Chapter Twenty-Five: I've Always Been Alone
"No, I didn't think about that, I thought it was the best for you. Lu Zhe didn't think about it, even now, when he came back, he didn't think about whether Du Xinxin still liked him and pestered him.
"It's all in the past, who knows what will happen when things change their mind?" Du Xinxin remembered that she had a bad life, but she didn't know if she would have had a better life if she had been taken away by Lu Zhe, who had fled here.
"Well, in the future, with me by your side, you will no longer be alone. As he spoke, Lu Zhe touched Du Xinxin's head.
As soon as Du Xinxin said this, he realized that back then, when he was alone abroad, how miserable he was, how much he had experienced, and how much he had to achieve his current achievements, he almost died abroad several times, if he hadn't always remembered Du Xinxin's words, he would have given up living several times.
If he took Du Xinxin away back then, what would happen to Du Xinxin, he didn't dare to think about it.
"In the future, you will also have me by your side, and you will not be lonely anymore, I don't know why you left here, what you experienced after leaving, but I know that you are very lonely, and I will accompany you in the future. ”
Du Xinxin remembered what Lu Zhe said, she knew that he was sad alone, although she couldn't make him not sad, but she knew that as long as she was by Lu Zhe's side, it was enough.
"Well, never leave me, I've lost a lot. ”
"Do you still want to hear about me?"
"If you want to speak, I'll listen. ”
"Then I'll tell you about what happened before I met you, right?"
"Okay, let's start when you're in high school. ”
"Okay, when I was sixteen, I was admitted to an ordinary high school in F City, and then I met Lin Ran, Lin Ran is older than me, he is a senior, a senior in high school, the day I signed up, he received me, he told me a lot of school things, and took me to visit the school, and he also took me luggage. ”
"Luggage?
"My daily necessities, books, clothes, etc. ”
"Aren't you living at home?"
"No, I lived in junior high school, in fact, I was in a boarding school when I was in elementary school. ”
"How old were you in elementary school? When were you in boarding school?"
"When I was 10 years old, or maybe even earlier, I always didn't know if what happened at times was true or not, so I'm not sure exactly when I started living in the house, but I don't think I ever lived at home very often. ”
"It's hard for you, you're only ten years old, take care of yourself, at that time, will you know anything?"
"No, but, I won't and no one will help me, I have to learn. ”
"Like washing clothes?"
"Well, I also lived in school for a long time before I learned to do laundry and learn to take care of myself. ”
"You were so young at that time, what would you do when you couldn't?"
"I can't go to school, I don't study, and I don't have anyone to help me, so it's impossible to cry there, right?"
"I'm sorry, if I were a little better, I wouldn't have let you do this. ”
"Why do you say you're sorry? It's none of your business. ”
"Maybe it's because you always like to be with me and tell me you're going to be my bride. ”
"Well, I don't remember those, they don't count!"
"Count, why don't you count? You know, I tried my best to survive because of what you said, and if it weren't for you, I wouldn't want to come back, for me, here, except for you, there is nothing else to remember. ”
"Then, because of me, you survived, did I indirectly save you?"
"If you have to count, it's true, after all, without you, I wouldn't have survived desperately, let's talk about you, don't talk about me. ”
"Okay, at that time, why don't I skip the beginning of the school year?"
"No, I'm going to listen to what you've been through, all. Even if he hadn't experienced Du Xinxin's previous life, he still had to know her life.
"Alright then, I'll start with my high school admissions. ”
"Well, you name it. ”
"At that time, he didn't send me to school at all, I did everything by myself, including enrolling, signing up for clubs, paying fees, and living in the dormitory. ”
"A man like him is not worthy of being a father!"
"But, after all, he also gave birth to me, no matter how much he goes too far, no matter how many wrong things he does, he is still my father. ”
"It's okay, from now on, you don't care about his life or death, it has nothing to do with you, I will cover you in the future, I will protect you, anything, I will accompany you to do anything. ”
"Are you going to be my dad?"
"Are you stupid? I want to be your husband, to be your man. ”
"Uh......"
"I'll talk about that later, but now, you can go on. Looking at Du Xinxin's strange expression, Lu Zhe knew that she was very confused and afraid of such a thing.
"Well, good. ”
It was two years ago, when Du Xinxin was sixteen years old, in September, it was the beginning of the school season, Du Xinxin, who had not been loved by his father much since he was a child, sat in the family car very early and came to the school he was admitted to prepare for the high school entrance examination.
"Uncle driver, thank you for sending me here so early. ”
"Miss, can I help you bring your things in?"
"No need, I'll just take it in myself, you go back quickly, otherwise I'll be angry when Dad doesn't see you when he goes to work." ”
"This, well, you stay safe alone, I'll go first. ”
"Well, Uncle Driver be careful on the road. ”
The driver of the Du family glanced at Du Xinxin, but felt a little sorry for her.
This driver is an old man in the Du family, he has been in the Du family for many years, almost watching Du Xinxin grow up, he has never seen Du Tianyu love Du Xinxin, and not scolding is the best for her.
From the time she started to stay, he would pick her up on weekends whenever he had time, get up early on Mondays, take her to school, and then come back to drive Du Tianyu.
Seeing his family's car leave, Du Xinxin carried a backpack, a bucket containing toiletries in his left hand, and a suitcase in his right hand, and walked to school.
As soon as she entered the school, she saw a tall boy greeting new students, she glanced at the gate of the school, it was very magnificent, obviously it was only high school, but it was about the same age as college.
"Hello classmate, are you a freshman who came to report?"
"Ah, are you talking to me?" Du Xinxin stopped and looked at the boy who was standing at the school gate talking.
"Yes, it's you. ”
"Uh......"
"What's wrong? Is there anything I can help with?"
"Help?"