When I was halfway through, I felt that I was too anxious, and immediately changed my words and said, "You've heard of Kim... Kim Hee-sun?"

"Who?" he asked, frowning.

"Kim Hee-sun! That big Korean star, who also worked as a model, and later became a movie star! I can also be a model and a policeman at the same time!" I said quickly.

"What are you talking about...... You can't be a model or a star!You know?

My hanging heart has also fallen......

If he had asked him directly about Kinmen just now, he would definitely not be as foolish as Officer Liu. After all, Officer Liu only knew that I was his adopted daughter, and he didn't know about my biological mother. And Dad Zhang knew about my biological mother, and Officer Liu said that he might know about the Kinmen incident, so if I couldn't hold back and ask, he would definitely have to get to the bottom of the matter and let me vomit about the provincial capital......

Can't ask, can't ask!

You must not ask for ......

&

That night, I couldn't sleep, thinking about Kinmen, thinking about my biological mother, and then thinking that I couldn't go to the provincial capital for training after the New Year, and I felt depressed and uncomfortable.

People who broke my leg last year and ran into Kinmen again this year have had accidents for two consecutive years, does God just not want me to take that road?

I was about to fall asleep, but Zhang Liang's guy opened the door and went home in the middle of the night, waking me up again, and I fell asleep in a daze when it was almost dawn.

……

The next day, I went shopping with Fu Xiangqin to buy clothes.

Tian Sen called me and said that he wanted to invite me and Zhang Liang to have dinner together, and I "regretted" that I was going to accompany Fu Xiangqin today, and he wanted to ask me the day after tomorrow, so I told him again that I would go back to my hometown the day after tomorrow.

He was quite disappointed and said, "My dad discussed with me last night, he wants to go to the United States with me in the second year of junior high school, and I want to see you before I go abroad." ”

"That's... Then I came to you when I was in my second year of junior high school, and I wanted to see you too. I said.

He said that he wanted to, but he was a little embarrassed in his heart. After all, I feel like I feel more like a friend than a lover about him.

hung up the phone and continued to accompany Fu Xiangqin to the mall.

In the past, she helped me pick out the clothes for the New Year every year, but this year, I picked out the clothes for her.

She always thinks that my eyes are too fashionable, but I just want her to wear them, and I don't like her always saying that she is old. Because there are clothing courses in our training, I still have a good eye for picking clothes, and even the clerk next to me said that I have a good eye.

It's just that although I have money, I don't dare to spend it in front of her, so I can only look forward to buying her a lot of money in the future!

That afternoon, Huang Mao told me that Qingfeng and they had been released, and then I asked him to contact Li Shan for a meeting in Hongren tomorrow. After all, I want to move the way of heaven closer to collectivization, so I have to have the appearance of collectivization, and the year-end meeting will still be held.

It's just that many people in the Heavenly Dao haven't seen me now, and I deliberately don't show up. It's always good to keep a low profile.

&

Fu Xiangqin made a lot of delicious food that night, because she knew that I couldn't accompany her for the New Year, so tonight would be considered to be a New Year's Eve with me.

Fu Xiangqin was indispensable at the banquet to talk to Zhang Liang, but today I coaxed her very happy, so I didn't get angry. Zhang Liang quietly told me that he would go to dinner with Tian Sen tomorrow, and I asked him to pay attention to what he said then, and he naturally nodded in agreement. After all, he didn't want to lose a little rich man like Tian Sen.

Usually he eats with rats in a small hotel, but as long as Tian Sen comes back, they are really fragrant and spicy.

After eating, when I was cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks with Fu Xiangqin, Officer Zhang called me over.

"*Did you just look for you recently?" he asked.

"Well, you've found me......" I said.

After hearing this, he glanced at Fu Xiangqin, lit a cigarette and took me to the balcony.

Close the sliding door, light a cigarette, open the window, take a puff and say, "Don't say this kid really has two brushes......

"Isn't it the end of the year again?" I asked with a smile.

"Well, I broke two large underworld gangs in a row, and my superiors gave me a second-class merit, and if I perform well next year, this kid will have to be promoted again. He said, a happy smile on his lips.

That's really happy, after all, * has been his brother for many years, usually scolding and fighting, but when it comes to business, he is still very happy. Especially, * was still his subordinate just now, he was promoted, and Officer Zhang's face also lit up.

"But ......," he said, his eyes serious again, looked at me and said, "...... His ideas are tricky ideas, and you have to take it easy. He called me this afternoon and said you were doing well. But I'm also a police officer, and I know that things here are not so simple, and although I don't stop you from doing those things, you have to keep a low profile? ”

"I've always kept a low profile. ”

"Well, besides, you must go to the police academy and become a police officer! I won't allow you to go down this road to the end!"

"Yes, Uncle Liu also said that sooner or later the country will move seriously!" I said.

"Well, I know that you are more sensible than Zhang Liang, the rabbit cub!" he smiled with satisfaction.

That was the first time I felt his kindness, perhaps, he has always been kind, but there is always too much in his love for me. Some, as if never wanted to mention secrets.

However, he certainly doesn't know what I really want in my heart, and it's not up to me to decide whether I will go down this path to the end. It depends on fate.

&

The next day, the twenty-ninth day of the lunar month.

Because Officer Zhang was on duty, it was Fu Xiangqin who drove me and Zhang Liang to the cemetery.

When they arrived at the cemetery, they went to grave Zhang Liang's grandfather, while I turned to another path.

This cemetery is home to three very important people in my life.

One is my biological mother, one is Feng Yan, who raised me, and the other is A Spider.

In the most remote mass grave, there is my biological mother, but I don't know which grave is hers.

Officer Zhang didn't want me to know about his biological mother, so he lied that the body might have been sent for medical research. Later, he told me that his biological mother was buried in this mass grave after she died.

Standing at the place where the paper was burned in the mass grave, the offerings were placed, and the paper money was lit.

Fu Xiangqin told me that when I burned paper, I had to say something.

So, while scratching the burning paper, I said, "Mom...... I've come to see you, though I don't know which one is you...... I'm alive and well now, better than many people thought.

"When I was a child, I only remembered that you had a vague shadow, and I couldn't even remember what you looked like, but then I found my father, and I saw your wedding photos and your appearance. Don't worry, my dad is fine now......"

As he spoke, he saw the ashes of the burning paper slowly drifting into the sky: "Fu Xiangqin's mother told me that this burning paper is floating in the sky, which proves that she is collecting money...... You charge more. My daughter is getting older and more sensible, I know the hardships of being a mother, a lover, and a woman, and I also know how difficult it was for you back then. Hongren County to Hanjiang City, such a long distance, how many times have you walked back and forth......

"Mom, I know more and more now, but I don't know a lot...... I know that you were hunted down by the people of Kinmen back then, I know that the officer's name is Chu Yuntian, and I also know that the boss of the Han River was killed for protecting you...... But there's many, much more that I don't know. The people of Kinmen, they all say it's terrifying, do you think I should go to them to settle accounts? Or do you want to avoid them a little bit?"

I said, the burning paper has burned out......

raised his head and looked at the hazy graves in the distance, as if he vaguely saw the appearance of his biological mother.

She had a big belly, ragged clothes, and a little girl beckoning to me......

It was what she had in my head, I knew it was a hallucination, and after blinking, it was gone.

"Mom, you are in the spirit of heaven, continue to bless me! Bless my brothers and friends safe and sound, bless me to fulfill my dream of modeling, bless me to be admitted to the police academy, and bless me to uncover the truth about the Kinmen incident back then! By the way, bless me for finding that Chu Yuntian, I must ask him why he couldn't protect you back then......