012: Laughing and crying
Fu Xiangqin and I both knelt in front of Grandpa Zhang Liang.
Grandpa Zhang Liang squatted on the sofa helplessly. Zhang Liang ran to Fu Xiangqin to pull her up.
Fu Xiangqin said very seriously: "Dad, Li Fei has become like this, we are also responsible, we must not give up her." ”
"Bang!"
The door opened.
After Officer Zhang opened the door vigorously, he was followed by a lot of reporters who wanted to come in. As a result, he pushed them all out.
"A bunch of crazy people!" After he scolded, as soon as he took off his police hat, he saw me and Fu Xiangqin kneeling on the ground, and was stunned.
"Dad, Parsley, ...... you?" he asked, sweeping his scalp, puzzled.
Fu Xiangqin didn't reply, and continued to say to Grandpa Zhang Liang: "Dad, Zhang Lei is also back, in front of the two of you, I will make a statement." Li Fei, I will never let her go. ”
Grandpa Zhang Liang stood up anxiously, glanced at Zhang Lei, who didn't speak, and pointed to the door angrily and said, "Didn't you see it just now?
When Officer Zhang saw that his father was angry, he looked at me with some guilt and said, "What our father said is yes, and besides, the bureau has also consulted me." Li Fei and we did not have any official adoption documents, so we held a meeting to study them, saying that in order to avoid negative impact, I was asked to explain our relationship with Li Fei to the media as a police officer. So... So we can't take her in......"
"Zhang Lei, Dad, I won't give up Li Fei if I say anything!" Fu Xiangqin knelt on the ground and said very firmly.
"Alright......! Let's let Li Fei go to my place and live with me! This is on the cusp of the limelight, you have to avoid it!" Grandpa Zhang Liang said very seriously.
"No, Li Fei can't leave me even a step. Fu Xiangqin said.
"Li Fei, you go back to the house first, Zhang Liang, you go back to the house too. Officer Zhang said.
When I first came to this house, they were happy to be there, and now they are standing behind the bedroom door and they hear an unprecedented quarrel.
It's noisy, it's very loud.
However, I don't know why they are arguing so much, and at that age I don't understand the so-called pressure of public opinion.
At that time, I felt that Ah Zhu and the others were more like real people, and those who were dressed properly made me feel hypocritical and unreal.
"You never know what Li Fei will face in the future! You don't know what she will endure next! But I know! I can foresee what will happen to Li Fei in the future. So, I'm going to be with her through this, I'm going to get her up! If we give up on her, then she won't be able to withstand the blows, she'll break down, she'll kill herself, she'll go crazy!"
After Fu Xiangqin finished speaking, she was no longer willing to continue arguing.
When he opened the bedroom door, he looked at me at a loss, ran up and hugged me directly.
said one after another: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, my mother won't let you go." Mommy protects you. ”
At that moment, she caressed my back, and suddenly calmed my heart.
Outside, Grandpa Zhang Liang didn't turn off the fire, he felt that Fu Xiangqin was going to take the Zhang family to the ditch for me.
I'm a little prostitute, I know it outside, and slowly Zhang Liang's classmates will also know, and Zhang Lei's colleagues know better. If I continue to live here, people will not only laugh at the Zhang family, but also say that Officer Zhang, who is a police officer, has actually cultivated his adopted daughter into a street girl!
He is such a conscientious policeman, and he is about to reach the age of promotion, and he can't stand this "high hat".
"You won't let her go!?" Grandpa Zhang Liang stood at the door of the bedroom and said coldly.
"......" Fu Xiangqin hugged me and didn't respond a word.
"Okay! If you don't go, we'll go! Zhang Liang, take your things, let's go!"
&
Fu Xiangqin has never been a crying woman.
She will always bury her vulnerability deeply.
During the Chinese New Year, she made dumplings, dumplings with me, and watched the Spring Festival Gala together. There were just the two of us.
Her smiling face, those eyes bright and warm.
There is the strength and tenacity that have sustained me all my life.
She was also an orphan, although I don't know what she experienced as a child. However, she showed me how to be strong.
Officer Zhang returned a few days later, his face gloomy.
When the bureau knew that I was still living at his house, the media began to play it up indiscriminately, which affected the prestige of the police in the eyes of the masses.
At the same time as he was punished, the original promotion was also put on hold, and his father was depressed and hospitalized because of this.
Officer Zhang discussed with Fu Xiangqin and wanted to take me to the hospital for an evaluation, and if I was a virgin, then it would prove that I was not a street girl.
I went to the hospital, Fu Xiangqin went to take care of Zhang Liang's grandfather, and I followed Officer Zhang to do an appraisal, and they were overjoyed to learn that I had not been ruined.
However, Officer Zhang hid it from them, and took me secretly to do another test-DNA test.
However, in the end, it was discovered by Fu Xiangqin.
"Why are you taking Li Fei to do this!?" she asked, holding the DNA test report.
Officer Zhang frowned slightly and said, "Now the database of the public security system is collecting DNA information of abducted children. If the comparison is successful, Li Fei may also find her biological father. ”
"This ......" Fu Xiangqin was suddenly a little excited, but in the end, she returned the test report to Officer Zhang without objection.
I still remember the look on her face, she wanted to keep me, and she wanted me to find my biological father. The expression at that moment was particularly complicated.
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Zhang Liang's grandfather still has a great opinion on how to deal with Parsley, thinking that she hurt his son.
Fu Xiangqin asked Officer Zhang to take my hymen identification data to the leader, and told the leader that I was "innocent".
But Officer Zhang's leader said that he could make a hundred copies of that kind of information. The media and the world are sometimes cunning and hypocritical incredible. They would rather believe that I was killed than that I was clean.
Fu Xiangqin also suffered from the fingers of the people around her, but she did not give up. She packed my bag and let me go to school!
I'm obedient, I'll go!
I felt that with Fu Xiangqin behind me supporting me, I could face the gaze of my classmates or those around me.
However, what I didn't expect was that they would be so cruel to me. I didn't expect my fame to be so big.
There was hardly anyone in the school who didn't know about me, and they stopped calling me stupid Li Fei.
They started calling me "Cheap Li Fei", "Standing Street Fei", and "Stinky Prostitute"!
There was no one to protect me at school.
They asked me what it was like to be X, was it cool, how much I could earn a night's sleep, how many men I had, if I was sick, and so on......
They never knew how to empathize with my feelings, and they never knew how to put myself in the shoes of a child.
They tirelessly promote my topic, and even stand up to "buy" me. I waved my textbook and cried, but they wouldn't stop.
During that time, I really thought about suicide.
I even felt like hell at the school gate!
There were open mouths, big long, smiling eerie......
They are all waiting.
Laugh at me when you see me, laugh at me out loud with your teeth bared!
Fu Xiangqin knew what was going to happen to me, she made me strong, and she wiped my tears again and again. She hugged me and cried with me, and she took more time out to make up for me!
She told me to fight back with my academic performance, she told me never to compromise in the face of difficulties, and she told me: "Li Fei! This world has never been a place for the weak to survive. No one will sympathize with you or pity you! All you can do is to stand up and tell everyone with your achievements! Fight back against them with your strength! Mom is here, Mom will accompany you out! Come on! Don't cry!"
I nodded vigorously with tears in my eyes.
I listened to her.
I study, I study hard!
Ninja ridicule, ninja 'cheap Li Fei', 'stupid Li Fei', 'little prostitute', 'little *' and so on and so on, I try my best to learn!
Then, in the final exam, I took the first place in the grade!
When my results were announced at the conference, when my name was posted on the big red paper at the school gate, when my name was pressed on top of them!
Shut up for all the invective!
The whole world is shut up!
Everyone's eyes widened, and they all looked at me in disbelief.
With my report card in hand, I walked out of the school gate step by step with my schoolbag on my back.
Along the way, there was no more scolding, no more sneering covering my mouth, no more students chasing and scolding me.
Walking out of the school gate, Fu Xiangqin was already waiting for me there.
She looked sensitively at the students around me, and judging by how they behaved towards me, she seemed to sense something.
When I handed the report card to Fu Xiangqin, she burst into tears.
Sadly, he hugged me and cried.
Yes, laughing and crying......