Considering the psychological impact of the mitigation on Xinya, Professor Wang avoided terms such as mental illness, and only told her that she was a bit "delusional" tendencies.

On the way home, my mind was filled with the word "psychotic". In my impression, of course, this is not a compliment, but the initial contact with this term is just an unreasonable argument or dissatisfaction with the behavior and thoughts of someone around me, and I don't really think that he is a mental patient.

It's obviously not the original concept in my head now, a real psychopath is around.

"What's wrong with you, sullen. What did the professor tell you?"

I woke up from my contemplation, pretended to point to the road ahead, and said, "I didn't think about anything, you see so many cars in front of you, focus on driving." ”

"Come on, I can't see it yet, the professor must be scaring you. Listen to me, don't worry about what the professor said, I know myself best, there is nothing wrong with me, people have a head that is used to think about things, don't you also think about fantasy? Don't you worry about it, do you hear?"

Xinya's mood was still unaffected, so I had to turn my head to her and smile at her and say, "Okay." Got it. ”

When the car was about to drive to the shopping mall, Xinya asked me to drive into the parking lot of the mall.

"What are you going to do, do you want to buy something?"

"Yes, you forgot, tomorrow Wenwen will take the child to play with us, and I will buy two clothes for her child. ”

Wenwen's children are 3 months old in the blink of an eye.

In fact, every month, Wenwen would find an opportunity for her child to meet me once or twice, or she would bring her child over, or find an excuse for me to come over.

To be honest, if the child is indeed mine, I have to admit that Wenwen is very decent to do this. But I can't recognize this fact in my heart, and I inevitably feel a little helpless about Wenwen's approach, and even occasionally doubt Wenwen's intentions.

Three turns, six sittings, nine climbs.

Looking at Wenwen's child, with a chubby appearance, big thief eyes, eyes full of curiosity about everything around her, or a fist stuffed into her mouth and biting, while trying to kick the mat with her feet, the mustard in her heart seemed to have forgotten to the side, and she couldn't help but tease her, and even when she was having fun there, she still couldn't help but disturb him, and picked her up a few times.

Every baby uses the miracle of life to achieve the happiness of their parents, and breaks into a world that knows nothing with fearless courage. But is the little baby in front of him fulfilling the happiness of his parents or, on the contrary, bringing himself into a world full of novelty and joy or leading himself into a thorny path?

Suddenly, I felt an indescribable sense of confusion and sentimentality.

Fortunately, Wenwen is okay, the miracle of new life is unobstructed in her, she is immersed in the joy of motherhood, and seems to be really not afraid of the hardships and bitterness of a single woman raising a child alone.

According to what I mean, Wenwen didn't bring her parents over, and Gui Mei probably didn't know that Wenwen came with her children, otherwise she would definitely come to join in the fun. Only Wenwen, Xinya, the baby and me, the four of them are there, without the embarrassment of Wenwen's parents, Wenwen also has a rare opportunity to hold the child to me and tease her: "Take a good look at the baby, this is Dad, Dad likes you, laugh with Dad......"

The scene in front of me made me feel both the joy and sacredness of being a father, and an indescribable awkwardness. wanted to stop Wenwen but couldn't find a suitable reason, so she had to echo and say: "Yes, laugh one, laugh one......"

Xinya probably heard our teasing baby in the kitchen and couldn't help but run out, and for the first time when she was at home, she asked me to go to work in the kitchen.

"Here, let me hold this little baby again. ”

Xinya asked me to wash the lotus root and cut it into sections, and she wanted to stew the pork ribs. But when I entered the kitchen, I didn't start cutting it after washing, Wenwen followed up, took it from my hand, and asked me while cutting: "I haven't registered the baby's household registration, what do you think?"

My brain "buzzed", almost blank, looking at Wenwen, I didn't react.

"What's wrong, scared silly?" Wenwen was unhurried, cutting the lotus root while turning her face sideways and glancing at me with a smile.

"It's... You..."

I felt a fever in my face, and I didn't know if it was angry or embarrassed. Didn't you say that it was a good test-tube baby? Isn't it an unmarried person?

"Don't be nervous, I'm talking to you, and I won't embarrass you. ”

I'm not sure how much credibility Wenwen's words have, but it's not an easy question at all.

"Then what do you mean ......"

Wenwen said that her hukou is a small city in other places, and it cannot be compared with the capital, which is the largest metropolis in China, and it is of course the best to be able to place her hukou in the capital from the perspective of children's future education and future development.

I admit that what Wenwen said is right, the question is in what capacity do I get involved? It's enough to be a wronged father in private, and if I pick this matter out on the surface, won't I be able to turn over completely? In the future, it will be proved that the child has nothing to do with me, who will I explain to me?

Before she could figure out how to respond to Wenwen, she heard Xinya's voice teasing the child into the kitchen: "Let's see what Mommy is doing." ”

Probably noticing that my face was wrong, Xinya handed the child to Wenwen and said, "I'll cook", but her eyes looked at me suspiciously.

"Can you use me to help?" I was worried that she would continue the topic just now when I went to the living room with Wenwen, and I was afraid that Xinya would misunderstand even more.

"What did you do wrong?" Wenwen carried the child out of the kitchen, Xinya asked me while she was busy cooking, her face was expressionless, and her voice was a little cold.

"How so?"

"Embarrassment to you again?"

I pursed my lips and gave Xinya a thumbs up.

Xinya understood, and didn't ask anything, deliberately raised her voice and said, "Don't get in the way here, go out and coax the baby to play." ”

Fortunately, Wenwen didn't continue the topic of the kitchen, and Xinya's meal was quickly ready.

Unexpectedly, halfway through the meal, Wenwen still spoke: "Xinya, do you think there is no way to register my baby's household registration in the capital?"

Because of the foreshadowing in the kitchen just now, Xinya quickly understood, and said with Tai Chi: "Actually, it's not like before now, the hukou is not so important anymore, and it doesn't make much difference where it falls." ”

In fact, when Xinya was cooking, I had already made up my mind that I could be a wronged father in private, but I must not continue to be wronged legally, let alone make this matter public, so I can't explain it to many people, including my dead wife.

I followed Xinya's words, which can be regarded as a response to Wenwen's thoughts: "Now the impact of not having a hukou in the capital on children's education is getting smaller and smaller, and many children with foreign hukou are now going to school in the capital, primary school, junior high school, that is, the college entrance examination may be a bit of a problem, but that is how many years later, the situation is changing rapidly, and now many children do not choose to take the college entrance examination and apply directly to study abroad." ”

"You're sponsoring?" Wenwen smiled meaningfully at me.

"Is that a problem? She doesn't sponsor me. ”

From the sudden change in the expression on Wenwen's face, I realized that Xinya's words touched Wenwen's sensitive nerves, and hurriedly put out the fire at Xinya: "What's the matter with you, it's no problem for me to fund." ”

Maybe this promise gave Wenwen some comfort, she didn't dwell on this topic anymore, and took the initiative to clean up the dishes and chopsticks after dinner and went to the kitchen to wash the dishes.

Xinya was playing with the child, seeing that I was still a little depressed, she moved closer to me, and whispered to comfort me while teasing the child: "Okay, don't have a pimple in your heart anymore, you see how cute this little life is, isn't it, little baby." Even if you get it wrong, what's so bad about being a godfather!"