Beichen loves to eat.

I bought a lot, enough to fill the refrigerator and enough for Su Beichen to eat for a while.

went to the daily necessities area and bought more than ten toothbrushes, toothpaste, and towels, these little things Su Beichen always lost inexplicably, and bought so many that it was enough for him to replace it for a month or two.

Shirayuki was the same as usual when she was choosing something, with a gentle smile on her face.

It's just that when you take the first thing and then take the same second item, the gentle smile on your face stiffens and then disappears, and then there are tears in your eyes, and your vision begins to blur.

In the end, she crouched alone by the shelf in the corner, covering her mouth and crying.

As long as she thought that these things were the last time she prepared for Su Beichen, her heart trembled with pain.

She decided, she wanted to pull Su Beichen out of her life.

Although this kind of pulling the person she loves most out of her bones will hurt her heart and pain, she still chooses to end it cruelly.

She loved Su Beichen for seven years and gave him the best youth in a woman's life. She was useless, she still didn't warm his heart, and she didn't make him really fall in love with her.

She was tired.

Really tired.

A man doesn't want to get married, it's not that he really doesn't want to get married, it's that the person he wants to marry is not you.

Bai Xue had long understood this sentence, but she had been deceiving herself all along.

She thought that Su Beichen would retract one day after having had enough, but she was wrong, Su Beichen was a wild horse, she couldn't tame it at all, and the years did not leave traces on him, but left fine lines at the corners of her eyes.

She can't afford it, and she doesn't want to.

The kind of panic that women have about age, men can never understand.

Su Beichen said that she hated to marry, heh, she was afraid that one day she would be old and yellow, and she wouldn't be able to wait for Su Beichen's white yarn.

He would never know how many mornings she had waited for him, and he would never know how many pillows she wet from crying every night when he didn't come home.

Year after year, the panic of age weighed her breathlessly.

One night at a time, the cold half of the double bed made her insomnia.

Su Beichen is a doctor, but she never knew that the vitamin C she takes every day is actually sleeping pills.

For a while, she almost really thought she was depressed and secretly saved up money to see a psychiatrist, she was scared, but there was no one to accompany her.

She was afraid that she would get depressed, so every day in order to prevent herself from thinking cranky, she knelt on the ground and wiped the floor and table with a towel over and over again, not allowing herself to stop for a moment.

During that time, her soft white hands became rough due to masochism, and a thin layer of calluses grew on her fingertips.

Su Beichen didn't notice the change in her hand, and it should be said that she never cared about it.

When they quarreled, Su Beichen always said that she had changed, becoming sensitive, irritable, suspicious, and like a madman.

Every time Su Beichen slammed the door after a quarrel, she silently picked up the glass shards that were originally used to threaten Su Beichen, and would stand in front of the realm, looking at the woman with tears on her face in the mirror, feeling ridiculous and pitiful.

Su Beichen said that she had changed, but she had forgotten what she was like before.

She went from hysterical quarrels and questioning, to slow numbness, self-deception, indifference, turning a blind eye, to now being completely dead.

It took her seven years to love someone, and it took seven years to see someone clearly.

It's time to wake up, it's really time to wake up after a seven-year-long dream.

On the corner shelf, occasionally passing by three or two passers-by, will whisper about the shopping cart, this shopping cart is full, but it is like a woman who has lost her wallet and has no money to pay the bill, crying silently.

She didn't pay the bill, she did it because it was the last time.

After settling the bill, she will never come to this supermarket again, and she will never buy things for Su Beichen again.

Bai Xue squatted next to the shelves and cried for a long time, so long that others really thought she had lost her wallet, and stepped forward to ask if she needed help.

Bai Xue shook her head, vaguely thanked the people around her, and pushed the full shopping cart to the cashier to check out.

After settling the bill, Bai Xue passed by the diamond ring merchant cabinet on the first floor, and without hesitation, she swiped her card to buy the ring she had been dreaming of for a long time.

This ring, she will come to see it every time she goes to the mall to see if anyone has come to buy it, to see if her thoughts are still there.

She had mentioned this ring to Su Beichen countless times, and even told him that she wanted to receive this ring.

Su Beichen always stuffed money into her, saying that if she liked to buy it herself, he didn't have time, and the hospital was very busy.

But what she wants is not a ring, she wants his promise, what she wants is his heart.

Su Beichen obviously understood, but he pretended not to understand.

Bai Xue looked down at the shining ring on her ring finger, laughing at herself, and crystal tears fell on the ring. "Heh, I ended up buying it myself. ”

She had fantasized about countless scenes of wearing this ring, but she never imagined that it would be such a tragic picture.

This ring also gives a new meaning, not representing the beginning of happiness, but the end of suffering.

Bai Xue went home, and after everything was sorted out, she put on her apron and went to the kitchen to cook.

skillfully made Su Beichen's usual favorite dishes, each dish mixed with her tears.

"Bai Xue, don't cry, the food will become salty, and Beichen will not like to eat. ”

Bai Xue was stir-frying vegetables with a spatula in one hand, and wiped the tears that she couldn't wipe away with the other hand.

Tears trickle down into the steaming wok and quickly blend into the dish.

After cooking the meal, Bai Xue's eyes were already red and swollen, and when she decided to leave Su Beichen, her tears never stopped.

Looking up at the clock on the wall, Su Beichen was about to come back.

Bai Xue set up the delicate table, arranged the prepared dishes one by one, lit the candlesticks and opened a bottle of red wine in a very atmospheric manner.

Unbuttoned his apron, went back to the house, painted a light makeup in the mirror, and changed into a red dress.

I haven't picked myself up for a long time, and when I look at the beautiful beauty in the mirror, I feel a little strange.

"Snow, I'm back. Su Beichen's voice sounded outside the door.

Bai Xue smiled in the mirror, telling herself not to cry anymore, at least not until she said she had broken up.

"Snow. Su Beichen held a bouquet of red roses in his arms, and looked at the white snow that opened the door for a moment.

Bai Xue looked at Red Rose and sneered. "Beichen, I seem to have told you more than once that I don't like red roses. ”

He never took what she said.

Su Beichen smiled and said, "Okay, I remembered this time, I will definitely not buy red roses next time." Cher, don't be angry, be happy. ”

Bai Xue didn't pick up the roses, walked straight past Su Beichen, walked to the dining table and poured red wine. "Let's wash our hands and eat!"

"Good. Su Beichen Mali put down the flowers, hummed a small tune and ran to the bathroom to wash his hands.

Bai Xue is not angry with him anymore, he can sleep comfortably today.

"Xue, what day is today, red wine, candles, and so many dishes?" Su Beichen asked with a chicken wing, gobbling it up.

Bai Xue was silent and took a sip of red wine.

The ring on his right hand successfully attracted Su Beichen's attention.

"Did you buy a ring?" asked Su Beichen.

Bai Xue sneered and didn't speak.

Su Beichen said to himself, "No wonder you are in such a good mood today, it turns out that you bought your favorite diamond ring." What else do you like, you tell me, I'll give you money, and you go buy it again. ”

The sneer on Bai Xue's lips was even stronger. "Eat, stop talking. ”

Su Beichen vaguely felt that there was something wrong with Bai Xue today, but everything was very ordinary, and he couldn't say what was wrong.

He thought maybe he was thinking too much, he hadn't rested well in the past few days, and his brain was messed up.

Bai Xue barely moved her chopsticks, but drank a lot of alcohol.

Su Beichen looked at Bai Xue, who had already drunk three glasses and was about to pour wine again, did not stop, and asked curiously. "When did you get so good at drinking, I remember you didn't pour a glass before?"

Bai Xue poured a full glass of red wine, raised her head and drank it all in one gulp.

Su Beichen was surprised, and felt more and more that Bai Xue was wrong today.

"Snow, you can drink it or don't drink so much, it's uncomfortable at night. ”

Bai Xue smiled, and tears fell as the corners of her mouth rose. "You don't know anything, what do you know!?"

Su Beichen looked at Bai Xue, who was crying and laughing, and was a little panicked. "What the hell is wrong with you, Snow?"

Bai Xue burst into tears, beat her chest and said, "I'm tired, tired, tired!"

The voice went from light to the end, to the last roar.

Her seven years of grief, patience, and loneliness have been vented at this moment.

Su Beichen thought Bai Xue was drunk and wanted to help her back to the room, but Bai Xue shook her hand away.

"Su Beichen, I'm tired, I'm really tired......"

Su Beichen interrupted Bai Xue's nervous repetition. "Snow, when you are tired, go to bed. ”

Bai Xue smiled and said lightly. "Su Beichen, let's break up. ”

The tone was steady, but it set off big waves in Su Beichen's heart.

This is the first time in seven years that Bai Xue has broken up with him.

Su Beichen thought that he had misheard, and smiled stiffly to pull Bai Xue's hand. "Xue, you're drunk, don't make a fuss, come back to your room with me to rest. ”

Bai Xue pointed to the ring and said, "See? You turned it into a souvenir of the breakup! I'm not drunk, this wine is nothing to me." Oh, you don't know, I can drink a whole bottle of red wine by myself, you don't know, in fact, I also smoke, why don't you believe your expression?

Bai Xue bent down and took out a cardboard box from under the dining table, opened the carton, and there was a full box of ladies cigarettes, and a small ashtray with a few smoked cigarette butts.

Su Beichen looked at the cigarette box in disbelief, and the whole person was sluggish.

Who is this woman?

This is not the snow he is familiar with!

Bai Xue skillfully took out a cigarette, lit it with a lighter, took a puff, and slowly exhaled white smoke.

"Xue, cough ......" It wasn't until the choking smell of smoke penetrated Su Beichen's nasal cavity that Su Beichen recovered from the shock and took the cigarette from Bai Xue's hand.

"Su Beichen, how long has it been since you hugged me properly? How long have you not kissed me? As long as you get closer, you can smell the smell of tobacco and alcohol, but I have become a drunkard and a smoker, and you still don't know.

Heh, Su Beichen, have you ever loved me in the past seven years? In the past seven years, you have used me as a mother except for treating me as a woman in bed! I Bai Xue have not been in love for seven years, but have been a nanny for seven years! Su Beichen, I don't want to love you anymore. ”