Chapter 423: I Used to Love You Like That
Han Xu stared at Qin Zhuxiao opposite, why did she think she still hated this proud woman, who gave her confidence to think that she still loved her, who did she think she was? What if she had proud capital, she was no longer a member of the Foreign Trade Association back then, and she knew how to be careful. Pen~Fun~Pavilion www.biquge.info isn't she stupid enough to think that time passes, they don't see each other, and their feelings are frozen at the moment of separation?
Love and hate are strong emotions, and it will be very tiring and difficult to support without being loved.
Han Xu has long understood the truth that forgiving others is equivalent to letting go of himself, not to mention that there is a stupid woman who has also been hurt by himself? In love, he is willing to gamble and lose, and after the woman who left him gloomily, Han Xu understood these truths, and the hatred has long disappeared.
"Don't get me wrong, it's just the joy of an old friend, nothing else. What Han Xu thought in his heart was: Hate can't be talked about, love is long gone. But he didn't want such a poetic feeling to be misunderstood by Qin Zhuxiao.
Of course, Han Xu, who has been weathered for a long time, will not be naïve enough to think that the woman opposite is still in love with him, such self-righteousness, such self-inflicted amorousness, he will fall very quickly in the workplace, die very miserably, and he can't even be left with scum after being eaten by others, and it is the same in love. Isn't there such a saying: If you love, please love deeply, if you don't love, please stay away.
"How are you doing these days?" Han Xu's evasion made Qin Zhuxiao have no choice but to find another way.
"What is good and what is bad? Everyone's mental measure is different, and there is no way to define it. Han Xu expounded his point of view nonchalantly, with a somewhat cynical tone.
And Han Xu deeply understands the story behind this question: If it's okay, you will be more difficult than my forgetfulness, even if the first person to leave that relationship is you, if it's not good, you will think that I still miss you, this kind of entanglement is still less troublesome, especially if the other party is still a beautiful mature woman.
In fact, after you leave, whether I live well or not may have nothing to do with you, or even with love, and your concern is not necessarily from sincerity, it may just be out of vanity, and you can't forget my deep affection and reluctance when you leave. There are many things in life besides love, such as career, such as family affection, such as friendship, I live without you, I did not die because of your departure, the earth still revolves and rotates around the sun, and the sun rises from the east instead of the north and south.
"That's good, I can rest assured. Han Xu, I was also forced to do so back then, don't blame me. ”
"I can't talk about it. Han Xu took a sip of coffee, "Xiaoxiao, I really want you to be happy, after all, I once loved you like that." ”
"You mean that now we are only better than strangers, and we just have one more title: first love?" Qin Zhuxiao suddenly felt a little unwilling.
Han Xu's expression was like a scoop of cold water, which made Qin Zhuxiao cold from head to toe, and he was clearly saying: Otherwise, what do you think? Isn't it?
"Xiaoxiao, I am so grateful that you appeared at the darkest and dullest time of my life, gave me the courage and strength to love, and taught me to step out of my own world and into the big family. It is also because you and I have the goal and direction to strive for that we have today's Han Xu, to say a cruel word, thank you for leaving me. In any case, these are a thing of the past, our memories. So my blessing is sincere. ”
"Huh...... You're right. First love is used to reminisce and remember, not to grow old together. Qin Zhuxiao lowered his head thoughtfully.
Han Xu waved at the man in black outside the window, staring at the man who was gentle to his subordinates, and the man who was fierce, aggressive, and ruthless to himself just now, Qin Zhuxiao forgot his original intention today.
"You don't need to leave in a hurry, I still have something to tell you!" Qin Zhuxiao was afraid that if he went around again, Han Xu would leave.
"Say it!" Han Xu was also calm, waving his hand at the black-clothed men who had already entered the door, signaling them to retreat.
"I want you to help me get closer to your helper!" Qin Zhuxiao lifted the fig leaf and opened his mouth to the point.
"Impossible!" Han Xu refused, leaving no room for turn.
"Aren't you afraid that I will tell you your past identity as a helper?" Qin Zhuxiao suddenly smiled like a flower, she just wanted to see how the man opposite was not calm and lost his sense of proportion.
"Let's go!" Han Xu's answer was very brief, "Do you think I'll be afraid? To tell you the truth, I have already made this matter clear!"
At this moment, Qin Zhuxiao was deflated, she didn't expect the ending to be like this, and she couldn't speak.
Han Xu re-recruited the man in black and left.
After Han Xu left, Qin Zhuxiao only felt that his heart was empty, and he sat down in a daze, thinking a lot: Han Xu, the big boy who once gave up his glory and wealth and resolutely fell in love regardless of the gossip of others, and later left him because of the prosperity of the world, no, he is now a big man, and he is driving by with a smile. The big boy in her memory came to Qin Zhuxiao's mind, and she came to mind.
Once, Han Xu was a little shy, he didn't like to talk or laugh, but his angular facial features were very attractive, and his cold appearance in disguise made him obsessed with it back then.
It is said that time is a knife to kill pigs, why is it so unfair? It has left an indelible mark on his face. Every morning when he woke up and looked in the mirror, Qin Zhuxiao would take a closer look to see if there were any new fine lines crawling on the corners of his eyes and eyelids. When did it start, it was probably the first time that I noticed that the corners of my eyes had the first fine lines, and I couldn't hide my tiredness even if I applied it to my face every day.
However, Han Xu just now, just glanced at him in a hurry, but Qin Zhuxiao felt that he was more attractive than before, with a strong masculine flavor and a mature taste.
Qin Zhuxiao decided to come to a chance encounter, she wanted to see if Han Xu, who had been sad about her departure, still loved her. Even if she loves or doesn't love, she can't do anything, but even she can't figure out what she is doing, maybe it's vanity, or maybe it's unwilling, and she can't tell the truth.
The moment Han Xu saw him, he panicked, and his stunned look made Qin Zhuxiao feel a little proud in his heart, maybe he was still the stupid boy who loved him back then.
Qin Zhuxiao, who walked out of the café, felt a little sad in his heart, and a trace of sourness came out. If Han Xu could have been as successful as he is today, they would not have come to the road of breaking up. Back then, she left not only because of Han Xu's immaturity, but more importantly, he was poor and white, she was too tired, the process of waiting for a boy to grow up and mature into a man was too long, she couldn't wait, her youth, her years couldn't be consumed, so she chose to leave. (To be continued.) )