Li Sheng didn't believe what Officer Zhang said that day, and insisted on carrying me away.

Officer Zhang immediately called his subordinates and surrounded them. Li Sheng knew that Officer Zhang was serious, and he also knew that the situation was really reversed after my biological father appeared. Therefore, I am very unwilling.

When I left, I was still looking at me with resentment......

And my heart is empty.

I'm no longer a child, and I know what's going to happen next - I'm going to see my biological father.

However, there is always an indescribable panic in my heart, panic, panic......

Especially looking at Fu Xiangqin's tears, I panicked even more.

……

After returning home. And they were silent.

The atmosphere became a little awkward in vain.

"I don't want to go, I'm not going anywhere. I said to Fu Xiangqin, who was sitting on the sofa in a daze.

Fu Xiangqin raised her head and looked at me, and there was a slight hint of something in her eyes that I couldn't fathom, like pity and reluctance.

"Mom......" I gently grabbed her arm, "Mom, why are you crying? After I have the news of my biological father, can I come back with his consent? Isn't that a good thing? He didn't raise me, you raised me and educated me." So, I'm not leaving, and you're not going to let me go, are you?"

She listened to my words but lowered her head, and after two lines of hot tears, she was still silent.

Zhang Liang dragged a bench and squatted in front of her and asked, "Mom, why are you crying? Didn't Li Fei stay? Are you still afraid of her leaving?"

Fu Xiangqin looked at Zhang Liang and said softly, "You go back to the house first, and I'll talk to your sister." ”

"It's really ...... to talk with a back, but he still went back to his room.

Officer Zhang went to the police station to deal with my affairs, and at this moment there were only two people left in the living room, me and Fu Xiangqin.

"Li Fei, is there any blame for Mom who didn't tell you earlier?" she asked.

"If you don't tell me, naturally there is a reason for you. I don't blame you. ”

"Do you want to know something about your biological father?"

"I don't want to. ”

I answer in the affirmative. However, after answering that he didn't want to, his heart was unusually flustered.

Sullen panic.

It seems to be a kind of repression that has turned its back on traditional human ethics.

"Mom has known your biological father for three years. ”

"Three... It's been three years?" I asked, surprised.

"Four years to be exact, not long after collecting your information, your dad found out about your biological father at the police station. DNA alignment is also 99 percent. He happily called me at the time. However, I was not happy, because you were working hard, studying hard, working hard, and seeing how hard you worked, I buried the news. I thought that when you got out of the shadows, I would take you to meet your biological father......"

"We're fine now, I'm not going. ”

"Yes, we're doing well. Your father was dismissed, but he was reinstated, and I was promoted, and we both had a high salary to support your two children comfortably. So, that's why I love you so much, I love you so much...... How, how can I be willing to let you go......" she said, tears raging again.

However, I was puzzled.

Her tears made me more and more puzzled and curious.

What kind of person is a biological father?

Is he the officer Lu Feng said he said? The officer who haunted my mother's dreams?

Seeing Fu Xiangqin crying so sadly, my heart is even more bottomless!

I have stated that I will not leave!

"Mom, no matter how rich my biological father is or how much he loves me, I will never leave you. Don't cry, okay?"

After she heard what I said, her body trembled slightly, "Okay, after your father gets the information back at noon, I will take you to see him." ”

After she finished wiping away her tears, she went back to the house and lay down.

I sat quietly on the couch, my mind empty. I always felt that her demeanor was so abnormal......

Back in the bedroom, as she passed her room, she was lying on her side on the bed with her back to the door.

The sunlight outside the window reflected her silhouette, a very sad silhouette.

I went back to my bedroom and sat on the bed in a daze.

Incomprehensible daze.

Zhang Liang pushed open the door and came in, half-squatted in front of me, and asked very seriously: "Li Fei, our mother will take you to see your biological father in the afternoon? I overheard! I will follow you when the time comes." If that person is like Li Sheng, I'll try my best to let him go!"

"Will you let me walk quietly?" I felt an indescribable strangeness in my heart. Depression that cannot be expressed in words.

I know that not everyone is like Li Sheng, but Zhang Liang's brain is like a tendon to resist any man who has contact with me except for Officer Zhang.

……

At noon, Officer Zhang returned with a file bag.

When I looked at him again this time, I inexplicably understood why he always had a layer of separation from me over the years.

When I successfully matched my DNA information and found my biological father, he may have foreseen this day. The man is rational, he is not as emotional as Fu Xiangqin.

Therefore, he won't give me too much affection, pay less, and it won't hurt so much when he loses, right?

And at this moment, his gaze on me has begun to change slightly.

To be precise, it's polite.

He saw me staring at the file bag in his hand, and his face was slightly embarrassed. A little embarrassed, he walked past me and went straight to the bedroom.

"Parsley. ”

"It's back......"

"Well, got it back. Shall I take you there in the afternoon?" said Officer Zhang.

"I'll take Li Fei with me. I'll just go on my own, not once or twice. Fu Xiangqin said.

How many times has she been?

Does she know my biological father?

&

At lunchtime, Fu Xiangqin had no appetite and sat there in a daze looking at me in a daze.

When I asked her to eat, she lowered her head and ate two bites, as if she had lost her soul.

Officer Zhang told her to eat quickly, she put down her chopsticks and said, "I thought about it for a while, or I'd better go by myself." ”

"Are you going by yourself?" asked Officer Zhang, puzzled.

"There are documents in the file, I will tell her biological father about the situation, and then ask him to sign it, and I will take it back! No, I will take him to the Civil Affairs Bureau and directly get Li Fei's various relationships. ”

"You ......" Officer Zhang suddenly choked, turned his head to look at me who was silent, and then turned back to face Xiangqin and said, "You, do you think her biological father can agree?"

"I'm 80 percent sure!" Fu Xiangqin said with a certain gaze, and then weakened and added: "Of course, if Li Fei doesn't go, I am 80 percent sure......"

"Then don't let Li Fei go!" Zhang Liang interjected.

Officer Zhang looked at me and asked, "What does Li Fei mean?"

"Sensei asked Li Fei, Li Fei won't go!" Zhang Liang said as he chewed his rice.

"I ......"

I put down the dishes and chopsticks, looked at their "expectant" eyes and said, "I... I want to go and see, just look, I... If I don't go and see it, I'll feel panicked. ”

I'll be honest.

Fu Xiangqin's expression froze instantly.

Officer Zhang lowered his head and stopped talking.

"Yes, Mom, let Li Fei go and have a look! I'll go with you!" Zhang Liang said.

……

The summer afternoon sun is poisonous.

Fu Xiangqin asked me to take a nap and then go.

At half-past two, she prepared the file and asked me to put on a fashionable-looking white dress that I had just bought a while ago.

"Why are you dressed so gorgeously?"

"It's beautiful. She went to get the car keys.

Zhang Liang wanted to follow, but was sprayed back by Fu Xiangqin, and the two of us got in the car and headed south.

When I saw Xiang Nan, I vaguely felt that something was not right.

Lu Feng said that the officer who fell in love with my mother was from the capital, and the highway was in the north, and the troops stationed in Hanjiang City were in the east, so it would be going south?

"Mom, where does he live?"

"Hongren County. Fu Xiangqin said lightly, I can't see her eyes under the sunglasses.

Hangang City, where we are located, is a third-tier city, and Hongin County is our subordinate county. I heard that it is a very poor fourth-tier city.

Such a poor place, shouldn't it be the officer Lu Feng said in the end?

"So far?"

"Well, that's where your own mother got all the way to our city. She said as she drove.

I looked at the scenery on the side of the road, but in my mind was the birth mother who was wandering around with a big belly.

How did she get to the city step by step, and why did she go to the city?

"Mom, the man we are going to see today, is he and my biological mother officially husband and wife?"

"Well, it's an official couple. ”

&

The car drove for two hours before it reached the county seat.

"You've been here?" I looked at her, as if she knew every street well.

"I've been here several times. ”

"Oh, is it still far away? does he live in the township or in the county?"

"It's not far away, just west of the city. I replied briefly, but I could see that her breathing was starting to grow short. His chest was heaving unsteadily.

The car drove to the west of the city.

However, the west of the city is not very clean, and there are some urban villages everywhere, and a few high-rise buildings stand very incongruously.

Turning off an asphalt road into a potholed dirt road, through the windshield, I saw a dilapidated courtyard wall in the distance.

It says "Collect Scrap".

I vaguely felt that it might be that, and suddenly there was an indescribable big gap in my heart!

Is he a scrap collector?

A few hundred meters away from the yard, Fu Xiangqin parked the car on the side of the road.

"The road ahead is potholed, and the chassis of our car is too low. Let's get down here. She said, her hands still on the steering wheel, and she didn't mean to get out of the car.

"He... Is he collecting rags?" I didn't get out of the car to ask.

"Hmm. ”

"Shall we go over here?"

She was silent.

After the air conditioner was on in the car and "stationary" for three or four minutes, she opened the door as if in compromise.

The sun was still hot at four o'clock in the summer, and my shoes were stained with dust as I walked on the potholed dirt road.

The words "collecting waste" written in blue paint on the courtyard wall are becoming clearer and clearer.

When we get closer, we get a smell of garbage. The smell of that made my heart beat a drum.

The yard is very large, the surroundings are very orderly, and the waste products are classified into hills.

I deliberately slowed down a few steps, letting Fu Xiangqin stand in front of me and me standing behind her.

After Fu Xiangqin's footsteps stopped, I shook my head slightly, and saw a tall and thin man packing something in a pile of white plastic buckets.

He seemed to have been cleaning up for a long time, and his white undershirt was already soaked, and when he straightened up, I noticed that his back was very bad.

"Old Mo!" Fu Xiangqin shouted.

The man turned around from a pile of white plastic waste, and when he saw that it was Fu Xiangqin, he looked excited, "Ah! The benefactor is here! Wait for me, I'll go out immediately!"

As he spoke, he turned around, and when he turned around, my eyes were stunned again!

He was wearing an old-fashioned pair of green military trousers and was on crutches! Judging from the way he walked, the left half of his body was almost paralyzed......

He grabbed his left hand and his crutch with his right hand, and walked up and down.

As I got closer, the face became clearer and clearer.

When I saw that face clearly, my heart began to beat violently!

When he saw my face, he froze.

The two of us just looked at each other's faces so quietly, the faces that were so similar to each other!

It's too much like, I look too much like him!

He's so tall, so thin! His eyes are so bright!

I want to back down, but why, why do I unconsciously cry in my eyes!?

Why do I want to shout Daddy when I see that face!?

Why......

Why, why does my heart suddenly hurt so much!