Soon, when Qin Zhuxiao gradually approached the side of the leader of the Earth Demon Gang with her own methods and means, she found that she was still young and still so attractive, and soon conquered the gang leader, of course, she also quickly discovered the fact that she was just one of the many confidantes of the gang leader, she was just one of his bed/companions, nothing more, he would call her to accompany him when he was lonely, leave her behind when he was busy, and even go to other women. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Qin Zhuxiao realized that the result of her hard pursuit, a powerful person who can be relied on for life, she did it, but it was not like that originally, every time, when she saw Han Xu who was in a wheelchair but still in his prime, especially when he was called to her room by the helper for questioning, Han Xu's indifference deeply stung Qin Zhuxiao, and Han Xu never gave her even a second glance.

And when Han Xu stood in front of her intact, Qin Zhuxiao's heart that had been dormant for a long time finally broke through the ground, she thought in a trance that Han Xu was still the same Han Xu back then, with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes but extremely enchanting, he was like a pine and cypress in the military academy, vigorous and powerful, but Han Xu's alienation and indifference broke her heart, it turned out that they couldn't go back!

If Qin Zhuxiao is allowed to choose again now, her first choice must be Han Xu, even if it is the immature Han Xu back then, the lame Han Xu, at least, he loves her deeply!

What's more, Han Xu's charm now, even if he sits there quietly without speaking, he exudes a seductive glow unbridledly.

Of course, Han Xu's reaction when they first met said it all, she and him couldn't go back to the past, let alone the future of hand in hand, although they knew that it was impossible, they couldn't help but have a flash of thought in their hearts, there was nothing else, just the warm aftertaste of first love, just like a person with a dull life who stayed in one place enough and wanted to travel abroad, knowing that he had no money to spend it, but he couldn't help but occasionally fantasize about having an addiction in his heart.

If you want to ask Qin Zhuxiao: Are you happy?

She's going to tell you about happiness, what is the definition of happiness? Some people say it's that you're content with your current life. Not long after Qin Zhuxiao and Han Xu broke up, they married an old man, much older than themselves, and lived the life of the aunt they dreamed of.

However, for countless late nights, Qin Zhuxiao was wearing wide white pajamas and smoking a cigarette alone on the wide balcony in a daze, and all that appeared in the wind under the moonlight was the figure and recitation of the big boy, and she still remembered the words in the article he published in the school magazine, and it was they that touched her heart like elves.

"If I love you, I am willing to turn into a rising sun, ignited by you, and you are the budding stamens in the bamboo forest, the breeze blows, like the beauty conjured up from the distant Qin Dynasty painting, easily watering my enthusiasm. From then on, my joys, sorrows, and sorrows spread in the palm of your hand and grew a sinuous curve, just because I love you. ”

Qin Zhuxiao was suddenly moved by this poetic text, she easily resolved the hidden secret, this passage contains the names of Han Xu and Qin Zhuxiao, such a beautiful idea can only be thought of by a young man who loves so hot. She loved the entanglement between her and Han Xu in this passage, even if it was just the name, which made her feel so dreamy and satisfied her girlish feelings.

After the breakup, Qin Zhuxiao thought more than once that he fell in love with the young man behind the words or the young man who jumped on the paper, whether the words demonized his eyes, or the shy young man strayed into his peach blossom forest?

Countless ordinary days overlapped, Qin Zhuxiao learned to smoke, and the cloud-like fog lingered around her heart, dispelling her loneliness and loneliness.

When he was in military school, Han Xu was a good student, a good baby in the eyes of the teacher, but he did some bad things that the teachers didn't know, such as falling in love with her and smoking.

Han Xu rarely smoked, especially in front of her, but that time because they spent too much time in a relationship, he abandoned his studies, and that was the only time in his college that he didn't get a first-class scholarship but a second-class scholarship.

Han Xu sat alone under the ancient pine tree in the school, his back was as thin as his lips in the dark, and the cigarette in his hand shone with a little red light.

That moment was the most masculine and attractive time that Qin Zhuxiao and Han Xu had been together for so long, and she quietly walked behind Han Xu and hugged him.

That scene was so unforgettable that Qin Zhuxiao often remembered that the details were not missed, especially the cigarette in Han Xu's hand, and Qin Zhuxiao still remembers the clear mark on the cigarette.

Qin Zhuxiao began to learn to smoke under the introduction of a female friend, and it was difficult for her to explain her mentality. When the smoke was lit, was she thinking of Han Xu under the same starry sky or was she reminiscing about her lost youth?

Was it those smoky moments that made her feel that her heart was still not far away from Han Xu, and she was very close to Han Xu's heart.

Later, Qin Zhuxiao also tried the brand of cigarettes that Han Xu smoked back then, which was so bitter and choking, and she never smoked it again after smoking one. Is that bitter choking young Han Xu or her love with him at that time?

If you ask Qin Zhuxiao, does she regret it?

I'm afraid she can't answer herself, she was very firm in her choice at the beginning of the breakup, but after a long time, there will be times when she regrets it. Most of the times when you are alone, it is when you are in a bad mood, it may be because of a sentence, a song, an action, a look, and similar repetitions, which makes Qin Zhuxiao inadvertently think of that big boy, and can't help but fantasize about what it would be like if she and him were not separated and were still together?

Tired and tired of work, busy with a disgraced face, getting married and having children, serving her in-laws, Qin Zhuxiao was a little scared in this kind of life, the only thing that was gratifying was that Han Xu would go home on time every day, help her share the housework, and buy her favorite things and food.

Even if Qin Zhuxiao thought hard and meditated thousands of times, she still couldn't imagine that the current Han Xu was actually like this: he was a little too well dressed, full of masculinity when he raised his hands and feet, and he was charming and refreshing. Let her feel that she wants to go back to the years of youth and ignorance, and just want to love him again, relive the past and beauty of those years with him, and feel the charm and breath of his more and more seductive now.

Of course, the sharp-eyed Qin Zhuxiao did not miss any detail, that is, the car driven by Han Xu, which shows that Han Xu is now living richly. Many times people's imagination is so barren that the barren land cannot produce bright flowers to reap abundant fruits. (To be continued.) )