It doesn't matter if Wenwen doesn't look for trouble, as long as she spends some money and is safe, I won't be so entangled.

But since Professor Wang came back, my mind has been full of words like "psychosis" or "delusionalism".

How could Xinya become mentally ill?

Professor Wang's last suggestion, I thought about it for a while, and I felt that from the perspective of his research and discussion of psychological problems, he did not think that it was necessary to deliberately avoid or stop Xinya's strange behavior for the time being. But as someone who already has some kind of connection with Xinya, whether I am a colleague or a brother or sister, I always don't want to see Xinya's "abnormal" situation develop further or even worsen.

I'd rather distract and divert her attention from the stimuli that tend to cause Xinya's abnormal behavior, and see a Xinya behaving like a normal person.

Since when I sit at home and face to face, Xinya always pesters me to recall the past, and she is easy to get distracted when she talks about it, so I think I can take her outside more activities when I have time.

However, Xinya's sports hobbies are relatively limited, except for running, climbing, and visiting suburban parks, there are not many choices. I asked her to learn to play golf with me, but she said that she didn't learn, she learned to waste money, not to mention, and even more wasted time.

But she didn't object to accompanying me to practice. I think it's okay to do this, I practice, she doesn't practice anyway, we don't have to sit and chat face-to-face, so we don't accidentally drift to the topic of the past.

But it didn't turn out the way I imagined.

Xinya accompanied me to practice that day, and she didn't actually stop practicing, but just sat at the round table with the tea set and watched me practice.

After waving the pole for a while, I glanced at Xinya, thinking that she would be swiping her phone on the side, but I found that she was watching me practice intently. Later, I observed it a few times, and she was always like that, and even her posture rarely changed, and she looked like she was out of her body.

"What do you want?" I was afraid that she would be bored, so I stopped, took off my gloves and walked over and shook them in front of her eyes a few times.

"You're so much better than you used to be. Xinya smiled knowingly, and could see that this was not a compliment.

"Do you know before?"

I just said it in passing, but brought out a series of comments from Xinya: "When you used to play and swing, your body always jumped up sharply, and after swinging, your body couldn't stand firmly, your feet would move, and the club in your hand didn't look like people could swing over your head." Now you can keep your balance after swinging, your waist is straight, and your posture is beautiful. ”

When I first started playing, it was exactly what Xinya said, the movements were not standardized, the posture was ugly, and the level of 80 strokes to the present level was also corrected little by little over the years.

Finished!

After a short period of pride, I immediately realized that the stimulation of Xinya was really unguardable.

I don't know if Xinya mismatched the picture of my practice with which scene in my memory.

"You've seen someone play golf before?"

"No, except that you just follow you and glance at the TV. "Xinya is as calm as water.

"How do you know how I used to play and what I used to do, I told you?"

"As you say, it's not like I haven't seen you practice. ”

What the hell!

I had a strong sense of frustration.

I really don't know what kind of mess Xinya's mind is all about, and it connects with my life at every turn, this association is really incredible.

I sometimes wonder if Xinya or her uncle is hiding something, Xinya's actual age may be much more than her early 30s, maybe 40 or even older, and her demeanor and conversation are exactly in line with this, if she was once married, and her ex-husband and I have a lot of similarities, it is not impossible.

If this is the case, it is all too easy to understand that Xinya has lost her memory after the car accident.

But why do you want to hide it like this? After the car accident, Xinya's face has rejuvenated? Concealing her marriage history is easier to remarry?

I didn't find anything unusual from Xinya's uncle, and I personally went to the hospital and doctor for Xinya's rehabilitation treatment and didn't find any contradictory information, especially when Wenwen was specifically asked to investigate Xinya's background, and the feedback I got didn't conflict with her own statement.

I really can't figure it out.

Give up and let it go?

No! Absolutely not! With Xinya's trust in me as the only relative, I can't "see death without saving"!

"Xinya, I have something I want to ask you for help with. "I sat there and thought about it for a long time, and finally it came to me that it was better to have the occasional mismatch outside than to go to the wrong bed at night at home.

"It's really boring, when did you start talking in such a tone? ”

"You know, everyone likes to play golf with a little bit of excitement, but recently I found that they are gambling more and more, and I'm afraid it's not good to go on like this, and I don't like it very much. But if you don't participate, people won't ask you to play, and it's not interesting for me to play alone, I still hope that you can practice so that we can play together in the future. ”

As Xinya said, it takes 4-5 hours on the court, and with the delay in the round-trip journey, it is basically a day to get in after a game, and I think it is absolutely effective for distracting and diverting Xinya's attention.

"Then I'll accompany you when you play, I don't necessarily have to play? ”

"You're stupid," I laughed at her, "do you think that if you don't play and don't pay, people will let you play casually?

"You see, now the work is relatively smooth, usually there is no major event on the weekend, you refuse to talk about friends, time is not a problem, we can still afford the money to play, enrich the spare time life and exercise, how good. Of course, the main thing is that I really want you to be with me. ”

While Xinya was still hesitating, I struck while the iron was hot, and specially added the last sentence. Paradoxically, I don't want her to be okay with me and make me a key stimulus for her, but I was using her attention to me by convincing her to play with me.

"Do you really want me to play with you?" Xinya squinted at me in disbelief, excitement overflowing from the corners of her eyes, and I knew it was done.

"How can this be fake?"

"That'll do. Don't laugh at me if I can't beat me then, and don't say I'm wasting money. Xinya still didn't seem to believe my intentions, and agreed to my request with certainty, but her eyes were looking at me suspiciously.