Chapter 217: Alienation and Estrangement
Bai Luoyan was in the third year of junior high school at that time, and his studies were particularly intense, and it was the time to work hard, and his parents were strict and strict, always adding a lot of practice and burden to him in addition to the homework assigned by the teacher in class.
Bai Luoyan has always taken Lu Yan to heart, no matter how busy he is with his studies, he always pays attention to the movements of Lu Yan's family and cares about Lu Yan's information. Although my room was placed in the back room by my parents to prevent interference, I still listened to the sound next door as much as possible.
At this time, when Bai Luoyan was still doing his homework, he heard an extra loud quarrel next door, and after a while, he came to the footsteps in the stairwell, and his heart was tight, he didn't even care about his homework, dropped his pen and walked out of the room.
The Bai family's parents were sitting in the living room watching TV, and the two of them were next to each other, talking something to each other. When Father Bai saw Bai Luoyan, he coughed dryly, and the two immediately sat up straight separately and didn't continue.
"Mom, what's going on next door?" his intuition told Bai Luoyan that the matter discussed by his parents was related to Lu Yan's family, but he didn't know, so he stretched his back as usual, and asked pretending to be puzzled.
"It's okay, it may be that your Uncle Lu and Aunt Lu have something to do and went out in the middle of the night. Have you finished your homework, why are you so early today!" Bai Mu obviously didn't want to talk about this topic, and she didn't want Bai Luoyan to know, so she just found a reason to prevaricate hastily, and wanted to perfunctory.
"Oh, I have less homework today, and the teacher has taken a leave of absence for more self-study, so I write much better at school. Bai Luoyan lowered his eyelids, used the darkness to hide the look on his face, and found a reason to prevaricate his mother, and slowly moved towards the door.
Adults always think that children are small and don't know anything, but they don't know how ridiculous they seem to children when they hide it from their children.
"Uncle Lu, when they went out, the door didn't seem to be closed, so I went to see if they closed the door, and stopped by to see Lu Yan. Bai Luoyan found a high-sounding reason for himself, and he didn't have time to care why he was doing his homework, he would notice whether the door was closed on the other side, and he eagerly opened his door, and wanted to rush to the opposite side.
"Lolo, I'm afraid. ”
Lu Yan was frightened by the quarrel of his parents, came out of his house with a broken doll, stood at the door of Bai Luoyan's house with a handful of snot and tears, and hesitated for a long time with a small hand, wondering whether to knock on Bai Luoyan's door and ask him to come out.
Lu Yan didn't expect that when he was struggling with himself, the door in front of him suddenly opened, and Bai Luoyan's figure was displayed behind the door. Lu Yan was slapped by the door unexpectedly, took a few steps back, and when he was supported by Bai Luoyan, he fixed his eyes to confirm that the person in front of him was him, his voice was milky, and he said something trembling with a crying voice, grinned, and threw himself into his arms and cried.
Bai Luoyan used to have a slight cleanliness habit, but Lu Yan was always dirty and dusty, and when he came back from the outside crazy, he let him hug him, or pull his clothes to be coquettish. Bai Luoyan was reluctant to push Lu Yan away, so he could only let his clothes and himself get dirty, after a long time, he actually got rid of his cleanliness habit, but he loved to be cleaner than ordinary people, but now when he saw Lu Yan's appearance, he didn't care whether she was dirty or not, he directly hugged the little man in his arms tightly, and pulled his sleeve again, and carefully wiped her face.
"I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid, I'm here. Bai Luoyan was very distressed, rubbed Lu Yan's little head with his clean hands, comforted her softly, and was not in a hurry to take her into the house.
Bai Luoyan knew the reason why Lu Yan was wandering and tangled outside. Before, Lu Yan was good at drilling into his own house, sticking to himself, sometimes when he was studying, he inevitably made noise to himself, and when he was in a bad mood or Bai Luoyan, he couldn't help but lose his temper with Lu Yan and kick her out.
"Xiao Yan, you see that Luo Yan is studying, can you come back again?" Although Bai Mu said that she liked to love Lu Yan, after all, Bai Luoyan was born, Lu Yan, as an outsider, couldn't disturb her son's study, and she had to change her problem as soon as possible, so Bai Luoyan's mother said to Lu Yan with a smile after Lu Yan was kicked out many times.
Lu Yan has been more sensitive than other children since he was a child, although he is rough and looks a little bigger, but his mind is extremely delicate and he can understand people's faces. Bai Luoyan's mother was smiling, but the impatience that flashed in her eyes was still understood by Lu Yan.
Lu Yan wanted to please Bai Luoyan's mother, knowing that she had an opinion about herself, and she was afraid of changing her previous feelings for herself, if something happened, as long as Bai Luoyan didn't come to find her in person, she would never go to Bai Luoyan again, let alone when he was in school.
Bai Luoyan was older than Lu Yan, so he was naturally a little more governor than her, and after discovering Lu Yan's changes and observing his mother, he soon knew what was wrong with the matter, and he began to restrain himself.
The only thing Lu Yan didn't know was Bai Luoyan, thinking that Bai Luoyan was tired of her, but this time he couldn't hold it anymore, so he came to find him.
Silly girl. Bai Luoyan sighed in his heart, Lu Yan didn't know, even if he didn't go to him, when she really encountered something, Bai Luoyan would take the initiative to come to her.
It's just that Bai Luoyan has entered a key school as he grows older, and while his studies have increased, his free time has become less and less, and sometimes he wants to care about Lu Yan, but he is also more than capable of caring.
Bai Luoyan also has the heart to train Lu Yan, some things did not help, and she wanted her to grow up by herself, plus Bai Luoyan saw Bai Luoyan's clues about Lu Yan's affairs, and she had the intention to block and conceal a lot of things, Lu Yan was afraid that the two would not like it, and they would not poke it, and after a long time, there was a gap between him and Bai Luoyan.
"Bai Luoyan has always been very good to me, and no matter how busy he is, he will care about me. It's just that he was admitted to a key high school that year, and the school forced him to live on campus, so he took one or two days off a month, and he had to pack up his things and accompany his family, even if he had that heart, he didn't have that energy. ”
Lu Yan mentioned the past, his eyebrows were shallow, and a faint sadness lingered around his body. Her emotions have calmed down, and she talked about the past with Zhou Shiyi, calmly as if she was narrating a stranger's affairs, without the slightest wave.
"He saved his own money and secretly bought me a brick machine so that I could send him a message if I had something. I didn't dare to ask for it, not that I knew that he was not allowed to take it by school, but after my parents divorced, I followed my mother, and her personality changed a little at that time, and she was kind to me most of the time, but she didn't let me take things from outsiders, and always thought it was charity, and even a lollipop could beat me, not to mention the expensive brick machine at that time. ”
But the reason was that Lu Yan was afraid that Bai Luoyan would be worried, so he couldn't say it clearly, so he could only watch him leave in disappointment, standing in place and not saying a word.
At that time, with the increase of grades, a few class teachers were changed, and a lot of things happened in the school, and Lu Yan slowly changed under those things, and quietly changed his personality in places that Bai Luoyan couldn't see.