14. The love of gold - the wheel
Zeng Xiayuan looked at Tian Jin and seemed to see hope in his sincere eyes, the person she had been waiting for for a long time was around her, and hope was revealed in that despair, she was actually looking forward to the arrival of love, but she didn't know how to look for her, she didn't know where he would be, when and where he would appear.
She didn't dare to wait with all she could, so she had to wait while living, she wouldn't look for it, but she was often tormented by life, Xia Yuan knew that she couldn't be a child, she had to overcome it by herself, and he didn't want to rely on anyone.
But the magic of love pulled her to keep running forward, but God played a joke on her, she just ran all the way forward, but forgot to look at the person behind her, who had been following her, it turned out that he had been by his side and never left, he staggered all the way to follow himself, and had been loving in his own way.
All this moved the once heroic and good daughter into everyone's girlfriend, Zeng Xiayuan looked at this Tian Jin's eyes with less strangeness and more familiarity, and said tenderly, "It turns out that you have always been by my side, it turns out that I have never been lonely"
Tian Jin looked at Xia Yuan, who was already a little sad and sad at the moment, and then said: "The first thing I wake up every day is to miss you, and the last thing I do before going to bed is also to miss you. Only you can give my life a different meaning.
I am happy when I see you happy every day I am sad when I open you every day, and I also lack the identity to comfort you, this time I want to stand in front of you openly and use my wide body to block things that try to disturb you, so this time I want to protect you, can you?"
The night is deep and quiet, the lights are waning, and the love is dazzling the ripples around the two of them look at each other Looking at each other, that moment may be the decision of a lifetime can not be wrong, the longing of the sea and the longing of the water are the most difficult for girls to resist.
Zeng Xiayuan looked at Tian Jin with tears in his eyes and affection, and said, "I am willing to be with you, I hope you will not let me down." Tian Jin waited for this sentence, I don't know how long he had been waiting, today he finally heard it, how many nights he couldn't sleep, but it was all worth it.
Tian Jin frantically hugged Xia Yuan, he waited for so long that he was about to give up, but he finally took this step and said what he thought, he hugged Xia Yuan tightly like this, he didn't want to let go, this moment of the day is the time that only belongs to these two people.
Xia Yuan also didn't dare to believe in love anymore, but she thanked God for this gift to him, and she liked it too.
Happy times always pass too fast, in the blink of an eye, they have been together for a year, and he is still the same as a year ago, less naïve and more responsible. But Tian Jin also slowly felt that the relationship between him and Xia Yuan was slowly estranged, he didn't know if it was an illusion, but he always felt uneasy in his heart, and at that time he often had insomnia, Tian Jin didn't know which thing would become* to detonate this mountain of contradictions.
It's another spring, that spring doesn't seem to have the fragrance of birds and flowers, only frost, I don't know if it's a combination of spring and winter, that night was an unforgettable night, that year's spring, Xia Yuan and Tian Jin had been temporarily separated for a period of time The reason is that Zeng Xia Yuan needed a little time to quietly think about some tricky things in the future and the present. Xia Yuan has become less confident, she doesn't know if she is already degenerate, but she does not have the free and easy woman's arrogance before.
Tian Jin was temporarily separated from Xia Yuan for a while Since then, he has been absent-minded in class, eating and doing things alone, he still pays attention to Xia Yuan's every move every day, often holding his mobile phone and looking forward to Xia Yuan's special concern ringing, but he didn't wait until Tian Jin didn't want to sit still after all, he wanted to use his own way to keep and fight.
The cold wind blew off the green leaves, but it couldn't blow away Tian Jin's passionate love The calm lake The swaying branches Tian Jin decided to have a good talk with Zeng Xia Yuan tonight, but he chose the most stupid way.
Tian Jin came downstairs to the girl's dormitory after half past eleven in the evening, the cold wind was trembling and it was raining slightly, Tian Jin picked up his mobile phone and called Xia Yuan, and after a while, Tian Jin was connected to Tian Jin and said slowly, "Hey, is it Xia Yuan, I'm Tian Jin."
Xia Yuan said, "It's Tian Jin, is there anything wrong?" Tian Jin hesitated for a while, and said timidly, "Oh, it's nothing, just ask what you're doing, in fact, it's nothing," Xia Yuan continued: "That, it's nothing, I'll hang up first, it's late now, you can go to bed early." ”
Tian Jin said anxiously, "Don't hang up first, I just want to ask if we can still be together?" Xia Yuan said quietly, "Tian Jin, I think we can't go back, you are not young now, and you should think about the future."
When Tian Jin heard this, his heart was like ashes, and the despair and powerlessness that erupted in his heart had spread all over his body, he didn't dare to believe it, and he didn't want to believe it, so he hung up the phone.
At this time, the rain outside the window began to fall heavily, and Tian Jin looked up at the sky, where there were dark gray steps, and there was no dawn. He crouched on the ground and tried to call her again, picked it up but put it down, he didn't have the confidence that he didn't dare to try.
There have been many people who have said that when the heart is cold, it is more cold than the body, Tian Jin at this moment can be said to be the sole possession of two ends, on that night he lost the person he loved the most, his life seemed to have lost its meaning, everything was lost like the wind, Tian Jin walked to the quiet lake, looking at the dead lake, like the end of his soul.
He stood up and walked, ready to look around at the school's landscape, this was the first time he felt poignant, perhaps the mood had completely affected his state of mind. He couldn't help it, he knelt on the edge of the lake and cried loudly.
This is the first time he really likes someone, he cries like a child, God seems to pity him, he touches his face with rain as a hand, he feels that at this moment, it seems that the whole world has covered Tian Jin, the black curtain is thick, and he wants to remove it, but he can't find it, he can't find it, he can't find it, he can't find the bell tie man.
I wandered away from you all the way just to love you, and I was lonely all the way to enjoy myself just to wait for you. The story is ongoing, and we won't be disconnected.
{It's already five o'clock in the morning after writing this chapter.,It's not going to be changed today.,Tomorrow.,Oh haha, sorry to disappoint readers and friends.,Wake up today.,Brothers are going to go their separate ways.,I wish you a bright future and a smooth journey}