If you want to find Qi Hengfei in the company, if you are not in the recording studio, then you are definitely on the rooftop.

Gu Shu pushed open the door of the rooftop, ignored the cigarette butt and said to Qi Hengfei who was distracted: "Teacher Qi, Brother Su's demo has been recorded, do you want to come and see it?"

Qi Hengfei came back to his senses, picked up the cigarette case that was placed aside, nodded to the ancient book, and went downstairs first.

Qi Hengfei is very fond of fascination, which Gu Shu discovered after just a month as an assistant. During every work break, Qi Hengfei would smoke a cigarette and think about other things, not knowing where to go, just like the elderly with Alzheimer's disease in the nursing home.

Gu Shu didn't dare to say this, for fear of being deducted from his salary. Although Qi Hengfei is usually a very kind person, he doesn't dare to say it if he gives Gu Shu ten dares.

Qi Hengfei shook his head after listening to Su Qiu's singing.

"It's still not right, you can try again. ”

Su Qiu, who was standing on the side, didn't look very good: "Teacher Qi, I've recorded this several times, why can't I do it?" I still have a notice to catch up at seven o'clock in the evening, otherwise it will be almost over." ”

Qi Hengfei threw down his headphones and said to Su Qiu: "It's your own business, if you just want to sing two songs casually to coax your fans, I'll do whatever you want, just rely on such emotionless singing skills, don't want to gain a foothold as a singer." ”

Su Qiu's face turned completely dark, and he was about to refute but was stopped by Su Qiu's agent on the side.

"Teacher Qi, don't be angry, my Xiao Su's temper is like this, and he is still young, you adults have a lot, don't worry about him, you look at this, we are all tossing in the studio for so long, and we are more tired, not to mention that Xiao Su has a more important press conference to attend in the evening, otherwise let Xiao Su go back to find out how to feel today, and then come back when the situation is good, what do you think?"

Qi Hengfei nodded, "Then you guys go back first, remember what I told you before, and then find out how to feel." ”

The agent pulled Su Qiu to say goodbye to Qi Hengfei: "Then work hard today, Teacher Qi, goodbye, Teacher Qi." Su Qiu said reluctantly with a stinky face, "Goodbye." ”

Qi Hengfei can see that Su Qiu has never been in love, and an idol like him, who has become famous at a young age and transformed into a singer who will be secretly photographed every day when he goes out to buy drinks under the camera, really has no chance to fall in love, and he is no longer too embarrassed. At the same time, he also asked the other staff to get off work first, sat alone in the recording studio, lit a cigarette, closed his eyes and recuperated. There was that song in the headphones. The prelude is soothing and gentle, like the sun dancing on the plane tree. is like the breakfast stall at the school gate that appears regularly when the wind and rain do not invade, and it is more like a note written by Xu Zhaoyue, who was picked up and flattened by Qi Hengfei.

People always miss the old when they are old, Qi Hengfei smiled self-deprecatingly. In fact, Su Qiu couldn't find it, and it was understandable.

Because this song was written for Xu Zhaoyue.

There's no way to explain the obscure stuff in there. When he was admitted to the pop music department, he promised Xu Zhaoyue that his first song must be written to him. But at that time, I was busy making friends, busy with my studies, and busy dealing with my family, so I put aside the song that I had already written for the time being, and I didn't remember it for a long time.

Still a few days ago, in a dream, he and Xu Zhaoyue were sitting on the grass in the mountain behind the high school, Xu Zhaoyue leaned on Qi Hengfei's shoulder and asked him: "What about the song you said before? ”

Qi Hengfei woke up in an instant, shook his head, got up from the bed, rummaged through the cabinets, and looked for the manuscript he had written a long time ago. Fortunately, Xu Zhaoyue didn't throw away the ghost-like manuscript when she carefully cleaned up the housework, otherwise Qi Hengfei probably wouldn't be able to find it if he demolished the ceiling.

Qi Hengfei thought when he found the manuscript like a treasure: "Will Xu Zhaoyue blame herself", but instantly laughed at himself, how could he have such a ridiculous idea.

Xu Zhaoyue, who was as warm and warm as the sun, never blamed him. Even if he forgot his birthday, he would only shout aggrievedly: "Qi Hengfei! Today is Lao Tzu's birthday! I want a birthday present!"

Qi Hengfei remembered that Xu Zhaoyue was unintimidating, screaming like a little milk cat to eat dried fish, and unconsciously chuckled, and accidentally choked on the smoke and coughed, and the ancient book standing outside the door heard the sound. Hurriedly rushed into the room, patted Qi Hengfei's back gently, and said angrily, "Teacher Qi, you better smoke less." It's really not good for your health, do you want to get lung cancer!" Qi Hengfei, who was coughing, seemed to remember the way Xu Zhaoyue wanted to smash the ashtray on his head at that time.

"Qi Hengfei, aren't you afraid of smoking and smoking yourself into lung cancer!" Qi Hengfei finally stopped coughing, wiped the tears that came out of his cough, I don't know if it was the ancient book or the memory of Xu Zhaoyue, smiled and said: "Okay, okay, don't smoke, call the driver to come downstairs to pick us up" Qi Hengfei extinguished the cigarette butt in the ashtray, picked up the coat on the side of the sofa when he got up, and rubbed the hair of the ancient book by the way, and said: "It's like an old mother." Gu Shu combed his hair and whispered complaining: "I don't bother to care about you, if you die, no one will pay me a salary." ”

Qi Hengfei, who walked to the door, didn't hear what the ancient book was talking about, and turned around and asked him

"Why don't you leave?"

"Nothing, nothing, I said I'll inform the driver. Gu Shu pinched a cold sweat in his heart with a haha, but he didn't dare to let him hear it, otherwise he would definitely deduct my bonus.

Qi Hengfei always felt that the winter in Shanghai in the past five years was unusually long, and he always felt that he had to stay up for a long time to see spring. But why didn't you think it before?

In the car, Qi Hengfei asked the ancient book this question.

Gu Shu replied for a long time with the answer of a special elementary school student: "It is estimated that the global greenhouse effect has been well controlled in recent years." ”

Hearing this answer, Qi Hengfei laughed out loud on the spot, he was really a child.

Gu Shu pursed his lips and asked, "Why did Teacher Qi ask this question?" Qi Hengfei thought about it and seemed to be unable to find why, so he had to say: "Just ask casually." Gu Shu rolled his eyes silently, and didn't dare to let Qi Hengfei see it.

Since it was rush hour, the car was stuck in traffic. Qi Heng flew out of his mind and looked at the hurried passers-by wrapped tightly outside the car window, and suddenly a small white thing floated onto the car window, and then turned into a pool of water and slid down the window glass. Before Qi Hengfei came back to his senses, he was surprised when he heard the ancient book on the side

"Teacher Qi, it's snowing!"

Qi Hengfei looked out the window at the passers-by who looked up at the snow in exclamation, and the snow fell gently from the hazy sky to cover this lively and cold city.

He seemed to understand why Shanghai was so cold.

The thing that appears most in Qi Hengfei's house is smoke.

Qi Hengfei loves to smoke.

Smoke when writing songs, play games, smoke when you go to work, and smoke when you're alone.

One after the other, as if they were going to scorch their lungs. Sometimes he lit a cigarette and watched it burn quietly without smoking it, leaving a gray trail on the ground.

At that time, Qi Hengfei was thinking of Xu Zhaoyue.

Xu Zhaoyue is the only person Qi Hengfei has ever loved in his life, more than all.

He still remembers that Xu Zhaoyue called and said to himself happily after checking the college entrance examination results: "We have finally been admitted to the same university!" God knows how much effort and time Xu Zhaoyue, a scumbag, spent to be admitted to the Communication University in Shanghai, and the only motivation to support Xu Zhaoyue to survive the end of his career in high school was because of Qi Hengfei's sentence: "If we are in the same university, we will move out and live together openly." We won't have the pain of a long-distance relationship. ”

This drunken sentence was remembered by Xu Zhaoyue and did it.

That idiot.

Qi Hengfei lit another cigarette. I put it on my slightly dry and flaky lips, and I just remembered it when I was about to take a sip, and it seems that I forgot to put on lipstick today.

When he first came to Shanghai, Qi Hengfei had no way to adapt to the climate. The lips often peel in winter, and if you kiss hard, there will be blood, although there is still a little fun in that case, but Xu Zhaoyue really can't stand it, so she bought Qi Hengfei a dozen lipsticks and forced him to wear them every day, and gradually developed the habit of wearing lipstick every day. But lately, I've been so busy that I even eat casually, how can I remember to wear lipstick.

Qi Hengfei took a deep breath and embedded himself into the sofa.

The smoke rose slowly and heavily, and then dissipated inexorably into the air. Qi Hengfei looked at the bright lights in the distance, as if he was looking for something, and then smiled, he knew that there was no one of his own. The bustling world will always set off loneliness unusually cold, even in the crowd, it will only be cold all over the body.

Gu Shu has been by Qi Hengfei's side for four years, and he is not quick to do things, sometimes he will be confused, and he often babbles, and there are not a few people who want to be Qi Hengfei's assistant, but he has stayed by Qi Hengfei's side for the longest time. Zhang Zhongyu sometimes joked with him: "Where is this kid doing?

Qi Hengfei scolded with a smile: "Put your mother's fart, don't let the dog spit out ivory in his mouth, that kid is almost ten years old, and I'm not a beast." He's a good seedling, don't take him badly. ”

Whether Zhang Zhongyu believes it or not, Qi Hengfei knows in his heart that he really doesn't have those thoughts when he leaves ancient books.

Because of the stubborn energy on the ancient book, it looks like seventeen-year-old Xu Zhaoyue. This is how Xu Zhaoyue broke into Qi Hengfei's heart on a rampage back then, and never went out again. Qi Hengfei also knew that he was quite stupid to find Xu Zhaoyue's shadow in others, some of his predecessors had mouths like him, some noses like him, and some of them laughed like him, but he himself knew that no matter how similar they were, they were not after all.

Sometimes Qi Hengfei would also think about whether Xu Zhaoyue closed the door particularly hard when she broke into her heart, otherwise the sound of the shock would have reverberated for so long. It sounded until he was nearly forty years old, and he still had a voice in his heart.