After paying homage to his birth mother, he walked in the other direction.

I remember that last year, Lu Li also came to visit Feng Yan, but this year he didn't come again. I don't know where he has gone to be treated, and how he has been treated.

Set up the offerings and light the incendiary paper.

There was snow drifting lightly in the sky, and the snow was as light and swaying as Feng Yan's life.

I don't know if many things in my life are destined in the dark or I don't know what to do.

Feng Yan is very important to my life, but I still don't know what kind of soul fluctuations are in her mind.

I can't forget the first time she appeared at Li Sheng's house with Lu Li, when her eyes were fluttering and her smile was bright. She knew that Li Sheng was a pickpocket and a thief, and all her laughter was pretended, just so that Lu Li could have a hot meal.

If you change to an ordinary person, you may go to the factory to make money, and if you can't do it, you will do some labor, but Feng Yan is a lazy person. She didn't want to do the dirty work.

Later, on my first day of period, they were kicked out of the house.

I can't forget being in the red light district,

When she stood at the door of the red front room, she looked so charming but lonely, and she couldn't forget the way she stared at me with chopsticks.

However, I can't forget the smile that instantly rose and disappeared at the corner of her mouth when Fu Xiangqin took my transcript and told her that I took the first exam......

The poor man must have something to hate, mourn his misfortune and be angry with him.

This adoptive mother used her life to tell me that people should never rely on others in life, people should never be afraid of hardships in life, and people must work hard to live.

……

The tomb of Ah Spider is not far away.

At that time, she had two coins in her hand, and after Mei Niang took it, she buried her here with a little conscience.

There is no photo on the tombstone, but I can clearly remember what she looked like.

I gave her some paper money, and when I burned the paper, I wanted to say something, but I couldn't say anything.

I don't know what kind of emotion I have for her,

All I know is that if she were alive, I would love her very much.

Maybe that kind of love will be similar to the kind of love between Wei Zizhou and Zhang Yang.

I remember that one afternoon, when we were in the dormitory on the second floor of Feng Yan's front room, she questioned me if I was a virgin, and then covered me with a quilt and pressed my body.

As the sun set, the dim light passed through the west window and through the gap in the quilt, brightening her eyelashes deeply, and she looked at me with a smile and a look of surprise with her big eyes flashing.

There was a moment, or a moment, in the wandering of my gaze, that I didn't know what kind of emotion rose in my heart......

At that moment, I remember that her eyes changed from that bright sparkle to gentle waves, and then kissed after calming and calming.

I was twelve and she was sixteen;

At this moment I am eighteen years old, and she is still sixteen years old......

If I hadn't met a spider in my life, I wouldn't have gone to Yunfei later;

If I had never seen her debauchery in my life, I would not have cherished the purity of a woman so much.

Some people come across dirt and then become dirty;

However, there are also people like me, after encountering the dirty, fate makes the then, know how to avoid the dirty.

There are always people in this world who say that their bodies are dirty, but their hearts are pure.

But I want to say that it only exists at the level of literature or literature. After experiencing the pressure of public opinion back then, I know that - in reality, your body and mind are one and the same - any party will be labeled as dirty if it is dirty.

Some people can turn it around, but some people may live in that sick state of mind for the rest of their lives.

&

After doing this, Fu Xiangqin took me and Zhang Liang to Hongren County.

It's the New Year, and she's definitely going to see my father.

"Eh......" Zhang Liang gently poked my shoulder, I turned my head to look at his mysterious face, he leaned over and whispered, "...... I heard that Tian Sen is going abroad?"

"Well, what's wrong?"

He frowned and said, "Didn't he tell you yet? This is it!" he said, gesturing to his head.

"I didn't say it. ”

Tian Sen really didn't tell me, and I didn't ask. However, he may have some doubts in his heart - do I know?

"This guy...... Did you say he went abroad for surgery?" asked Zhang Liang with a suspicious expression.

At that time, I thought that this guy was really a policeman, and I figured out the real situation in just a few words.

"I don't know...... He said he was going to study, Stanford or something. ”

"No," he said more firmly, "I guess he's definitely cured!"

"Isn't it a good thing to heal?"

"What a good thing! I thought he would die, I felt pitiful for him, I felt that he had avenged me before I agreed to you two......" He said, glanced at Fu Xiangqin, who was driving in front of him, and said in a lower voice: "...... In case he recovers, how can I agree with you two to continue!?"

"What are you two muttering in the back!?" Fu Xiangqin shouted.

"Mom, Zhang Liang's brain is drunk badly...... Which boy in the first year of high school did you see drinking like this, and he just bragged to me about how much he drank a few days ago!" I immediately made up a "sweet potato" for Zhang Liang and threw it over.

I thought that Fu Xiangqin would scold him, but I didn't expect Fu Xiangqin to say with a sad face: "Their Zhang family masters are so dead! You haven't seen his grandfather! It's all his grandfather's habit!"

"Oh, you say my grandfather again! How many years has my grandfather been dead!" Zhang Liang said unhappily.

I don't have a good impression of Grandpa Zhang Liang, because I will never forget the way Fu Xiangqin knelt on the ground and pleaded for me when he was about to kick me out of the house.

"Which old man did you see pouring wine into his grandson!? How old was Zhang Liang at that time, and he had to let him taste a cup of wine when the New Year was celebrated! Look at him now! Like his father, he is about to become a wine worm!"

"Eh, okay!" After Zhang Liang shouted, he turned his head and glared at me: "You can change the topic for me and tell you that if Tian Sen's illness is cured, I will definitely break up the two of you!"

"You've drunk too much!" I said, pushing his brain directly!

"Eh, do it!?

"Why? you dare to fight back?" I said, giving him another brain door!

"Mom!!" Zhang Liang called for help.

After Fu Xiangqin heard this, she glared at Zhang Liang from the rearview mirror, "What's the matter? Fei Fei is a good thing to take care of you!"

"Eh, it's also ......" Zhang Liang's eyes lit up immediately when he heard it.

"Mom!!!" I shouted unhappily.

"Hehe, look at you two, don't argue......" Fu Xiangqin said with a smile.

"Come, hit twice! Hit is kissing, scolding, love......"

"Get out!"

&

Back in Hongren County, my father dropped a table of dishes at noon. Huang Mao also helped at home.

Aaron said that Huang Mao is an orphan, and since he recognized my father as his godfather, he is now like a son.

's father was also very generous to introduce Huang Mao to Fu Xiangqin, and Fu Xiangqin saw that Huang Mao was very clever and kept praising him. He was a little embarrassed to praise him.

Zhang Liang looked at Huang Mao as if he was a rival in love, I elbowed him twice, and he was still unhappy to say: "This guy has nothing to do, he is either a traitor or a thief!"

"I see that you have done so much more than he does. I glanced at him and said.

He immediately glanced at me, "Mo Fei, I'll have to show you another day, you rotten peach blossoms!"

"What are you thinking?" I said, kicking him.

It is very clear whether there is that kind of affection between people. Huang Mao is that kind of family affection to me, much purer than Zhang Liang!

Moreover, I heard that Huang Mao is also talking about his girlfriend now, where are people like him.

……

At noon that day, after happily eating, Fu Xiangqin and Zhang Liang went back to the Han River, and I asked Huang Mao to call them to prepare for the meeting.

"What time is it?" asked Huang Mao.

"Half past two, the conference room of the headquarters in the east of the city. ”

"Okay!" After Huang Mao heard this, he went directly to the next notice.

At about two o'clock in the afternoon of the same day, in the conference room of the headquarters in the east of the city, several leaders came.

After they went to the conference room, I called Li Shan to the office alone.

For this group operation, when Mr. Zheng told me for the first time, I had already begun to think about it. However, I knew that there would be a lot of trouble. After all, this is harvesting the power in their hands.

However, it won't work if you don't do it, if you wait until they all grow up, when they are all on their own like blood red and fat bears, then it will be even more difficult to operate.

Therefore, I called Li Shan over, mainly to discuss who would defect, and then formulate some solutions.

……

At the beginning of the meeting, Li Shan talked about this year's achievements.

When they heard this, they all had smiles on their faces.

Then, Li Shan cleared his throat and said: "Next, our boss will say something important, and after saying this, the boss will give us a year-end bonus!"

"Good!" they applauded.

There were not many people in this meeting, and they were all a few main forces. I came up and stated the theme - collectivization.

When I proposed to operate the group as a whole, the first person to raise objections was Yu Xiang from Chengbei.

Yu Xiang said: "Boss, we have no advantage in collectivization! There are security guards in the factories in the north of the city! Do you want our brothers to work as security guards for other people? If we become security guards, we don't have enough manpower! In the north of our city, we were called by Brother Qingfeng to the Han River, and now there are fifty or sixty people! We are mainly to help settle the contradictions between the factories, and if you are the nature of the entire security company, it will change!"

"What about the others?" I looked at them and said, "Today is a discussion, and everyone has something to say." ”

Qingfeng sat on the side and said nothing. For him, Li Shan is his real leader, and I am Li Shan's leader, and he will only do whatever I say.

Huang Mao said: "Collectivization has the benefits of collectivization, but after the collectivization of the west of the city, what is it? Now it is to take that group of laborers, and then the vegetable market in the west of the city will stabilize the order and collect some service fees." If we make a group, how will we collect these fees? Directly in the name of Tiandao Group? Will the price be dropped?"

After hearing this, Ah Long also echoed and said, "Mo Fei...... Your idea is good, but it seems that the difficulty is still a bit too big now! Li Shangang and I have taken down the certificate of this construction team, and if you want to build that Tiandao development company, you also need all kinds of qualifications, and you can't do it without a year and a half! Moreover, how can we compare ourselves with those awesome groups? It's okay to have a fight, if you compare your strength and financial resources with them, we can't compare with Dong Xiaoai's family alone......

"Boss, this ......" Li Shan turned his head and frowned at me.

I thought there would be a few people who would support me, but now I seem to be a little naïve.

But how can I be the boss without two brushes?