Zhang Liang became more and more manic because of my "preferential treatment".

For some of his pranks, I can only turn a blind eye and endure it. I won't say anything to Parsley, and I won't say anything to anyone that Zhang Liang has done to me.

I just feel like I should put up with his "revenge". Because, I took away a lot of his mother's love that should have belonged to him.

In addition, his parents were already reported in the reports at the time. So, a lot of people know what my relationship is with him. He was very uncomfortable to have a sister like me. Even if I get the first place in the world, he will still reject me.

There was a hatred, resentment, and jealousy in those eyes.

My friends laughed at him, and in order to save his "face", he humiliated me in front of everyone and cleared up the relationship......

I can only endure all this in silence.

……

No matter how much Zhang Liang tosses, he is only an eleven-year-old child.

So, life is quite stable.

What I've always been worried about is Ah Zhu and Feng Yan.

Ah Zhu is my only friend, and Feng Yan has raised me for so many years, so it is impossible to say that I have no feelings. In terms of nurturing, although there is no nurturing, there is also the grace of nurturing.

Officer Zhang and Fu Xiangqin didn't want me to be involved in Ah Zhu's matter. Spider had a last word and left her diary to me.

Officer Zhang, as the person in charge at the time, checked the diary. But he sealed the diary and a few other things.

He said he had seen the stuff, but it wasn't quite suitable for me, who was only twelve at the time. However, he promised me that he would give it to me when I was sixteen.

Public opinion and the media did not pay attention to Ah Zhu's death, and the suicide of a woman standing on the street was not a gimmick. I'm the point.

When I tried to silence people, no one came forward to say that I was "motivated".

People cannot have a stained history.

As long as you have stepped into the "quagmire", your identity will always carry the dirt of those histories. You work hard, you push hard, you can shut people up, but you can never stop people from talking behind their backs.

It's like when I took the first grade exam, I could have given a speech in front of the whole school as a representative of the grade with excellent grades before the holidays.

However, the teachers did not arrange it that way.

They don't let a tainted student be a representative, just like they don't believe I'm a virgin, they don't believe that there's an element of intelligence in my nature.

Fu Xiangqin also encountered angry things, during the parent-teacher meeting, the parents of other children who studied well would communicate together, but they only snubbed her.

She can only ask me to lower my head again and again, lower my head and work hard, and leave the rest to time.

Over time, time will witness and recognize a person's efforts.

……

In the middle of the summer vacation, Feng Yan was released from prison.

Officer Zhang asked for my opinion at the time, and he could have let Feng Yan stay in prison for a few years. However, I disagree. After all, her life is hard enough.

So, just sentenced her to a few months.

After being released from prison for a while, Fu Xiangqin took me to find Feng Yan.

Fu Xiangqin is very sensible, she knows that Feng Yan will have thoughts about me, and she will definitely bother me again, so she chooses to face the difficulties. Fu Xiangqin never chooses to dodge, she will only break through in the face of pressure.

That evening, she dressed me up cleanly.

After putting my report card in my bag, he said to me, "Li Fei, I'll take you to see Feng Yan." ”

"Hmm. I silently responded.

After experiencing so much discussion and abuse, I have a sensitivity beyond ordinary people to that kind of place, but even if my heart is up and down, I dare not leak a trace of nervousness on my face.

"You have to make your own decisions about a lot of things, but Mom will bring you back no matter how much she keeps you. Your dad is also a policeman, and if she forces you to keep you, I'll let your dad bring you back!" she said with sharp and serious eyes.

To be honest, for such a long time, Officer Zhang, I haven't called my dad once. It's hard to call him Daddy. However, when I shouted "Mom" to Parsley, it was sweeter than the other.

After Fu Xiangqin said this, I naturally agreed: "Well, I know Mom, I will follow you, not her." ”

"Well, it's good to know. So, when we meet today, you have to tell her in person, and what you say carries the most weight. Do you understand?"

"Hmm. I agreed, as if I didn't understand.

……

Feng Yan's shop, I am familiar with it, and Fu Xiangqin is also familiar with it.

Walking into this familiar area, looking at the two-story building and the tall bathing center on the other side, I remembered the days when I used to laugh and play with Ah Zhu.

"Open the door, let's go. Fu Xiangqin said, with a faint trace of worry on her face.

I looked at the security door of the dilapidated porter room, and it was very familiar.

Outside that door, Feng Yan stood in the dust on the door frame, and I could remember it instantly.

Then, in my mind, I instantly used the scene I saw at the corner of the stairs to see it, and there was a faint pain in the air.

It's been half a year, and those shots have flashed in my mind countless times, and the impact and impact of that picture on me is incredibly clear and deep!

At an age when I don't know the world, it will continue to destroy me like a poison.

"Smack!" the sound of the wine glass falling on the coffee table.

"Heh......" Feng Yan sat in the doorway room, saw the two of us standing at the door, tilted her head and put down the cup with a smile.

Fu Xiangqin tightened my hand and led me up the steps to make a break.

Feng Yan was surprisingly calm.

Without any overdoing it, she gently pointed to the plastic bench on the side and said, "Sit down." ”

I watched her drink, it was still the same inferior wine, and the cigarette was replaced by the more impulsive White General that Ah Zhu often smoked.

Fu Xiangqin was a little nervous, after all, she was not familiar with the environment of this kind of wind and dust girl.

Especially now is the season when migrant workers are active, and the shirtless migrant workers outside make her a little nervous. She was nervous for fear that others would misunderstand her.

"It's very clean...... Feng Yan looked at me with straight eyes, and there was a strange dry coldness in his eyes that I had never seen before.

"Look at this. Fu Xiangqin took out my report card from her bag and put it on the coffee table smoothly.

Feng Yan glanced at it lightly, sneered slightly, and said, "First place, it's good." ”

With that, he picked up the wine glass and took a big sip, "Ah......hhhh

Her mouth grew exaggeratedly, and a strong smell of alcohol came out.

Fu Xiangqin looked at her like that, her brows furrowed even more, and after looking at me, she said, "Li Fei has decided to go with me." I came here today to make it clear to you. ”

"Yes......" Feng Yan said with a pickle.

"I want to live with Fu Xiangqin's mother. I took the initiative to say.

Feng Yan's hand holding the chopsticks suddenly stopped in mid-air, and after shaking slightly, she picked up the only side dish on the table and chewed a few bites, and said without raising her head: "Hmm...... Go ahead. ”

After Fu Xiangqin and I heard this, we looked at each other.

Feng Yan took the cigarette and lit one. Between the clouds and the mist, the appearance is particularly sad. She's lost weight, she's lost a lot of weight......

"Let's go. She crossed Erlang's legs, and after flicking the cigarette ash very casually, she raised her head and said rather sadly.

"You're not going to come to trouble Li Fei, are you?" Fu Xiangqin asked nervously.

"No, it won't. You can take the first test with you, what trouble am I looking for? You're a policeman, and I don't want to go in and squat anymore. Let's go...... My sons are gone, and I don't miss this girl I picked up. Let's go...... Let's go. She said, picking up her glass and taking another sip.

That tone and appearance didn't look like she was supposed to be pungent at all.

"Do you want to work?"

Outside the door stood a ragged migrant worker with a yellow hard hat on his head and a white undershirt with several holes in his upper body.

"What the hell...... Shall I finish drinking this glass of wine?" Feng Yan was a little drunk, her eyes were no longer focused, and she looked straight at the migrant worker and said.

After the migrant worker put the large plastic water cup on the windowsill, he walked straight in.

Fu Xiangqin grabbed my hand nervously, picked up the report card on the table, and pulled me to walk out.

"Wait......" Feng Yan suddenly called out to the two of us.

Fu Xiangqin turned around and waited for her.

"Please...... she slowly raised her head and looked at Fu Xiangqin.

Fu Xiangqin nervously tilted her head to see which muscular migrant worker, and said tremblingly: "What... What's the matter?"

"Your man is a policeman. Let your man help me find out my son's whereabouts......" she said, draining the last bit of wine in her glass.

"Oh......" After Fu Xiangqin responded, she took my hand and went out of the door.

When I walked more than ten meters away, I looked back at the door.

Feng Yan stood at the door, leaning on the door frame, looking at me with drunken eyes and confused eyes.

The evening had passed, and the dim street lamps were on, shining on her appearance, very bleak and desolate.

I found that when I was looking at her, she straightened up slightly, waved at me, and then closed the door to work.

When the ambiguous light came on again, Fu Xiangqin gently tugged my hand.

When I came to my senses, I continued to walk side by side with her.

In my heart, I was already rehearsing the next scene between Feng Yan and the migrant worker.

However, I have a faint feeling that Feng Yan has changed.

Especially when she smoked, the way she smoked changed ......

There is no more debauchery and coquettishness like before, and there is more desolation and coldness.

The eyes are also cloudy, not the sluggish cloudiness that Ah Spider had before he committed suicide. Rather, it was as if a downward force was dragging her downward.

She, depraved.

She should be reduced in the real sense......

……

Fu Xiangqin agreed to her.

She asked Officer Zhang to investigate, and soon found Feng Li's whereabouts.

Feng Li was the only person who gave me a sense of security before Fu Xiangqin appeared. In life, the first person who gives you a sense of security remembers it very deeply. I am very sensitive to Feng Li's departure.

Somewhere in my heart felt like a piece was missing. Especially in the face of Zhang Liang's troubles again and again, I miss Feng Li more and more!

However, when I heard Officer Zhang talk about Feng Li's father's past, I knew that I couldn't tell them, and I cared about Feng Li.

So, I can only pretend not to care, but in fact I am very, very concerned about eavesdropping.

After eavesdropping on the address, he decided to find an excuse to go out and look for him one day.

&

A week later, I found Feng Li's address.

Lives in a small alley behind a nightclub in the north of the city.

I said that I came out to buy study materials, so the time period was naturally afternoon.

Pedestrians were in a hurry, but at the moment the doors of the nightclub were closed, and it was later learned that they only worked at night.

Pushing the bicycle, I turned into the alley, which is an urban village. Rows of old-fashioned bungalows.

Number 91.

I set my bike aside, looked at the door and gently pushed it open.

It's quiet inside, there's a big motorcycle in the yard and some unreadable packages next to it.

Walking towards the door, I heard the sound of a machine turning inside.

Through the crack in the door, I saw a machine in the room, next to Feng Li's father was operating something, second-hand some white things, which he carefully put into bags one by one.

Then, he gently shook the white transparent bag in his hand, and there was a satisfied expression on his face.

"Dad, aren't we too bold? There won't be a police officer to arrest us, right?"

Looking in the direction of the voice, I saw that Feng Li had grown a lot taller, and his face was a little more resolute.

"You know, the most dangerous place is the safest place. After making this money, Dad will take you out there to make a fortune! This is just our first pot of gold!" After his father stopped the machine, he took off his white shirt on his upper body, revealing his very strong muscles.

When I turned my head and saw the huge scar on his face, I was scared and retreated!

"Who!?" he shouted, and rushed over!