Chapter 6 Why Care

There was no sound on the other end of the phone, Qin Xiang was a little puzzled, but he still repeated

"Hello?"

There was still no sound on that end, it should have been a mistake, Qin Xiang thought to himself.

When Qin Xiang was about to hang up the phone, he finally spoke up.

"It's me"

As long as there was a cough, Qin Xiang could tell that it was Gu Jingyi, after all, he was the person who had been lingering in her mind for three years, Qin Xiang didn't speak, waiting for Gu Jingyi's next words, but after a long time, there was no movement at that end. I don't know why, Qin Xiang couldn't say a word, although in the countless nights of insomnia, she kept practicing repeatedly to deal with Gu Jingyi's phone calls.

Qin Xiang took a deep breath, there was no expectation in his heart, and he wanted to hang up the phone, but the other end seemed to know what she was going to do next, and hurriedly stopped her.

"Don't hang up" Gu Jingqi's voice was flustered, as if this call had exhausted all the courage he had accumulated in the past three years.

Qin Xiang didn't hang up, and waited quietly.

"I'll go back to H City later"

Qin Xiang didn't make a sound, lowered his head, and rubbed his right foot back and forth on the ground, as if he wanted to smooth out the uneven ground.

"I, should we have a meal together, we were in a hurry to separate last time"

Was it the last time we broke up three years ago or the time we met yesterday, Qin Xiang thought to himself.

"Qin Xiang, can you hear it" Qin Xiang was silent, and Gu Jingyu began to wonder if the call was connected.

"Hmm," Qin Xiang said nasally.

"Then where will we meet" Gu Jingyu was a little nervous, and couldn't help but swallow a mouthful of saliva.

"Gu Jingyi" Qin Xiang called him very solemnly, "I don't think there is any need for us to meet, and there is no need to even make this call."

Listening to Qin Xiang's words without any emotion, Gu Jingyi's heart began to sink, and then his breathing became heavy.

"I, I understand" Gu Jinglu smiled bitterly.

"Then I wish you a safe journey," Qin Xiang was about to hang up the phone after speaking

"Wait a minute," Gu Jingqi hurriedly stopped again.

"For three years, I've been thinking about it, and I've never been able to figure out where the problem is, so I've been very sad for the past three years, can you tell me?"

Qin Xiang said without thinking, "The problem is with me, it has nothing to do with you", this time, Qin Xiang did not lie

"Don't lie to me, the problem of two people breaking up can't just be on one side. You should accumulate virtue and do good, if there is any problem that the other half can't stand it, I will change it, so that it will be easier to get married and have children in the future" Speaking of this, Gu Jingyi couldn't help but hook the corners of his mouth. When did he need to talk to a woman like that.

Qin Xiang's eyes suddenly turned red, and she pursed her lips tightly, she didn't know how to answer. But Gu Jingyu on the other end continued

"I haven't looked for a girlfriend for three years, in fact, I was caught off guard when I was divided, I wasn't prepared at all, and when I was ready, I really broke up. Those days were too difficult, Qin Xiang. Later, there were many good women around me, but I was afraid, afraid that one day, I was not ready for anything, and I broke up again. You know I'm not too young to stand the toss."

After listening to what Gu Jingyu said, Qin Xiang's tears couldn't help but fall, and they all slid into her neck one by one, and then were absorbed by the collar.

Qin Xiang endured his crying and spoke

"I'm sorry"

After listening to Qin Xiang's three words, Gu Jingqi began to panic, he knew that Qin Xiang was crying, his voice trembled and forbearance.

"Don't cry" Gu Jingqi still couldn't help but comfort him, in the two years he was with him, Qin Xiang rarely cried. He remembered crying the most because of the call from home, and after hanging up, she sat on the balcony and cried silently, and a few because of some skin injuries, falling on rainy days, cutting vegetables and cutting hands. It's all some trivial things crying, but when I really encounter any trouble, I don't see Qin Xiang shed a tear when I am wronged. In fact, it may be that for him Gu Jingyu, Qin Xiang's most aggrieved thing is to follow him through the most difficult two years.

"You are very good, you will be a good husband, a good father. You don't have to be burdened by any of our relationships. I hope you can be happy and happy."

Qin Xiang couldn't help but shed tears after speaking, yes, she hoped that he could be better than her, but she didn't want to see him better than her, so she could only hide from afar.

Gu Jingqi didn't want Qin Xiang's answer, he started to panic, he didn't want to condemn Qin Xiang, Qin Xiang's answer made Gu Jingyi's mood even heavier, before making this call, he thought about a series of questions, but at this time, he didn't ask a key question, but it made the whole process tasteless, and the most undesirable thing was that he made Qin Xiang cry.

"Qin Xiang, I, I didn't make this call today to condemn you for anything. I didn't mean that, I, I want to ask, are we still possible?"

Qin Xiang stood on the side of the road and cried, today's weather was a little cold, the northwest wind began to blow, and Qin Xiang's cheeks stained with tears were uncomfortable. After waiting for three years and thousands of days, I finally waited for Gu Jingyu's sentence, is it still possible. If three years ago, not long after she left, Gu Jingqi said this, Qin Xiang would definitely say that it was possible, and would continue to love him without reservation, but it has been too long, in the past three years, everyone has been living a different life, living in different social circles, and people are constantly changing every day, so that may no longer mean anything to Qin Xiang now.

"We can't go back to the past," Qin Xiang replied

"I don't care about the past few years, Qin Xiang, I still miss you", thinking about her, I have been thinking about it, and I have not been able to understand it.

Qin Xiang shook his head, "I won't think about it again after I go back today, live a good life, Gu Jingyu"

"Qin Xiang, you can't do this to me" Gu Jingyi's voice became a little choked, and the heart that had nowhere to put became even more helpless.

"Let's try again, if it really doesn't work, let's separate, let's separate, okay" Gu Jingyi's voice was humble, he felt that this was the last chance to have a good showdown with Qin Xiang, if he didn't seize it, it might be impossible again, and there would really be no more Qin Xiang in his world.

Gu Jingyi, I want to too, but I really don't want to break up again, what I want is not to break up, but to be together forever. Qin Xiang endured the sound of not being bitter, and shook his head vigorously. No, no. She would rather live not far from Gu Jingyun like this, and have nothing to do with him, rather than go to Gu Jingyan's life again.

Unable to hear Qin Xiang's answer, Gu Jingyan's heart was really about to fall to the bottom, just like that night, all kinds of possibilities welled up in his heart.

"Do you have a boyfriend?" Gu Jingqi said tentatively

Qin Xiang did not answer

"Or are you married?" Gu Jingyu didn't want to ask anymore, the face of the man yesterday came to his mind, to be honest, there was really some similarity between his eyebrows, is this the so-called husband and wife, he couldn't help but think of when he was with Qin Xianggang, the friends around him felt incredible that he was with Qin Xiang, and they felt that he would not find a woman like Qin Xiang. To be honest, Qin Xiang's personality and appearance are not Gu Jingyi's dish, but even so, Gu Jingqi is still slowly fascinated by Qin Xiang in contact, as if Qin Xiang has given him ecstasy. With Qin Xiang, he never regretted it from beginning to end.

"No" Qin Xiang at this moment has already calmed down. She still knew in her heart that it was impossible to be with Gu Jingyi, and it was impossible again.

Hearing Qin Xiang's answer, Gu Jingyi's mood took a big turn, but he fell to the bottom in an instant.

"Qin Xiang, let's try again, from now on, we can start to realize your dreams"

She remembered, those beautiful innocent dreams with him.

How could Qin Xiang not remember, it was still clearly imprinted in his mind.

The first time she remembered mentioning it was when Gu Jingqi had just quit her job and started her own business. In fact, Gu Jingyu will develop the garment industry because of Qin Xiang. What Qin Xiang didn't know was that Gu Jingyu started his business because of Qin Xiang, but these are all later words. At that time, Gu Jingyu didn't have a clue about starting a business, so Qin Xiang casually mentioned a mouthful of clothing. Later, because of Qin Xiang's words, Gu Jingqi pulled his brother and started to do it. At the beginning, it was very hard, to find manufacturers, to proof, to find customers, and no one could understand the hardship. Every night, Gu Jingqi dragged his tired body to lie on the bed, and Qin Xiang described various future lives to Gu Jingyi, hoping to make Gu Jingqi energetic and work hard the next day.

Qin Xiang hugged Gu Jingyi's waist from behind, his face pressed tightly against his back.

"Ahh

Gu Jingyu closed his eyes and held Qin Xiang's hand on his waist

"Not tired, what about you, are you tired from work today?"

"Where am I tired of you, I'm just eating in the company and waiting for death, where can I compare to our dear Ah Yan, running around outside" Qin Xiang rubbed Gu Jingyi's back with his cheek coquettishly.

"Ah, when the company is on the right path, let's go on a trip abroad, let's bask in the sun at the beach, watch the sunrise, go swimming, and eat all the delicious food. ”

"Okay, when I'm done, we'll go, where do you want to go?"

"Let's not talk about it yet, the secret hehehe" Qin Xiangyi crossed Gu Jingyi, went to Gu Jingyi's left, pulled his arm and hid in his arms.

"Wow, Gu Jingyi, you can't wash off the smell of smoke on your body now, smoke less" Qin Xiang arched Gu Jingyi's chin with his head with some disgust, and then closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Thinking of this, Qin Xiang didn't dare to think about it anymore, in fact, she wanted to take him to the place where she had lived, and do what she had missed in those years that he should do together, she was so lonely in those years, so lonely that she had no one to accompany her, and she spent all the difficult years alone.

Back to reality, Qin Xiang gave Gu Jingyu an answer

"There's no need for it"

Qin Xiang's five words completely shattered all Gu Jingyu's hopes. So, he and she are completely hopeless, right, is it that he came too late.

"Okay" Gu Jingyu hung up the phone after answering, he looked at the ticket in his hand, the crumpled ticket had been pinched and shaped, and it said 21;40-w city bound for H city

Business seat D24 Gu Jingyi.

So I can't see you again, I can't be together anymore, there is no more Gu Jingqi and Qin Xiang, only Gu Jingqi is alone.