"I don't know when Li Sheng will be released from prison, but Feng Yan is still doing that. I bowed my head and said.

"......" After hearing this, he also lowered his head silently.

I looked at him from the side, it was very special, not as hateful as before, more helpless. And, I could feel that he was missing his mother.

"Brother, if your father makes money, why don't you reconcile with Feng Yan?" I asked simply.

After asking it, I felt that my question was stupid.

After I was infamous as the "street girl", many people pointed at my backbone and cursed. Now Feng Yan is a well-known street girl, how could Lu Feng want her?

"There are a lot of things you don't know, I heard my dad's brothers say that my dad was in prison because my mom killed him. Moreover, the harm is very strange. ”

"What's the trick?" I asked.

"My dad reported himself that he raped my mom......"

"What?" I asked, puzzled.

"I can't tell, it's complicated, and they didn't say much. However, I feel that when my dad talked about your biological mother just now, it was a little abnormal, like he did something sorry for you, and I think those things must have something to do with your life experience. Lu Li said.

"Well, I feel that way too......"

"Ask him another day! But after all these years, he may not remember it clearly......

&

He drove me home that evening.

Although it is not a familiar road, it is a familiar person and a familiar him.

Lu Li's guardianship is very different from Fu Xiangqin's guardianship.

Fu Xiangqin is like the sun, always shining on me overhead, but my brother is like the sun in my heart, guarding me since I was sensible.

Even when I close my eyes, I can clearly print his face.

His resolute eyebrows, his eyes, his age-inappropriate eyes, his straight nose, and his ruffian-smelling lips when hooked......

I haven't seen him for more than half a year, he's a little taller than me, and I know he'll be taller. I think he's going to be as tall and as strong as his dad.

It's just that I didn't witness his growth.

If I had known that this would be the last time we would have met, I would have talked to him until late.

However, life is not a novel, let alone a TV series.

There was no foreshadowing, no foreshadowing, and there was no news of him again.

When he accompanied me home, I was still thinking about when I would see his dad again and ask for some details about my birth mother.

However, there was no more chance.

I only know that my biological mother is the welcome girl of the big hotel, and I only know that she used to be very beautiful, like a smash hit model. also knows that she fell in love with someone she shouldn't love and became a psychopath.

I didn't even know what her name was, let alone the name of the soldier she fell in love with.

Lu Feng said that he was from the capital, but for me, who had never been out of Hanjiang City, the capital was an unreachable place.

As if he already knew that he would leave, Lu Li took off a ring on his chest and brought it to me.

He said, "You know? People say that when you wear this thing on your body, it can encircle a person's heart." ”

I looked at him a little ignorantly, as if I could sense some special emotion, but I couldn't tell.

"Oh......" I replied simply.

I don't know why, when I met his burning gaze, I felt a little hot on the red.

I was twelve and he was fifteen.

&

I learned the news that Lu Li had left after dinner that night.

I still remember that when Fu Xiangqin was serving me a second bowl of rice, and the bowl was not yet on the table, Officer Zhang came back from outside.

When he closed the door, his face was very gloomy.

"What's wrong? Didn't you say that you won't come back from a mission today?" Fu Xiangqin said and walked into the kitchen: "I haven't eaten it! I'll serve you a bowl of rice." ”

"Didn't eat. He took off his coat, revealing his white undershirt, sat down at the table and glanced at me, his eyes flickered a little, and finally said to Xiangqin without avoiding suspicion: "Didn't you ask me to check on Feng Yan's son a few days ago?

As soon as he said this, I felt that it had something to do with the machine, because when Lu Feng asked me what I saw, the vigilance in his eyes was very strong.

"What's the matter? Isn't it just staying behind the old hotel?" Fu Xiangqin said, bringing him the meal.

Officer Zhang picked up his chopsticks and waved his hand and said, "That place is no longer a hotel, that restaurant was a few years ago, and now it has become a nightclub! You will never guess what Feng Yan's son and his father who has just been released from prison are doing now!"

"What are you talking about, what the hell is going on?" Fu Xiangqin sat down and asked.

After Zhang Liang heard it in the back room, he also curiously opened a crack in the door to eavesdrop (under normal circumstances, he would not eat at the same table with me).

A few days ago, someone discovered that the two of them often haunt nightclubs, and this evening several comrades of the Anti-Narcotics Department took immediate action after receiving a report from an informant! As a result, that Lu Feng thief was a thief! Obviously, he hadn't been doing it for a day or two! Let him run away! Hmph...... I heard that the two of them came back after studying in other places for half a year, but I didn't expect to be betrayed so soon!"

Informants?

Could it be the man who went to him this afternoon?

What is the Drug Enforcement Department?

Is that white thing poisonous?

I had too much curiosity, but I didn't dare to interject a word.

"How old do you say Feng Yan's son is? How can he do that at such a young age! I heard that there are more than how many grams of doing that, but he will be sentenced to death!"

"They're going to be sentenced to death!" Officer Zhang said, slapping the table.

When I heard about the death sentence, I was so frightened that my chopsticks fell to the ground.

"You can talk as you say, what kind of table you shoot! really!" Fu Xiangqin said, leaning over to pick it up for me.

"These drug dealers, one is more shrewd than the other, what a fucking social scourge! Li Fei, you didn't have anything to do with that kid, did you?" Officer Zhang asked, turning his head to look at me.

At that moment, the ring on his neck seemed to have sunk a few pounds, and it was still a little painful.

"No, we don't have a relationship......" I lied. If they knew that I had been to that site in the afternoon, they would have been worried.

"Don't come and go in the future," Fu Xiangqin changed a pair of chopsticks for me, sat next to me and said very carefully: "You are a good boy, he has become a criminal now, you two can't be together, he will definitely teach you badly!

"yes, I see. I said, bowing my head to eat.

However, the rice that was originally soft is like chewing wax at this moment.

After seeing my response, she turned her head and asked Officer Zhang, "Then you say, should I tell Feng Yan the news?"

Officer Zhang was stunned for a moment, then shook his head: "Tell her! However, don't go there again in the future! That place is also a hard-hit area for drugs." ”

"Is it??" Fu Xiangqin couldn't believe it.

"We have a lot of crackdowns here, much better than some areas in the south, but there are still a lot of social tumors entrenched there! We must pay more attention. And there is no criminal written on the face of this criminal, and there is no sign on the face of the pickpocket, and those murderous things that seem to have nothing to do with us will always appear around us in a wonderful way! Therefore, if we are alive, we should be more vigilant. Officer Zhang said, stared at me again and said, "And Li Fei, you should also watch her more, but don't let her go to that area again." ”

"She's not going! Really, can you not mention that matter in the future?" Fu Xiangqin said with a blank look.

&

That night, at the age of twelve, I experienced insomnia for the first time.

Unfamiliar words rushed into my ears.

Drug production, criminals, anti-narcotics, social tumors, death penalty ......

Touching the ring on his chest, the entangled night was uneasy, the kind of worry, worry, was very uncomfortable.

As Officer Zhang said, many, many things seem to be far away from us, but if we don't watch out for them, those bad things will be silent, and people will be trapped in prison unconsciously.

But isn't that what life is all about?

You never know what God will arrange for you next, after my brother was labeled as a criminal, when my brother became involved in drugs, I thought it was a top priority. No one else can ever sin again.

However, life will always slap you in the face and tell you that you are still naïve.

After that day, Fu Xiangqin told Feng Yan the news of Lu Li, and also told her that Lu Li followed his father to other places. Now, they are being targeted by the Hangang City Police Department, and they will not be able to come back in the future.

I asked Feng Yan what she said after hearing the news.

After Fu Xiangqin heard my question, she didn't make a sound, sighed with tears in her eyes, and walked to the bedroom door.

When he walked at the door of the bedroom, he half-turned his head and said, "You are still young...... When you grow up and become a mother. At that time, if you think about this Feng Yan again, you will know what it feels like to 'have a dead heart'......"

It's true that I'm still young, but I can understand the feeling of being dead.

The last time I went to Feng Yanna, I said my test results. When I left, I saw "heart death" in her eyes.

Gray, even the signs at the door, the migrant workers walking, and the hawkers at that time were all gray......

Then, half a year later, Feng Yan really died.

I often wonder if Fu Xiangqin hadn't told Feng Yan about Lu Li, would she have died?

I don't think so, but I think she's probably going to die.

It's just that, perhaps, she won't die so struggling.

No, it should be described as hideous......

……

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