Chapter Twenty-Four: Always in a dream, not a dream, confused
"Well, don't be angry, there are some things, it's not that I don't want to say, it's that you know it's not good. ”
"Oh......" Du Xinxin just decided that Lu Zhe didn't want to say it.
This kind of Du Xinxin makes Lu Zhe like it very much, he likes to see Du Xinxin's puffed up, likes to see her laugh, watch her cry, and watch her make trouble.
He touched her head, which was considered smooth, "Tell me, when I was away in the past few years, how are your things doing?"
"My business, my business?"
"Just, when you're eight years old, you can say whatever comes to mind. "The year he left, he was twelve and she was eight.
Since that year, he has been in exile, he has lost everything, but he has always remembered in his mind that she said that she wanted to be his bride.
"When I was eight years old, well, I don't remember exactly. ”
"Just say you remember. ”
"What do I remember? Is it okay when I was studying?"
"Well, you name it. ”
"When I was ten, I was supposed to be in the third grade, right?"
"You don't even know what grade you're in?"
"Well, I forgot, because, like, several times, it was all confused, always feeling, as if those things didn't know if they were true or false. ”
"What's the matter?"
"Well, yes, I don't know if it's a dream or it's real, it's just that feeling, as if I remember a place, some people. ”
"What the hell?" Lu Zhe said to Du Xinxin that he was stunned.
"Well, I don't know, it's just that when I go to a place, I feel like I've been there, but I don't remember when I been. ”
"Going to a place feels like you've been?"
"Well, yes, that's it, it's always a dream. ”
"What else?"
"Also, there are always people in my mind who I haven't seen before. ”
"How can people you haven't seen show up like you?"
"So it's weird, there are those people in my mind, but I don't know who those people are, I don't think I've seen them before, but I feel familiar. ”
"Maybe you've seen it, and then you've forgotten it. ”
"Really?"
"Well, it's possible. ”
"Okay. ”
"Tell me more. ”
"I don't think so, and I always feel like I don't know the voice in my head calling my name, and I feel like I'm a good friend, but the voice is not very familiar. ”
"That is, you are often in situations that seem like dreams and reality?"
"Well, that's pretty much it. ”
"How long have you been like this?"
"It's been a few years, and after I broke off my relationship with him, I didn't feel that way anymore. ”
"Do you remember that you transferred schools?" After listening to Du Xinxin's words, Lu Zhe immediately understood.
The reason why Du Xinxin is in that situation is because she is in the Du family, that is to say, it is likely that the hypnotist found by Du Tianyu is hypnotizing Du Xinxin, so she is always in a state of confusion when she is in the Du family.
However, Du Xinxin didn't have that feeling after leaving the Du family, this may be because she left the Du family, and Du Tianyu couldn't get the hypnotist to hypnotize Du Xinxin, so Du Xinxin wouldn't have this feeling.
The realization of this made Lu Zhe understand that it was likely that two or three years ago, the hypnotist still had contact with the Du family.
"Huh?
"Well, don't you remember?"
"Remember, but how do you know I've changed schools?"
"As long as I want to know, I can look it up. ”
"And you still ask me?"
"Well, I mean, the things you've been through yourself, those things, I can't find out. ”
"And what did you find?"
"The schools you have studied, your grades, you can find these for the time being. Lu Zhe did not say that he knew that Du Tianyu was going to take Du Xinxin to get married.
"How can you find this?"
"So, I said, if I want to look it up, I can find it. ”
"Then, then ask me!"
"Didn't I say that? What I want to know is how you are doing, those academic records, it's useless to know. ”
"Huh?"
"Ahh ”
"I said, it feels very strange, it's like I've been in that state of confusion for years. ”
"And then? Do you remember how many times you changed schools?"
"Just once!"
"When?" he remembered that on the information given by Lin Zijun, Du Xinxin had transferred more than once.
"Well, I think it was when I was in junior high school, I remember he said that he arranged for me to transfer because he wanted me to be admitted to a good high school more easily. ”
"Did you change schools before this?"
"Nope!"
"Well, I see, you can say something else!"
"Well, what else would you like to hear?"
"What else do you know?"
"I, I told you about meeting Lin Ran, did you listen?"
"Lin Ran?"
"Well, yes, before I met you, the one I was... Male, boyfriend. Du Xinxin was afraid that if he said Lin Ran's matter, Lu Zhe would be angry.
"Well, you tell me. "Yes, he's angry, but he wants to know those things, things he can't find out.
"Lin Ran and I haven't been together for a year, but we met not long after the start of my freshman year of high school, and the real confirmation of the relationship between lovers was when I dropped out of school and ran away from home by him in my first year of high school. ”
"Why? Why did you confirm your relationship with him?"
"Because, he always gives me a very familiar feeling, plus during that time, me and him... I mean my dad, I had a falling out with him, and then, he was comforting me, that's why I liked Lin Ran. ”
"If I come back sooner, will you fall in love with me?"
"I don't know, but, at that time, Lin Ran really accompanied me for a long time, and when I was uncomfortable, he was by his side to comfort me. ”
"I'm sorry, I should have come back sooner, if I had come back earlier, I wouldn't have made you uncomfortable alone, and I wouldn't have made you like someone else. ”
"But what if you come back sooner? I don't even remember who you are. Du Xinxin has become more and more fond of Lu Zhe, and she has become more and more convinced that Lu Zhe said that he and she have known each other since childhood, but she can't remember it.
"Blame me, back then, I should have taken you away. ”
"Take me away, why do you want to take me away?"
"If I take you away, you won't encounter these, you won't be hurt, you won't meet Lin Ran, your first love will be me. ”
"If, back then, you took me away, did you ever wonder if I would like it?"