It was an acquaintance of the trust to see a doctor, so I pinched a little and went directly to the doctor.

I did the same examination with Xinya, brain CT, to see if there were any hidden dangers in organic aspects, and did an electroencephalogram, as well as a brain blood flow map, and finally the doctor seemed to rack his brains very much to ask me and Xinya some questions, and when Xinya deserted, he shook his head at me, which means that she has no problem.

I thought to myself, it's better to have no problems than to have any problems, and I don't come to check with the expectation that there will be problems.

"It's normal that I'm fine, I would have said I'm okay. Why didn't you check anything, is this doctor good at his level?"

"It's okay, don't doubt the level of other doctors, it's an expert who came back from abroad. ”

Xinya rolled her eyes, stuck out her tongue, and stopped gnawing.

After I got out of the hospital, I wanted to send Xinya back to her own house and go to practice in the afternoon, because I had already made an appointment for Sunday.

When Xinya heard this, she played a little temper and said that it won't work, I went to play, and she didn't play on Sunday, so she didn't let me practice in the afternoon.

"Why don't you practice with me?"

"I'm not going! I'd rather sit at home and talk to you. ”

A woman is a woman after all, and Xinya, a person who is not chaotic and skilled in danger, also has times when she is willful and "arrogant".

"Chapter 3, I'm not going to tell you anything about the past today. "I'm a little deliberate.

"Well, I won't tell you about your past today. ”

I was saying in my heart that this girl was unexpectedly happy today. The voice was still floating in her ears, and Xinya added: "However, you can tell us about your future plans." ”

It was already lunch time when I came out of the hospital, and Xinya wanted to go back to cook and eat, so I felt a little rushed, so I insisted on eating a little outside.

If I had known that Xinya was so difficult for me in the afternoon, I shouldn't have promised her in the morning.

"Are you really going to do this for the rest of your life?"

I know Xinya is referring to remarriage.

"I can't say what will happen after too long, but I didn't plan to think about it before my daughter finished her studies and joined the workforce, I don't want to have a big change in my life to affect my daughter's mood, she has no mother since she was a child, and she has lost a lot of love, if she feels that others take away my love for her from me, my daughter will be very sad and sad, and I can't explain to my dead wife. ”

If someone else remarries after being in the same situation as me, sooner or later, I don't think there's anything wrong with that. But I don't have that plan at the moment, I always feel that I can't live with my wife like that, I don't want to believe that my wife really left me, and I don't want to hurt my daughter.

"Is it just that you can't let go of your wife, or are you afraid of wronging your daughter, or are you worried about what others will say about you?"

Now in this era, I don't know how Xinya would think that I might be afraid of what others will say about me.

When my wife was there, I didn't betray my wife, and after my wife left, I didn't get involved in other people's families, even if I met a suitable remarriage, at least in today's society, it is commonplace and human.

What people are happy to care about is the love and family of celebrities, even if it is a marquee to change objects, it is still a highlight moment.

The ordinary things of ordinary people, no one pays attention to them at all, why am I afraid?

"It's not that I don't want to start another family soon, but I really can't let go of my wife and feel sorry for her. You don't know, when I married her, not only did I not have a wedding dress, I didn't even have a banquet, my wife never complained, not only then, but also later, I never heard her express regret in front of me, not even a complaining joke. ”

Xinya didn't interrupt me and motioned for me to continue.

I said that I work in a large state, and my wife also knows that I am still very strong in my heart, so she always encourages me to work hard, and she can have her for family affairs and children.

Who knew that the future had just shown some light, and in the ranks of middle and high-level cadres, the airborne leader had almost wiped out the original people in three years. My wife is a very sensitive and meticulous person, I don't like to bring home the unhappiness of work and work, but I am afraid that she will worry, you know, in that case, it is difficult to hide it so well, plus I also like to share my joys and sorrows with my wife, listen to her advice or advice.

"There are a lot of people who quit their jobs and go to the sea now, if you don't feel comfortable doing it, you can do it yourself if you don't want to do it. "My wife probably saw that I was depressed at those times.

"That's an iron rice bowl, it's easy to lose it, it's hard to pick it up again, don't talk about feeding the two of you when the time comes, I'm a mud bodhisattva crossing the river and it's hard to protect myself." "I really didn't have the courage at the time.

"Hey, what are you talking about!" my wife patted me lightly on the mouth: "You are not the kind of person who is unwilling to endure hardships and work hard, you also have so many years of work experience, it is impossible to have such a day." Take a step back, even then, isn't there still me, my rice bowl is very iron, I don't eat or drink, I have to feed the two of you, one big and one small. ”

At that time, just in time for the demolition of his wife's mother's house to get some compensation, his wife got back 200,000 yuan from his mother without telling me, saying: "You take this money, if you want to go to the sea, you can use this first, and then we will find a way together." ”

......

Probably was taken into the ditch by Xinya again, and when she was talking, she was far away, and suddenly felt that the ** around her was quiet, and she couldn't help but look up at Xinya.

This man burst into tears!

I looked at her in amazement, a little wooden, this story is for an outsider, it is also in the left ear and out of the right ear, why is Xinya like this?

Just as I was about to make fun of her, she said something that made me even more confused:

"You were in such a distressing state. ”

I think only my wife at the time could have said this, and I didn't describe my state of mind when I told Xinya, why did she feel so emotional?

No way, who let her brain......

I treated her like a normal person and asked her what was wrong, but she ignored me and only consulted her: "Didn't you do a good job later, and your wife has also experienced your success with you, and all aspects of her life have improved greatly." ”

It seems that Xinya is sober again.

I said, "Yes, but it wasn't easy. ”

I don't care what state Xinya is in, the past is recalled, and I can't stop the car:

The most heart-wrenching thing is that not long after such a day, my wife died in Huangquan because of a small operation that turned into a major accident. She didn't have the blessings to enjoy the life she built with me, and she didn't have the opportunity to see this day come when her daughter's growth and excellence poured so much effort into her.

The days are good, but the people are gone!

It is said that when a person dies, he will come back to dream, or he can dream of a dead person in a dream, and he can talk to her. I've been looking for such an opportunity to see my wife, but I haven't been able to do so, and it's so strange that I passed......

I found that I had almost slipped through the search for my wife's ghost in another world, so I quickly stopped and went back around:

When his wife was alive, she refused to let her daughter suffer a little grievance. Now that her mother is gone, of course I don't want my daughter to be wronged because of what I did, and if so, my daughter will miss her mother even more.

"Then you will never marry again for the rest of your life?" Xinya looked at me dissatisfied.

"I'm not in a hurry, let's marry your leftover sister first. "I tried to ease the oppressive atmosphere just now.

"Don't be a long sister and a short sister, who is your sister?" Xinya suddenly looked impatient, put down this sentence, got up and walked to the room where she was sleeping.