The immortals in the long memory painting are separated by yin and yang days.

During his junior year of high school, Lu Yan wrote this sentence on all his books and notebooks, some of which were more special, densely filled with a whole page, and even more, filled a whole book.

This is what Lu Yan encountered when he was playing a game. And when he first saw this sentence, Lu Yan thought of Bai Luoyan, and quietly hid himself in the pile of books in his seat, his eyes were red, his mouth was covered, his shoulders trembled, and he whimpered quietly.

At that time, it was less than three months before Bai Luoyan's death, and the city was about to enter autumn, and Lu Yan was still dressed in summer, always wearing different styles of black and white dresses.

Before that, Lu Yan had disappeared for a week before the joint entrance examination in the third year of high school, and the teacher had emphasized the importance of this exam many times before the exam, and Lu Yan had also worked with his classmates to prepare seriously and review hard, but a week before the leave, his mood began to change, he was irritable and irritable, and he was easy to lose his temper in the class.

At first, the classmates thought that the focus was too heavy, and Lu Yan's mother's strict requirements for Lu Yan were known to the whole class, although Lu Yan usually has a lively and cheerful temperament, and he is much calmer and more mature than ordinary people in handling things, but after all, the third year of high school is special, and there will always be depressed people who change, only a few people, from the beginning, feel that things are not quite right.

Lu Yan invited for a week, including the examination time of the joint entrance examination, it took ten full days, plus she arrived at class a day or two late, and she was missing more than ten days of classes at once.

The classmates didn't understand Lu Yan's behavior, there were many classmates who usually had a good relationship with her, and they were in the liberal arts class, in line with concern, and a little gossip curiosity, many classmates asked Lu Yan the reason for taking leave, thinking that something happened to her or her family, and asked her to say it, and the big guy could help her solve it.

But Lu Yan's answer to everyone is "Thank you, no, I'm fine if it's okay", only for those one or two who are particularly good, and ask in the middle of the night, will they say out of shape, "It's really okay, maybe, after a few days, it's really fine." ”

Lu Yan was like this, and this kind of answer was obviously hiding something, which made the students even more curious. There are one or two people who don't believe in evil, relying on the fact that they are the darlings of the head teacher, or in a group or alone, and privately asked the head teacher Lu Yan why he asked for leave.

It stands to reason that in the past, the head teacher would tell them, even the previous classmates asked for leave because of their grandmother's death, and the head teacher told them, but this time the head teacher's attitude was very strange, shaking his head, and asked them not to ask again, and not to mention or ask in front of Lu Yan.

Under normal circumstances, when facing a particularly important exam, classmates will be taken as a negative example by the teacher, but this time Lu Yan asked for so long, but the teacher didn't say anything, and she didn't criticize her a day or two late, and the students' curiosity became heavier, and they speculated more than once, and rumors spread in the class for a while.

Lu Yan thought that he was accustomed to rumors, but when the attack of some rumors really came, Lu Yan still couldn't help it, his psychological defense line was broken, and he collapsed and cried secretly.

"Luo Luo, I know how you feel," Lu Yan quietly hid in a corner where no one was around, shrunk himself up like a child, recalled the past, and couldn't help muttering to himself.

In fact, it's not muttering, it's just that the person who confided is gone, and he is gone, Lu Yan smiled, and his smile was a bit bleak and sarcastic.

This time, no matter how long she stays here, no one will come to coax her.

When the two began to be estranged, they were implicated in the school affairs, and it was never just Lu Yan who changed.

Since Bai Luoyan went to high school, it was the first time that he lived in the school in the real sense, getting along with his roommates, and living a collective life. It's just that Bai Luoyan's interests and hobbies are not the same as those of ordinary boys, they can't talk about going together, they don't usually communicate much, and a person who reads books or does something else silently is considered unsocial, and it is the same as in the compound, and is often welcomed by girls, including girls who are liked by roommates, Bai Luoyan will not explain after refusing, roommates will inevitably be jealous and unfair, and after a long time, they will slowly be marginalized by exclusion.

"Ah Yan is also about to take the exam, give her the primary school materials on the second floor of my bookshelf, let her use more snacks, usually look at more, and strive to do well in the exam. Bai Luoyan made a big cross on the calendar again, and he saw that he was getting closer and closer to the red circle of the junior high school exam.

It happened that Bai Luoyan's mother called, and after Bai Luoyan chatted with his mother, he couldn't help but mention Lu Yan, explained the books that his mother had prepared for her a long time ago, and gave a few more words.

After the evening self-study in high school, it was already after ten o'clock, and after returning to the dormitory, I washed up and wrote the questions until eleven or twelve o'clock. There is a roommate who rarely didn't play games, and when he heard the conversation between Bai Luoyan and his mother, he poked his head out of the bed and joked to Bai Luoyan in a weird way: "I said Master Bai, who is this thinking of? Why are you still thinking about your little lover who hasn't graduated from elementary school yet?"

Boys are also good at gossiping, Bai Luoyan never mentioned that he and Lu Yan were married when they were young, but Lu Yan's name appeared from his mouth many times, and the roommates heard it and remembered it intentionally or unintentionally, and knocked on the side a few times, and took out some basic information about Lu Yan from Bai Luoyan's mouth.

Lu Yan and Bai Luoyan are nearly ten years old, they are almost a generation wrong, so many excellent girls chase him, he is not moved, he still thinks about the milky girl who has not dried up, after the roommates know, they always say that Bai Luoyan is a pedophile pervert.

Bai Luoyan never explained, after all, Lu Yan was really small, and besides, this was just one of the things that was ridiculed on weekdays, and there were many things like this, Bai Luoyan was too lazy to argue, as long as it didn't involve Lu Yan himself. I was beaten a lot, and my personality changed.

Lu Yan will not tell Bai Luoyan what happened at school, and Bai Luoyan will not tell Lu Yan what happened to him, usually there are fewer intersections, and they all have hearts and secrets, and the common topics have become less pitiful, and often they can't say a few words, and the two of them will disperse to avoid the embarrassment of having nothing to say.

It's just that both of them haven't noticed the changes in each other, and their attitudes towards each other are still stuck in the past.

Bai Luoyan will not take the initiative to confide, and those who comfort others will not comfort themselves the least, and they will accumulate too much, and gradually they will be on the verge of collapse.