On the night after ending the call with Gu Jingqi, Qin Xiang began to have nightmares.

In the dream, she was still in country A, there was no Gu Jinglu at that time, she was trying to survive, working while studying, and wanted to end these painful days as soon as possible.

The night sky at night is different from before, especially clear, the sky in country A is lower than in China, and the moon is brighter than before.

Qin Xiang carried the bag cross-body and asked the colleague beside him sideways

"Are you scared walking on this path?"

The colleague smiled and said, "It's okay, I feel okay, are you afraid?"

Qin Xiang tugged on the bag strap and put the phone in, "It's okay, I don't feel too scared tonight, I walk on this road every night"

Then after the two walked out for a while, Qin Xiang always felt that someone was following behind, she glanced back, it was two people of different skin color from her, she whispered to her colleague, "There are two people behind, let's let them go to the front, so I'm afraid"

The colleague didn't feel that there was someone behind her at all, after Qin Xiang reminded and then agreed, they walked to the green belt next to the path, and as soon as they stepped on the green belt, Qin Xiang felt a lot of force behind her and pushed her, and then she fell to the ground. Her mind went blank, and by the time she turned around, the two men who were following her had already run away. The scene turns, she is sitting alone in her room, which is the house where she lived in country A for the first time, and she is sitting at her desk looking at the open drawer, which is a brand new eyebrow shaper. She was lifeless, always feeling that her body was full of black gas, and there was a voice in her heart that told herself, as long as she scratched, it would be comfortable, she still couldn't help but pick up the eyebrow knife, find a place in her left hand, cut too low to be seen by others, and then she chose her little arm. She didn't hesitate until the blood seeped out, and she didn't feel the pain. It hurt more than usual, and this pain made her a little more sensible, and she hurriedly threw the eyebrow trimmer in her hand back to the drawer and closed the drawer door heavily.

Then she appeared at a friend's birthday party, and she sat quietly in the corner by herself, feeling that her heart was getting heavier and heavier, as if she was out of place with the party, whether it was her character, her dress, or her dress, the whole thing she was swearing to others that she was not suitable for this place. At this time, Peng Rui appeared beside her, held her arm tightly, and took her to play games with everyone, and then she helped her drink when Peng Rui lost. She looked at Peng Rui's face, the hustle and bustle around her was getting farther and farther away, and then a bag of things was suddenly thrown around her. The bag of things was thrown from the other corner of the box far away, Qin Xiang and the perpetrator met their eyes, she just watched quietly, the other party said sorry, and then took a selfie with her friends in different poses. Her chest became very stuffy, she couldn't breathe, her eyes widened in horror, she kept panting, Peng Rui was still helping her to fight and drink with others, and no one felt anything unusual.

At this point in the picture, Qin Xiangmeng opened her eyes, and now she was sleeping on her stomach and had reached the edge of the bed, and the side of the bed pressed her chest to make her breathless. It was not yet dawn, the room was dark, she changed her position, lay flat, closed her eyes and didn't think about anything, she just wanted to slowly comfort all the depression in her chest, she was too tired from this dream. Slowly she felt that she was asleep, and she felt that she was not asleep, and she heard a voice outside the door, someone went to the bathroom, someone went to the balcony mountain, someone sat on a chair at the dining table. These subtle sounds were amplified in Qin Xiang's ears, she was very uncomfortable, very angry, and wanted to tell everyone outside to stop arguing, but she still didn't get up to stop them, she still lay quietly and lay down until she woke up naturally. After waking up, she picked up the charging phone on the bedside table, lit up the screen and saw that it was only 8.43. The thought of sleeping for just over five hours made her feel even more uncomfortable, and in recent years, her dream has been to get a good night's sleep one day, and sleep until 3 p.m.

Gu Jingqi returned to H City and Yu Dangdan asked him to meet, without thinking about it, he knew that he wanted to ask Qin Xiang about it, although there was nothing to say, but Gu Jingqi also breathed a sigh of relief, and wanted to come out and have a drink with Yu Dangdan, which was better than him staying at home alone.

When Gu Jingyu arrived, Yu Dangdan was already sitting at the bar, it might be early, and there was no one in the bar. He ordered a glass of whiskey and sat down beside Yu Dangdan.

"Didn't work out?" Yu Dangdan knew when he saw Gu Jingyu's appearance that there was no result.

Gu Jingqi nodded, and his right hand turned the ring on the middle finger of his left hand. This ring was given by Qin Xiang, she and Wu Qing went shopping that day, and happened to encounter a big sale in the mall, and then Qin Xiang bought a pair of rings and came back. Qin Xiang liked it very much, so he put it on him when he got home, he hadn't worn it for three years, and this time he took it out and put it on when he went to see Qin Xiang. He glanced at Qin Xiang's hand when he met by chance, and there was no trace of the ring on his right hand.

"You go, what happened, you tell me" Yu Dangdan couldn't wait to know what was going on, he really hoped that the second brother could still be with Qin Xiang in his heart.

At this time, the bartender just handed the glass containing the wine to Gu Jingqi's hand, he picked it up and took a sip, the cold liquid slowly slid down his throat, slightly soothing his hot mood.

"She said, it's impossible to be together" Gu Jingyu looked at the wine glass in his hand with low eyebrows, and he couldn't tell what mood he was in now. The first three years were tormenting, but there was still some hope for life. Now, after facing Qin Xiang's resoluteness, he began to be confused and didn't know what to do.

Yu Dangdan was not a little surprised and sighed

"It's a pity," he patted Gu Jingyi's shoulder to comfort him.

"On the way back, I kept thinking that if I went to find her back then, I didn't insist on waiting for her to come back, and I tried my best to be with her, it shouldn't be like this now."

Gu Jingyi's eyes revealed remorse, and he bit his lower lip tightly.

Gu Jingyi's words reminded Yu Dangdan of the night when Qin Xiang had a miscarriage, and that night Gu Jingqi had to wait for Qin Xiang to pick him up, and he refused to leave a step, so he stayed there, as if he thought that Qin Xiang would definitely come. However, it is true that Qin Xiang still came desperately.

It's the same to break up with Qin Xiang this time, Gu Jingyu still thinks in his heart that Qin Xiang will not really separate from him, and he will always come back one day. But this may be an unexpected accident for him, Qin Xiang went this way, and he never came back, and then Gu Jingqi didn't contact him, until he began to realize that Qin Xiang would not come back, it was already late at that time, and any compound reason for being late could not be a reason. Then Gu Jingqi waited, and the first wait was three years.

"Actually, second brother, when you broke up, did you ever think that Qin would not come back if he went here?"

Gu Jingqi shook his head

"Ah Dang, if I told you at that time that I broke up with Qin Xiang, would you believe it?" Gu Jingqi turned his head sideways and waited for Yu Dandan's answer,

Yu Dangdan shook his head decisively, he didn't believe it, it was incredible. In the two years they were together, the two of them basically didn't have any big quarrels, and Qin Xiang was so good that Gu Jinglu had no reason or qualification to make trouble with her. Therefore, in the eyes of these friends, Gu Jingqi was spilling in Qin Xiang's world, but Qin Xiang could be smoothed out by Gu Jingqi. At the beginning of his career, when Gu Jingqi met Qin Xiang, they all felt that it was the high incense that Gu Jingqi had burned in his house for 800 years. Qin Xiangwangfu is really undeniable.

"Me too" Gu Jinglu supported his forehead with his left hand, and his mind was full of Qin Xiang's lingering shadow.

"Three years, really too long. Looking back on it now, I think it's incredible. Why am I so confident waiting for Qin Xiang to come back. Everyone knows that Qin Xiang won't come back, but I'm still waiting" Gu Jingyu covered his eyes.

"Because, you think that Qin Xiang loves you more than you love her, because you think that you are more than enough for Qin Xiang, because you conclude that Qin Xiang will not give up those two years of youth, because you think you are dragging Qin Xiang's dream, right" Yu Dangdan didn't know why he said so many reasons, he said it completely unconsciously. Perhaps, this unconscious thought is the most real reality buried.

After listening to Yu Dangdan's words, Gu Jingyu, who lowered his head and covered his eyes, didn't move, just sat quietly, no one knew what he was thinking, maybe he was reflecting on himself.

It's getting late, and the bar has more and more customers. Most of the people come after work to release their stress, they drink and chat, and they may only find their temporary selves in this noisy environment during the day.

Gu Jingqi sat in one position for a long time, and Yu Dangdan sat next to him to accompany him, and he sometimes wondered what he would do if the good time left like this. Maybe he will have a lot of choices, but Gu Jingqi will definitely not be able to do this, obviously he likes it so much, why don't he go and find it back, he has been waiting in place. Why did Qin Xiang leave? Yu Dangdan couldn't figure it out, because Gu Jingyu didn't empathize with him at that time, and their lives got better little by little, so they didn't have to worry about food and clothing.