068: Snowy Night
"Are you sure you want to drop out of school?" Wei Zizhou asked in a serious tone.
"Of course, I'm sure!" Zhang Yang raised his hand and pointed at me and said, "Then you heard what Teacher Xu said! I agree very much! Look at Mo Fei's current state, where does she still look like a high school student, she talks and behaves like an adult!"
"I think that's good, and besides, I'm not particularly interested in modeling. "I'm deliberately understated.
I don't want them to bother too much about my business, and I think Wei Zizhou is starting to feel a little abnormal.
When we clinked glasses tonight, his suddenly dim eyes and suddenly flattened the corners of his mouth, which made me feel that he actually had a fire in his heart. It's just that I don't understand why he is angry......
"Hey!" Zhang Yang leaned over a few steps, stared at me very puzzled, and asked, "Do you know that you are sick now?" You stand in front of the mirror and look at yourself, you are definitely mentally ill! And the illness is not light!"
"Let you go to Yunfei for two months, and you will become ......," Wei Zizhou said, walked to the sofa and sat down, and habitually went to get the beer under the table, but found that the wine box was empty, and stared at the two of us coldly as if deflated, and said: "You have all drunk tonight, go to bed early! β
After speaking, he stood up and walked directly to the bedroom.
"Zizhou, you stop!" Zhang Yang shouted to stop him, walked over and grabbed his arm, broke him over, stared at him seriously, and said: "I'm sure to tell you, I'm going to drop out of school! I'm going to sign a contract with a brokerage company!"
"You don't have to tell me about this......" Wei Zizhou looked at him very calmly.
"In my eyes, you are the most important person to me!
"What about your parents? Do your parents agree? Your parents don't like you as a model at all......
"They're antiques! They don't know that talent is more important than hard work!"
"You just have to convince them, as for me...... I don't need you to think too much about it at all, I will support all your choices unconditionally......" he said, looking at me with a little meaning.
"Okay, you go to sleep!" Zhang Yang said, turned around directly, walked up to me, and said very seriously: "What about you! I told you to stop doing it, are you okay?"
"Are you sure you want to raise me and my dad?" I said, walking straight to the couch and sitting down.
"I'm sure! Isn't it a few thousand dollars a month? When I become a star, hundreds of thousands of dollars a month, you can spend whatever you want!"
Listening to Zhang Yang's words, I felt that he was still too young, and he seemed to think about many things too beautifully.
And I'm a very practical person.
I don't fantasize, and I don't dare to fantasize.
I admit what Mr. Xu said, I have long lost the taste of youth. Moreover, the sixteen or seventeen girls around me have long since lost their appearance as students.
I've seen too many girls give up their bodies for money, and I've seen too many dirty men humiliate women with money.
After seeing too much turbidity, those youthful and bright eyes are long gone.
"I feel that I am in a good state now, and the girls in Yunfei also get along well, and I prefer to stay with them than the rigid students in the school. "I said naturally.
"Zizhou! Look at the tone in which she speaks now! like a female ruffian!" Zhang Yang pointed at me angrily.
"Okay, it's good that she hasn't gone to the stage now, she has been seduced by those people all day long, and it is not easy to survive until now without making mistakes. Wei Zizhou said lightly.
Those words seemed to be complimenting me, but there was an unpleasant taste in those eyes, especially when Zhang Yang said that he wanted to support me just now.
"If this continues, Murphy will be ruined sooner or later!" Zhang Yang said very seriously.
Wei Zizhou said indifferently: "She has been ruined, and the future just depends on whether she destroys it lightly or severely......"
"Zizhou," I looked at him with some unhappiness and said, "I know you've had enough of casinos, and now that I've adapted to Yunfei's life, you can quit and follow Zhang Yang to learn modeling." β
"I don't need you to teach me what to do. Wei Zizhou said and turned around and went to the bedroom inside.
With a "bang", there was the sound of Wei Zizhou's door closing.
Zhang Yang and I were silent in the living room.
Zhang Yang wants to drop out of school, and his parents should not agree.
And it is obviously not realistic for me to leave Yunfei.
The money I earned in these two months, that is, I can last for half a year, and I have to earn at least 100,000 yuan.
Not only did I have to earn money for my father's medical bills, but I also had to pay for my own university.
"Are you going to quit Yunfei or not?" Zhang Yang asked me again.
"I don't need you to feed ......," I looked down at the gift Wei Zizhou had bought for him on the table. However, I just ordered him a cake.
I was short of money, so I didn't dare to go to the gift shop because I was afraid of a valuable gift.
"You madman!" Zhang Yang said, staring at me.
"It's you the madman, because of what Teacher Xu said, do you have such a bad impression of me?" I looked up, looked at his handsome and piercing face even when he was angry, and said: "Zhang Yang, I know you care about me, I feel very lucky to meet you! However, I am a self-respecting person, I don't need you to sacrifice for me! I don't need you to support me!"
"I have to support you! I just have to care about you!"
"Zhang Yang, you can't sleep yet!" Wei Zizhou shouted in the back room.
Zhang Yang ignored it, continued to look at me and said, "I have long wanted you to quit, because I know that you are a good seedling of a model! Your future will have a very, very large space! However, you ...... But you are practicing yourself with such good conditions that God has given you!"
"You're so naΓ―ve. I said, getting up and walking straight back to the bedroom.
I was very breathable, so I closed the door and lit a cigarette.
Pulling open the window, a cold wind blew a lot more sobering people......
After the smoke entered his lungs, he suppressed a lot of boredom, but when he thought of tonight's events, he felt depressed and wanted to die.
It is said that youth is the most beautiful, why don't I want to bloom my own youth in that most beautiful year?
However, God arranged this kind of play for me, and I had no other way at all......
"Alright! That's enough!" came the sound of the two of them arguing outside the bedroom.
With a "bang", the door was kicked open, and I heard Wei Zizhou's furious voice: "You care so much about Mo Fei, you just have to talk to Mo Fei!
"What kind of vinegar do you eat? Are you fucking sick in the brain!? You look at my birthday is not happy, right? I have a birthday, have you taken leave? One by one, you still have a face until 11 o'clock!"
"Don't you fucking want to get over it, don't you fucking think you're too awesome to deal with us?huh!?"
"Wei Zizhou, what kind of fucking attitude do you have! Do you want to fucking die!"
"That's the attitude, if you want to fucking be good with Mo Fei, just do it openly!
"Fuck you! Are you fucking someone out there?" huh?" Zhang Yang asked.
"Get out of here!" Wei Zizhou scolded, and I heard the sound of rumbling tables, chairs, and benches falling to the ground.
It's still fighting!?
I hurriedly rushed out, and when I saw them scuffling on the ground, I took the cup next to me and splashed a glass of water on them, "Do you think I'm in the way, if you think I'm in the way, I can't go!?"
As I spoke, I immediately went back to my bedroom, packed my things into my suitcase, and dragged myself straight out the door.
"Murphy!" Zhang Yang grabbed my arm!
"You don't have to go, I'll let you two play with this house!" Wei Zizhou said and stood up from the ground.
"Wei Zizhou, why are you so small, you! I am really impressed!" I shook off my flamboyant hand and walked out.
"If you're gone, don't come back!" Wei Zizhou pointed at me behind him and yelled.
I turned my head, looked into his angry eyes and said, "That's enough...... I don't need your help me, I don't need your help! I don't need it! I don't need it! I don't need it! You two ...... You two have a good youth!"
After I slammed the door to death, I heard Zhang Yang calling me, but the voice was torn off, and it was obviously pulled by Wei Zizhou.
Tears flowed down so abruptly for some reason.
Walking on the street at one o'clock in the morning, the cold wind swished and I didn't feel the cold.
I asked myself why I was angry, why I was messing with them, they both cared about me so much, why did I make trouble.
I asked myself over and over again, but I didn't find out what the reason was, but I found that Wei Zizhou's love was so selfish.
Selfish people will be jealous because they are too good to me, so selfish that they seem like I'm a dangerous animal......
At that time, at the age of sixteen, I thought Wei Zizhou was a love maniac.
However, now I feel that he knows love the most.
A lot of times, we're used to complexity. So, the things that were originally very innocent were made into four different things in the case of the six gods and no master.
Wei Zizhou understands love very well, and I don't think anyone can understand him.
No one.
Wei Zizhou is very right, love is selfish, so selfish that he doesn't want others to touch each other.
Selfish to the point that you have to satisfy the other party, so selfish that your heart can no longer tolerate anyone else.
Of course, at the age of sixteen, I didn't understand love.
There is no love either.
At that time, I just vaguely thought that someone could care about me as much as Wei Zizhou cared about publicity, so that I could have a huge shoulder to lean on.
However, the reality is that before meeting Lu Li, he is destined to survive in the cloudy rainstorm and scarlet wind......
took out his mobile phone and called Su Qing.
"Hey, Murphy!" Su Qing picked up the phone, and there was music and a loud giggling sound from inside, "Big brother, I'll make a call, oops, don't touch it...... Hehe. β
At one o'clock in the morning, many people were already asleep, but the women were still catering to the wolf-like men.
"It's still on stage. β
"Well, alright, come out!" she said, and the noise around her was gone, "what's wrong? Call me at this point." β
"I had an awkward relationship with Zizhou, and I have no place to go tonight. I said.
"Then you go home first and wait for me, I'll go home after sitting on this stage, let's have a bed tonight!hehe!" Su Qing said happily.
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The snow under my feet was thick again.
When you step on it, it squeaks......
When I chose to live with Su Qing and Su Yan,
I know very well that Zhang Yang, who once stood behind me and reminded me all the time, will be farther and farther away from Wei Zizhou.
When there is no restraint in life, it means indulgence.
Su Qing and Su Yan are veterans in the circle, and after being with them, I will become more and more sophisticated, right?
Looking up at the snowflakes above the street lamp,
Hell knows how deep I'll go in this circle......