Chapter 6: Impulsiveness, Complex
In the second semester of the second year of high school, for most students, campus life has been set, and the fixed life and the gradually accelerating pace of learning make them naturally ignore external objects that are irrelevant to them.
Yang Jingran came to the school as always, he is not very interested in going to school now, and he doesn't know if he is looking for a place to stay, or for the people who are watching him from behind?
VogelimKafig: As always stinky face!
Vicious dogs who don't like cats: Your breath stinks right now, too.
VogelimKafig: Not infected by you yet.
Who is she?
Yang Jingran thought about this question, but he refused to know the true identity of the other party, so it was enough. It didn't matter to him who she was, at least for now.
Vicious dogs who don't like cats: Blame me.
VogelimKafig: Don't blame you, blame a dog.
Vicious dogs who don't like cats: Isn't that what I blame?
Yang Jingran was dedicated to two things, walking while playing with his mobile phone, which did not affect passers-by.
VogelimKafig: If you admit it, then you will be to blame.
Seeing that Xia Ke couldn't hold back her laughter, Chen Jiajia came over to take a look, and she threw away a roll of her eyes and asked softly, "Ke'er, you can't date online, right?"
Vicious dogs who don't like cats: Uh, you're insane, right?
VogelimKafig: You don't seem to be qualified to talk about me, social dog.
If others say this, Yang Jingran may turn a deaf ear. But if the other party said it, he felt very concerned, and then replied in seconds.
Vicious dogs that don't like cats: have an opinion?
Xia Ke, who could see that the other party's tone was not fierce, replied in a restrained manner.
VogelimKafig: No.
If I knew who you were, I would have beaten you, men and women. This sentence was deleted after three seconds of stagnation on Yang Jingran's mobile phone.
He's keeping his distance.
Vicious dogs who don't like cats: I advise you not to be too public.
Yang Jingran came to the cafeteria and met an old acquaintance.
"Long time no see, Yang Zi. The thin young man with a single white shirt on his upper body said hello to him.
"Isn't this the school's underworld forces, Yang Jingran?" The boy next to him whispered in surprise as if he had seen a prehistoric creature, and unconsciously tugged at the boy's sleeve, "Su Li, let's go to the standard meal, I heard that today's food is very good!"
Yang Jingran knew that after the other party saw him looking over, he immediately changed his mind and wanted to leave the scene. He wasn't angry, but he was lamenting how long he hadn't communicated with Su Li head-on, Yang Jingran spoke unskillfully, without any additional movements: "Su Li, it's been a long time, long time no see." ”
I don't know if it was because of the urging of others, or because of Yang Jingran's current negative image, Su Li obeyed the words of his current friend, and did not take the initiative to communicate with Yang Jingran again, but just cast a concerned look with a trace of grievance and left Yang Jingran.
You're still like that. Yang Jingran couldn't help but laugh when he saw that Su Li and the others hadn't gone far, and saw that their former friends hadn't changed.
So be it for now, the farther away from me, the better, for you. The two have stopped actively intervening in each other's lives since their first year of high school, which is Yang Jingran's commitment to the introverted Su Li, and it is also his understanding of this friend.
At this time, Pan Yihao came out of nowhere, stopped him strongly, and approached Yang Jingran.
"Is there something wrong?" Yang Jingran saw that the other party had something to say.
"Help me beat someone. ”
"No, I don't. ”
"What about beating up a bunch of people?"
Pan Yihao saw that Yang Jingran turned around without much reaction, and hurriedly said another word.
"What do you mean?" Yang Jingran was puzzled.
The two walked out of the cafeteria.
"Bai Xiaoxi, he provoked Fang Hao, the people in the class don't know how to deal with it now, I want to ask you to help with this. ”
Yang Jingran looked at the basketball court not far from the cafeteria, thinking about a person who always judged and handled things unreasonably. What is Bai Xiaoxi thinking again, he is really a person who makes people angry everywhere!
"You're helping me," Yang Jingran understood the meaning of his words, and after he whispered, he pondered for a while, looked at Pan Yihao, and continued: "I don't want to understand why Bai Xiaoxi has a conflict with Fang Hao and them. ”
"Pan Yihao, I won't do this good person. ”
Yang Jingran left, and Pan Yihao watched him walk away helplessly. He thought that Yang Jingran didn't care because he had any misunderstandings and prejudices with Bai Xiaoxi before, but in fact, he didn't.
Now Yang Jingran just understands that he has differences with that group of people, and has absolute differences with Fang Hao and Brother Hai. They do whatever they want, but they also bind themselves to rules that ordinary people do not accept. The reason for them to do this is nothing more than their own immaturity and rebellion, or the instigation and deception of others.
And Yang Jingran, who thinks that he has always behaved like a natural criminal and villain, has always thought that he is just pretending. But now he knows that he is what he is, and pretending to be what he is. However, in this year, he watched others do as they pleased, and he chose to escape and pretend.
His difference with the past is that he has matured, and he has admitted that he is a lost dog. Now, Yang Jingran has no rebellious impulse, and no longer wants to accept invitations that are not true or false.
Yang Jingran didn't want to help anyone, just like he never asked for the pity of others, and his pretense was also his best disguise and spike.
He believes that strength can sometimes be pieced together with ruthlessness and ruthlessness.
In that case, it doesn't matter who he is, why should he help him? Yang Jingran had long thought that he was out of step with the outside world.
But is that really the case?
When leaving the classroom after school.
Yang Jingran saw a girl, and there was a touch of tenderness and expectation in her eyes, just like a child who was still hoping for a Christmas gift from the sky even when he heard that Santa Claus did not exist.
At this time, the gossip cobbled together in his ears formed a scene in his mind.
A group of boys waited for an opportunity, and when they saw a girl coming, they stepped forward to block her path, and then surrounded her unscrupulously. The girl's eyes flashed with fear, and then she took advantage of the boys' lack of attention to slam a hole into a place. But the girl did not escape, and was grabbed by her hair by a hand, restricting her movements. The boys' leader stood in front of the girls, and before he could start speaking, he was slapped by the girls. The rest of the boys restrained her again, and the leader tore open his hypocritical smiling face and grabbed the girl's face to speak. The girl's brows furrowed, and she shook her face despite the sharp pain from her hair being pulled, refusing the leader's approach.
Just when the leader was more unscrupulous, the farce was aborted. The two girls rushed over and pushed the leader away, then shouted to wake up the bystanders.
Yang Jingran stopped at the door, his eyes stayed on the white tile wall in front of him, and he saw a pair of deep eyes.
VogelimKafig: I was bullied, what will happen to you?
VogelimKafig: I mean if!
Vicious dogs that don't like cats: waiting for you to go far.
VogelimKafig: Regardless of whether to ask?
Vicious dogs who don't like cats: Then go and bite the people who bully you and offend me.
VogelimKafig: Really?
Vicious dogs that don't like cats: fake, you are not my master, and vicious dogs have no owners.
Vicious dogs who don't like cats: So I'm not going to help anyone, including you.
VogelimKafig: That's right!
VogelimKafig: We're just strangers, right?
Vicious dogs who don't like cats: Hmm.
VogelimKafig: You're in your world, I'm in my cage, and they're inherently irrelevant.
VogelimKafig: yes, you don't know who I am, so there's no reason to help me, right?
VogelimKafig: You don't like me again.
Vicious dogs who don't like cats: Hmm.
VogelimKafig: I'm really a psychopath.
Yang Jingran left, not seeing the girl who slowly got up behind her.
When Yang Jingran walked out of the classroom, he passed by Bai Xiaoxi. The two missed each other and didn't say a word.
He also didn't see Bai Xiaoxi's slightly red and swollen eyes, and the silence that appeared.
He stopped when he passed by the sophomore (13th) class of high school.
His eyes seemed to drift casually, and the figures of several boys playing came into view.
Yang Jingran continued to walk, no longer paying attention to them.
Today is Friday, the earliest day out of school, and the dusk renders the peaceful park, with the teenagers waiting.
"Yang Jingran, the relationship between you and Brother Hai has been ruined, I don't know how you will mix in Ningshan in the future. Fang Hao Fang Hao led his fox friends and dogs, this is where he plays every day.
But he didn't expect to encounter this ruthless stubble here.
"Oh, it's easier to get things done here. ”
"What to deal with?" Fang Hao walked over unreasonably, and looked left and right.
"It's just a small thing," Yang Jingran turned around, took the opportunity to put his schoolbag on the public seat next to him, and then asked.
"Do you remember a very beautiful girl in our class?"
"Remember?" Fang Hao was very strange about Yang Jingran's question at first, but soon remembered one thing and said excitedly, "I know her, the school girl Xia Ke." Secretly, it's still a thorny rose!"
His fox friends also chimed in.
Yang Jingran's face was very bad, he saw that the other party didn't care about him, and when he heard their foul language, an impulse arose.
He walked over, three steps and two steps. Five seconds later, Fang Hao didn't know that he had provoked this madman again until his face was crooked.
After seven o'clock, the sky gradually darkened. Yang Jingran left the park alone and walked out a little depressed.
There is new news on his QQ.
VogelimKafig: Do you know who I am?
Vicious dogs who don't like cats: Hmm.
VogelimKafig: It seems like you don't care at all.
Vicious dogs that don't like cats: I don't care about them in the first place.
Yang Jingran looked at the mobile phone in his hand.
The cool breeze is strange, and the fragrance hits people.
VogelimKafig: Then why is it standing in front of me like a dog?
Yang Jingran held the phone and raised his head, his embarrassed face showed a surprised expression.
A tall girl stood in front of her, green silk flying. She is like a bright star in the gray world, pursing her lips like a flower that has not bloomed in midsummer, and there is a young figure in her crystal eyes.
"Hello......" Yang Jingran couldn't remember what her name was, and turned his head to hide his embarrassment.
"My name is Xia Ke, summer of summer, lovely Ke. What about you?"
"Do we know each other?" Yang Jingran returned to normal, jokingly looking at the beautiful girl in front of him.
"Just look at you like a dog. Xia Ke's eyes narrowed slightly, and tears soaked his eyes.
"I hope you don't get me wrong, it's a vicious dog. My name is Yang Jingran. ”
Without much understanding of each other, they already understand each other's intentions, which may be the heart of the heart, right?
Perhaps, no, Xia Ke will definitely remember this moment, this embarrassed person has become her complex.
At half past eight, Yang Jingran went home.
Yang Jingran's complex opened.
He saw a woman who was remembered in his heart.
She was the only one in the house.
Oil poured into the boiled pan, and an unpleasant hissing sound woke him up. There are a lot of familiar and unfamiliar luggage in the bright room. The woman was busy in the kitchen, and seemed to notice something, and turned her head sideways.
"What about Dad, Mom?" Yang Jingran said at a loss, his eyes wandering, "Mom, you're back." ”
"It's back. In the future, don't think about your dad being unproductive. ”
"Hmm. ”
"Didn't you come back from eating something outside? ”
"No, Mom, I'm so hungry right now. Yang Jingran forgot that he had just eaten, and he stood at the door, wanting to keep looking, his eyes only pretending to be her back.