His face was very old, but his eyes were so bright and bright.

If it weren't for the perennial inconvenience of half of the body, the back would not be so lumpy. My tall man is inherited from him and his mother.

He looked at me quietly, not daring to think about it but couldn't help but guess, and the corners of his mouth began to twitch slowly......

"Who is this girl?" he asked nervously.

"This is your daughter......" Fu Xiangqin said softly, and slowly moved away.

When I was presented to him, his crutches were loosened.

After the "pop" fell straight to the ground, the whole person knelt on the ground as if he had collapsed and cried "whining".

My tears burst into my eyes!

I never thought that the feeling of blood being thicker than water would be so strong!

"This is my father, this is my father, this is my father......"

In my heart, the voice hit me again and again, making me walk up step by step. Immediately knelt in front of him.

His hands are so old......

It's dirty......

However, I am willing to touch it.

When I touched his hand, he lifted his trembling face, looked at me with teary eyes, trembling and unable to say a word.

The sun struck him in the face, and he took off his shabby military hat, and the wrinkles on his forehead were like ditches coming together. Such an ugly face, when slightly wrinkled, can easily break my heart, and the tears will resonate so strongly, the resonance makes me cry......

In the inner world, the door that symbolizes 'Father' is open!

It's so clear.

Li Sheng is not a father, he is a beast, and Officer Zhang is not a father, he is kind.

I didn't know what it was like to have a father, but I knew it then.

It's the feeling of stuffing your heart to the fullest.

It is a kind of reliance that cannot be replaced by anything in life, and when I see those deep and bright eyes, I don't see a person. Rather, a mountain......

A person who is willing to sacrifice everything for you, who is willing to give up everything for you, who is willing to die for you.

I was caught in that extremely secure gaze.

Fu Xiangqin on the side had already cried into tears, covering her face, squatting in sorrow and trembling.

In a panic, he picked up his crutches and led us into his old house.

The old house is a three-room bungalow in the east and west of the north.

It's very clean inside, clean doesn't look like a person who collects rags. The furniture here was shabby, but it was spotlessly cleaned. Compared to the outside, it's like two worlds.

There is a party flag and a military flag hanging on the wall, and the two flags are facing each other, which is very eye-catching.

On the other side, there are a lot of old photos pasted on the old big photo frames. When I swept past, there was a green military photo. He used to be a soldier.

"Come, benefactor, drink water. "My father went to wash his hands and poured us water over the round tea tray.

Fu Xiangqin didn't drink it, and said very depressedly: "Benefactor? I'm not a benefactor, I'm quite selfish." ”

In the past few years, Fu Xiangqin will come to see him silently every once in a while.

Knowing that he was suffering from illness, he would come and send him some money every time. But never told him about me. She cares about me so much, how can she say it.

"Sixteen, what's your name?" he asked, a little nervous and excited, rubbing his boring hands together and looking at me.

I got up from the bench and looked at him and said, "Li Fei." ”

He looked at me at me, blinked vigorously, and after holding back the tears, he smiled and said, "It's beautiful! It's good! It's so good......

His hand raised slightly, wanting to touch me, but as if he was afraid of soiling my white dress, he took it back again, and rubbed it on his back at a loss.

"Li Fei, you let the two of us talk. Fu Xiangqin sat on the chair on the side, picked up the teacup and said.

"Come to this house, I just bought the fan for this house. Father leaned on his crutches and pushed open the door of the Westinghouse.

On a large bed, the quilt is neatly folded.

"Sit on the bed. Not dirty, not dirty. As he spoke, he went to turn on the fan for me.

After turning on the fan, he went to the outhouse.

I quietly moved to the door, trying to hear what they had to say.

"Old Mo, let me apologize to you first. I've lived with Li Fei for four or five years, and I'm only telling you until now, it's really ...... It's selfish. ”

"Benefactor, I thank you. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, there was the sound of a cane falling outside.

"Get up, what are you doing?" Fu Xiangqin said in a panic.

"Benefactor, you really love her, you really love her. I can see it. That's great. White and tender, like a girl from a big family. It's just that...... She, what about her mother? ...... her own mother," my father asked.

Subsequently, Fu Xiangqin began to tell him about my experience from the death of my biological mother.

He spoke for more than half an hour.

As she spoke, I looked at the bedroom, and there were old picture frames on the wall, and I walked over and saw their wedding photos, and I also saw my biological mother.

In the wedding photo, my father was wearing a clean military uniform, with a big red flower on his chest, and a happy smile on his face.

The mother next to her had no expression, she was cold, her eyes were sad and sad, the corners of her mouth were cold, and there was no trace of a smile.

"These are my parents. ”

I quietly looked at their group photo and meditated in my heart.

I turned to see a shoebox next to the TV on the side, the box was half-open.

I walked over and saw that it was full of headbands or hairpins worn by beautiful women who had been discarded by others. Did he keep it for my birth mother?

At that moment, my heart felt as if I was grabbed by something, and it hurt faintly.

There was another box next to it, and when I opened it, I saw that it was full of medicine bottles.

The bottles are all new, and the daily dosage is marked. With such a large and small pill box, he was really sick.

Looking at those large and small medicine bottles, I felt very uncomfortable.

……

Outside the house, Fu Xiangqin posed a problem after talking about my past.

"Yesterday, that Li Sheng came over to rob Li Fei again, arguing that he was Li Fei's guardian, and we couldn't hand Li Fei over to him, so I had no choice but to come to you today. I thought—"

"—to you. I am willing to raise my daughter for you. ”

"Really!?"

"Well, I'll sign it, and let me do whatever you want. Don't let her suffer with me, you are a great good person, follow you, this child will not go the wrong way. I thank you for teaching your daughter so well, it's good, it's good......"

"It's... You... Are you really willing?" Fu Xiangqin's excited tone changed.

But my heart was touched by my father's words.

He was a true father.

Li Sheng desperately wanted to pull me away, but he didn't hesitate to send me away......

"The child is older, and he is sticking with you. I know that with such a girl, I am satisfied. For the New Year's holiday, just let me go and see her......" he said very "cheerfully".

"Thank you, thank you...... Go and see, I'll drive you to see it myself......" Fu Xiangqin cried.

I heard them fiddling with the files, and knew they were getting ready to sign.

I suddenly felt unspeakable restlessness in my heart, I didn't know what was wrong with me, I always felt pain, but I didn't know what it hurt.

It's messy, it's messed up in my head.

Looking at the hairpin of the girl in that box, looking at the box of medicine, I felt anxious!

Doesn't he love me? He doesn't want to keep me? He must have wanted to think about it very much! I could feel that thought, it was about to break him!

"Li Fei!" Fu Xiangqin shouted outside the house, and pushed the door open excitedly, with a happy smile on her face.

"Mom. ”

"Let's go, let's go home. ”

"Hmm......" I replied, looking at my father behind her.

When he noticed that I was looking at him, he hurriedly turned his face away from my gaze.

When I walked out of the door of the old house, I glanced sideways at him, and he looked at me with reluctance in his eyes. In the slightly flickering eyes, at a glance, it is a strong love that makes people panic!

"Let's go. He said with a "smile". His right hand gripped his left arm and crutches tightly, and he straightened up vigorously, trying to make me feel that he was majestic.

Fu Xiangqin grabbed my hand and said to him, "Old Mo, don't worry, I will often bring her to see you." ”

"Good, good, good, good......" As if sensing that there was really going to be a separation, he stopped avoiding his gaze and kept staring at me.

Fu Xiangqin took my hand and walked out, he followed with difficulty, limped, and almost fell after accidentally touching a small pile of beer bottles.

After staggering and bending over, he quickly stood up straight excitedly, raised his head and found that after I looked at him, he hurriedly waved his hand, "Go... Go, go, ......."

I looked back, and my heart tugged at every step.

When I got to the gate, I turned back again.

He had already chased after him in a hurry, and tears were uncontrollably hanging on his old face.

When I saw him crying, I quickly wiped two handfuls vigorously, "laughing" and trembling his lips, wanting to say something but not knowing what to say!

Looking at his tearful eyes, looking at that deep gaze, looking at his shaking cheeks, my heart hurts so much......

"Li Fei. Let's go. Fu Xiangqin said.

"That's... Then I'm gone. I stood in front of my father and said with a trembling heart.

He looked at me and squeezed my eyes vigorously, "laughed" vigorously, and nodded vigorously.

Fu Xiangqin's mood is relatively relaxed, but I'm different......

When I turned around, I saw my father standing outside the door looking at us.

The evening sun stretched his figure for a long time......

He looked at me, turned around and covered his mouth, and staggered into the door.

When the back turned around, it bent as if it had suddenly collapsed.

Looking at my father's back, my heart hurt so much, and tears fell!

On the potholed path, every step I took hurt to walk.

In my mind, I was full of my father's loving eyes, my bent body, the hairpins in the small box, and the box full of medicines......

He's so bitter, he's so bitter!

We walked towards the car step by step, and when we were about to step out of the path, I fell to my knees with a "plop".

looked at Fu Xiangqin's back with tears.

Her body shook slightly, and she slowly turned around, and when she looked at me kneeling, the tears suddenly burst out of her eyes!

"Mom! I'm sorry... I'm sorry...... Mom, I'm sorry ......."

I propped my hands on the path red by the setting sun and wept bitterly......

Tears dripped on the dry and hard soil, and the pain in my heart turned over the river and the sea.

In the past, the scenes of Fu Xiangqin's care for me rolled in my mind.

She tutored me with glasses when I did my homework, smiled when I held my report card, was happy when I combed my hair, took me shopping to try on my clothes, and praised me for looking like a model......

And I will be coquettish in front of her, I will hug her waist from behind and shout "Mom, what do you want to eat for me?", and I will also clamoring to sleep with her from time to time.

I love to hold her, hold her, and rely on her!

That kind of warmth, I'm afraid it will be broken from now on.

Because I can't let go of my father!!

"I knew it. I knew you were going to ......" She crouched down in tears and put her arm around my shoulders.

"Mom... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"