Chapter 17: Midnight Visitors
This is not the first time that Xinya has refused to accept the identity of "sister", and when she asked her why, she looked in a daze and did not speak.
When she first recognized her as her godsister, she was indeed a little reluctant, but she was afraid that people would talk too much, so we couldn't get too close too often, and this was not the result she was happy to see, so she reluctantly agreed.
I followed a few steps and stood outside the door and shouted to her, "Xinya, what's wrong with you, angry?"
"Who am I to be mad at you!"
Girls, inexplicably get angry, of course I also know that Xinya's anger has something to do with me, although it is said that she is a sister, after all, she is a girl, and who doesn't understand the girl's mind.
"I didn't say that I would never marry again, but one day my wife gave me a dream telling me that she was doing well over there, and that I didn't have to worry about it, and that I might get married. ”
"Really?"
Xinya immediately floated out of it with joy, and I had to nod.
"If there is a day when you are ready to get married, who do you think about first?"
With whom?
It seems that Wenwen has always been a thorn in Xinya's heart.
"I haven't started to think about this question yet, how can I answer you?"
"That's not good, give me your phone, I'll have to occupy a hole first. ”
Without waiting for me to speak, Xinya picked up my phone from the coffee table.
"Hey, what are you going to do?" I don't know what Xinya is going to do.
My phone didn't have a password, she knew it, she picked up my phone, poked it on the screen a few times, and said, "Okay, I've already taken the pit first." ”
I took the phone and swiped a few times, but I didn't know where she moved.
"Look at the address book. "Xinya is waiting for me to solve the mystery.
"Wife?" There is an extra "wife" in my address book, and then look at the phone number, it is Xinya's mobile phone number.
This is the most unreliable thing I think she has done since I met Xinya, which is completely inconsistent with the mature, rational, solemn and introverted character she left me.
"That's not true. ”
Xinya saw that I was operating my mobile phone, worried that I would change it back, so she snatched it up: "As for you, you can't afford such a little joke?" Besides, your mobile phone is not shown to others every day, who knows." ”
Probably because I haven't heard from my wife at all, I feel a little sluggish. Xinya has been by her side for a long time, and she can see the reason even if I don't say it.
But she only knew that I was longing for my wife, and that my recent depression was due to the frustration of finding her soul in vain.
"You are so deep in the thirst for her, your body is getting more and more haggard, if your wife really has a spirit in heaven and knows you like this, do you think she can feel at ease? You are trapped by love like this, you trap yourself, you trap others, and true love will not change in the face of vicissitudes. In fact, love is not the whole of life, not to mention that your wife has passed away, you still have to live, you might as well let yourself go and let your wife go. ”
If it were for someone else, I believe I would say that if I put it on myself, it would become a different matter.
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Not long after, I went to the Dharma Realm Master on a business trip, and talked to him about the situation of finding my wife's dead soul but couldn't find it.
Master reminded me that it is the same as the human world, those who have been deceived into other places, those who have been imprisoned, those who have died abnormally, those who refuse to forget their past lives, those who refuse to drink Meng Po soup, those who would rather jump into the Lechuan River and wait for a thousand years to see their relatives again, or those who have been reincarnated, anything can happen. You might as well use your brains more, paste something similar to a missing person notice, find the household registration department over there to check, and also ask those idle lonely souls and wild ghosts, if you can use all kinds of resources, just rely on a person to find it, and you may not be able to get your wish if you break your leg.
After Master's little touch, my heart suddenly brightened, as if I would soon be able to see my wife, and my whole body was much lighter.
The night I got home, before going to bed, I practiced meditation and meditation while I was immersed in the anticipation that I might find my wife soon, and I entered another world in a trance.
But as soon as he got out of the gate, he was blocked by Xiaomeng.
I asked her why she came, and she said she hadn't seen me in a few days and wanted to see me. I told her to stop messing around and go back quickly, but she just refused, saying that she wanted to stay with me for a while.
I had no choice but to retreat and sit on the couch in the living room and make small talk to her.
"I have been waiting for you almost every night, longing to see you and talk, but you have walked past me and turned a blind eye to me, so indifferent. ”
Xiaomeng sat on the single sofa where she usually sits, her right hand kept pinching the thumb of her left hand, and tears were rolling in her eyes.
I haven't wanted Xiaomeng to have a misunderstanding, and it's not good to ignore her sad and aggrieved look.
"Xiaomeng, it's not like that, you are so enthusiastic to help me, how could I deliberately snub you. Have you forgotten that if I hadn't appeared to you as a living soul, you could see me, and I wouldn't have been able to see you, let alone communicate. I can find you today because I accidentally came to your world by accident, and you should know this better than I do. ”
Xiaomeng burst into tears and smiled, bowed her head slightly, and showed shyness: "Actually, I also know that I just felt very wronged to say that." ”
Xiaomeng's mind couldn't be clearer, in order to let her know the difficulties and retreat, I piggybacked on her exaggerated to tell her that my wife and I may not be able to talk about that kind of vigorous love at the beginning, and there is not as much romance as when young people are in love today, and the years we have walked hand in hand are not very long, but we have been up and down together, through my most difficult and desperate moments, we are tolerant and forgiving, raising children, and we have forged a very strong family bond.
I think that just saying this may be too broad, and I have cited many examples of how well my wife took care of me and my children.
But when Xiaomeng heard this, she disagreed, and said, "What your wife can do, I can also do, and even better." ”
I was speechless for a while, but I couldn't help laughing again: "Xiaomeng, why did you forget what your identity was in a blink of an eye?"
Xiaomeng only stuck out her tongue and didn't speak.
I took the opportunity to turn the subject to Master's suggestion to find his wife's dead soul, and at this point, I had no doubt about Xiaomeng's zealousness.
Sure enough, after Xiaomeng heard what I relayed Master's meaning, she immediately had her own thoughts.
"I'll go paste the soul-seeking notice as soon as I get back, how about a bounty?"
"That's a good idea," I admired Xiaomeng's idea of the bounty, "but wouldn't it be against the law to do so?"
I don't know what the rules are in the underworld, and Xiaomeng didn't explain whether this violates the following rules, and it seems very righteous: "Isn't it just to post a few small advertisements, I'll post them, and if I catch something, it's mine." ”
"Then you be careful, don't post if you don't let it, don't post it, and don't conflict with the steward. I said worriedly: "If it's convenient for you, you can also ask those old ghosts, and help go to the relevant departments to check if there are any ghosts who have died in any vicious cases." ”
"Okay, don't worry, I know what to do. ”
"It's almost dawn, you should go back quickly, or you will have to hide in Tibet." "I had to give Xiaomeng an eviction order.
Xiaomeng was very reluctant, and turned around step by step, looking at her refusing to leave, looking at her lonely back, and suddenly a sour feeling came to her heart.
Xiaomeng is such a good girl, she was so infatuated with a man in her previous life, but in the end she was so sad that she committed suicide, she was a lonely ghost but she still healed her scars and forgot the pain, and her desire for love was still inexhaustible The spring breeze blows and is born, it can be seen that love is really a bit like **, how many tragedies have been created in the yin and yang worlds.