Chapter 127: Bright Flowers (3)
I'm a little dazed. He is right, people have a good side and an evil side, otherwise there will be gentlemen and villains, some people are people in front of people and ghosts behind them, and some people talk about law-abiding lawlessness on stage. But what does this have to do with split personality?
"I don't understand, do you?" Professor Wang could also see that Xinya and I were still in the clouds. "Do you remember the questions I asked you at the beginning? You said that because you don't do anything harmful, because you are sensible, hardworking and intelligent, not lazy, etc., your parents are proud of you, the people in the village praise you, and you enjoy the feeling of being appreciated and affirmed, right?"
"Hmm. This time I nodded unequivocally.
"No one wants to take off the halo of beauty, so you don't dare to do anything that may hurt nature and reason, it's not that you don't want to, it's that you don't dare to mess with it because of morality and law, and you are kidnapped to be a good boy that adults like. But this does not mean that you do not have those desires that belong to the category of harming nature and reason, you are just afraid of ruining the good image of the moment and suppressing and controlling them.
There is a struggle between the two voices of good and evil in your heart, and the result of the struggle is that you have found a substitute for yourself, ready to make him come forward to accept the condemnation and punishment after doing the so-called hurtful things. This is another you, another personality split out of you. ”
Hearing this, I felt that the professor's analysis seemed to have some truth, but I couldn't understand: "Who hasn't had this kind of inner entanglement and struggle? Human desires, people's words and deeds in society must be controlled and constrained by morality, ethics and law, and no one can do whatever they want, so why is it so easy for me to split?"
"It's not like that. Professor Wang said: "Many people are psychologically and mentally abnormal because of psychological contradictions, but the degree is different, and many people are not used to seeing a psychiatrist." ”
"Can that be cured?" Xinya stood up from her chair, looking nervous.
"What I don't know very well about is what has awakened the sleeping other personality in you? You have never been sleepwalking in the past so many years, why has your other personality started to come out in the last year or so? What has stimulated you? You can recall this together. ”
"Can that be cured?" Xinya repeated her concern.
"Psychological problems can't be rushed, you have to take it one step at a time. He now has no impression of what the other personality is doing at night, indicating that he is not aware of the existence of the other personality, and generally speaking, the other personality should know at least some of his personality's mental activities and memories. Now the question is, when will the other hidden personality come out? If he comes out and we can talk, that's going to be easy. ”
"You're saying you can't cure me if you don't sleepwalk?"
"I can't say that completely, we need to work together to find a way to actively awaken another personality in your body, so that he can come out and talk to us instead of passively waiting. But this ......."
I know that Professor Wang has not yet come up with an effective solution.
Sleepwalking was denied, and as a result, an even more terrifying split personality was created, and the mentality that was already indifferent to the case was hit again, and I felt very discouraged and hopeless at that moment.
"Professor Wang, didn't you say you could help us about the case?" After listening to Professor Wang's lecture for an afternoon, I was so sad that I forgot about "helping". Fortunately, Xinya still remembers.
"Of course I helped! I've been helping you all afternoon?" Professor Wang smiled, wondering if he was happy for the results he had achieved on me.
Glancing at Xinya's tightly knit brows and highly focused eyes, Professor Wang said with a bit of mystery: "This split personality is more effective than that sleepwalking, because the diagnosis of sleepwalking is not applicable to you and is not convincing. ”
Xinya and I seemed to suddenly open up at the same time, especially Xinya, whose faces were full of excitement: "Really?"
Professor Wang took a sip of water: "Through my psychoanalysis, I think I am the first in China to come to the diagnosis of split personality. There is a big gap between domestic psychology research and foreign countries, and I have communicated with foreign peer experts and can resonate, but it is estimated that it will take a little time to be recognized by domestic peers. So, if it can help your case, you have to ...... the appointment of a psychiatric forensic institution."
"Professor Wang, I understand this, I know what to do. ”
Xinya had already learned that Professor Wang was the director of an appraisal center with forensic psychiatric qualifications, and she had also contacted the judge at the court.
I thought that this was all the professor was going to say for the time being, but when he got us up and prepared to leave, Professor Wang was still unsatisfied: "Let's analyze and discuss what factors activate the sleeping other personality in your body. ”
What I was concerned about at this time and excited about just now was because Professor Wang denied sleepwalking, but the peaks and loops brought me back a psychotic label with a split personality. As for his analysis, I didn't really care too much, but it seemed to determine that my potential to become a villain was still not so comfortable.
"Could it have something to do with the fact that his wife died and was celibate for many years?" Xinya seems to have been focused on me since I cheated on death, and her state has become normal, and she is less trance in front of me.
Professor Wang gave Xinya a thumbs up as if he were looking at a smart student.
"You have not been able to let go of your wife for so many years, and you have raised your daughter to study abroad alone, and you have become accustomed to the embodiment of 'loyalty and single-mindedness' in people's minds. But after all, your wife is dead, and you can't not feel lonely and lonely, and you can't be without physical urges, so you can't be completely devoid of the desire to reorganize your family. I don't think I'm wrong. ”
I don't deny that what Professor Wang said may be right, but I didn't make any indications, just looked at the professor blankly.
"Why don't you dare to admit that there is another corner of your heart, that hides other desires? You may wonder if you are a betrayal of your dead wife and your feelings if you start a new relationship and start a new family? Or will you think it is a betrayal of your old life principles? Will it ruin the tall image of loyalty and single-mindedness that you have left in the minds of others for many years?"
I felt a fever on my face, but I still had no desire to say anything, neither appreciating the professor's analysis nor the urge to defend myself.
"So I analyzed, the appearance of Xinya, and maybe there are other women who make you emotionally restless, stimulate your desire to bury in another corner of your heart, so that the two desires to maintain the status quo and change the status quo will produce violent opposition and conflict, awakening another sleeping personality in your body, and letting him come out to do what your personality wants to do but dare not do, so there are those strange events that seem like sleepwalking. ”
Judging from Xinya's expression, she may not fully agree with Professor Wang's analysis, but she can't say why she is not convinced.
"Thank you, Professor Wang, I really didn't expect you to do so much work for my illness. ”
Professor Wang's analysis is not reasonable, and I don't think I need to be more serious. The important thing is that Professor Wang replaced his sleepwalking syndrome with a schizophrenic mental illness, and that is the key to making my case suddenly come to an end.