006: Feng Li is back
When I saw Feng Yan take off her pants without thinking, I was a little stunned!
When I saw the man take off, my whole body was instantly empty!
Not curiosity, not fear, not fear!
It's not blank, it's empty.
It's like you've seen a landscape you've never seen before. The scenery is not beautiful, but it is not chaotic, it just makes you feel very strange and shocked......
At that time, you will think, the world... There is still such a "landscape"?
And then, my shock continued to rise!
The man turned his back, Feng Yan sat on the edge of the bed, and after a light beating of his arm on the man's small belly, he let go and said, "You can't!"
"Add money, add money!" said the man.
Feng Yan knelt in front of the man at once, and her long curly hair dyed yellow immediately swayed back and forth.
Then, the man went in. It's like Feng Yan pointed between my legs and asked Li Sheng if he had gone in!
At that moment, I had forgotten about my shyness and mistakes, and my eyes widened as I watched all the next moves of the two of them. Every movement of them was so clearly imprinted in my mind......
Feng Yan's shouts and the sound of the man hitting her ass shook my soul!
At that time, I felt as if my heart was being beaten by the man's violent movements! I went up all at once, and my face was red and red! I covered my mouth vigorously and didn't make a sound!
I remembered that Feng Yan said to me that Li Sheng wanted me to give birth to him. So, at that time, my definition of Miss became - Miss is to have a child with a stranger.
……
That night, five men came.
Lying on the bed, I heard all Feng Yan's words and voices clearly. At that time, the little head didn't know the true meaning of the street girl.
So, the more I think about it, the more scared I get. So many strange men, so many hits.
No wonder Feng Li ran away, was he also scared? He also heard it so clearly like me, right!?
Will he go to see it like I did? watching his mother and men ......
He's going to be in pain, right?
Definitely, yes.
It was like bullying someone, and he would definitely run up and hit him.
That night, Feng Yan was "busy" until late before going upstairs to sleep.
She lay down on the bed across from me and exhaled as if she was tired.
At that moment, I felt so pitiful for her, but when I remembered her laughing and saying "come again", I felt that she seemed to be very happy.
Is it pity or happiness? Why do you do this? I can't figure it out, I feel uncomfortable in my heart, and I can't express a kind of embarrassment and boredom. It's like there's a lot of fine soil stuffed in my heart.
When you close your eyes, you can see the impact of the scenes, and when you open your eyes, her laughter and screams are echoing.
At that moment, I really wanted Feng Li to be by my side. He would cover my ears tightly, and he would tell me with his strong eyes that it was okay.
……
The next day, I woke up early.
Although I hadn't slept all night, I still couldn't sleep nervously.
She slept soundly.
I didn't dare to quarrel with her, so I tiptoed downstairs. Under the big table at the door, he took out the steamed buns that he hadn't eaten last night, and looked out the window while nibbling.
A group of people were standing at the intersection early in the morning.
After the half-pocket car came, the men and women in dirty clothes swarmed up. The occupants of the car opened the door, stood in the driver's seat, leaned out half of their bodies and shouted for the woman who had squeezed up to get down.
A few sturdy women reluctantly climbed out of the car.
Looking at so many people, I don't know what they do.
Those who ate something and drank some water were sleepy. I didn't want to go upstairs, and I didn't want to go to that little room, so I sat down in the old old barber chair and slept for a while.
At noon, I was woken up by the sound of ping-pong stir-frying. When I turned my head, the door was open. She squatted in the doorway and stir-fryed. There is no range hood or anything, you can only fry there.
"Went wash your face and eat. She said.
I washed my face and went to the couch to get ready to eat.
"What did you hear last night?" she said, nonchalantly chewing on something.
"I didn't hear anything. I whispered as I grabbed the shriveled steamed bun.
"Poof! haha... What a stupid Li Fei!"
She snorted and laughed inexplicably.
I shook the rice she had sprayed on my hand and looked at her with a puzzled expression.
She looked at me a little blankly, moved the small bench under her buttocks, straightened up as if to see me through, and said, "If you hear it, you hear it." It's all women, and it's indispensable. ”
After finishing speaking, the corners of her mouth were still coldly curled, which made me feel that she no longer looked like a mother, but like a big sister.
"Why did you give birth to those men?" I asked.
"What?" she frowned, and froze!
I gestured to the small room next to me.
She glanced at the room, then at the corner of the stairs, and immediately understood, and after a casual glance at me, she began to eat as if nothing had happened.
I saw that she didn't speak, so I went to eat food.
As soon as she took a bite, she suddenly asked, "How did you feel when you saw me having a baby with someone else?"
With chopsticks in my mouth, I remembered those images in my head, and tears somehow welled up in my eyes.
Holding chopsticks, he trembled and said, "I want to... Want to hit them......"
When she heard this, her eyes turned red all of a sudden.
With tears in his eyes, he slammed his chopsticks!
"Hit, fight......,
I didn't expect her to react like this, and I was immediately confused.
She pointed out the door, "Do you see?
I followed the direction she was pointing and saw two women squatting on the curb across the street. The two men were about forty years old, wearing somewhat dirty torn jackets, with the kind of red headscarves that rural women like to wear, and their round bodies squatted there, bloated like two balls.
Holding a large plastic cup in one hand and pinching dry food in the other, there was a mouthful of food.
"Do you know what those women do?" she asked, gesturing and asking.
I shook my head. I only remember seeing them climb into the car in the morning and be driven down again.
"Do you think they're pitiful?" she asked.
"Hmm. ”
"Do you think they're pitiful or am I pitiful?"
"No man bullied them. "I wanted to say that Feng Yan was pitiful, but I didn't dare to say it.
"How do you know that no man is bullying them? Okay, yes, you, you're going to let them do what they can do with me?
Her words, I could vaguely understand at that moment. It was as if she was saying that the two women were ugly and that she was prettier than them.
She opened the conversation endlessly, saying how hard she worked every night to what time she stayed up, and how pitiful those women were who worked tirelessly and couldn't make much money, but I didn't listen.
"Did you hear what I said? Do you know how hard I'm a mother?"
I looked at her blankly, and I couldn't say anything bitter about her.
"What a stupid Li Fei, eat your food!" she scolded angrily and then stood up from her seat.
"They, they don't mean ......," I involuntarily said what was in my heart.
After she heard this, she turned around suddenly, bent over, and asked indifferently: "Li Fei, tell me, what is a cheapness!?"
I have only heard these two words in the scolding of others. However, let me describe that I don't know what a slutty is.
"Where am I bitched?" she asked again, bent over.
Seeing her slightly angry look, I put down my chopsticks and ran straight upstairs.
And she kept scolding down there.
"It's still cheap!?little fart, kid, do you know what a lowly is?Their women are cheap! No money is cheap! I don't even bother to tell you the truth that you laugh at the poor and don't laugh at prostitutes, you dead girl is the same as your brother, you don't know what to do! Is it easy for me to make money every day!?"
"You're not ashamed! you take off your clothes and show them to others!" I replied as I listened to her scolding, and sat on the bed pretending to be bold.
She ran upstairs, stood in front of me, and looked at me with both hands, "I'm not ashamed? I'll take off my clothes? Okay! I'm cheap according to what you say! I'm cheap! So are you cheap? Ah? Li Sheng hasn't undressed you? Li Sheng hasn't seen your bare ass?
"I'm not cheap! I know ...... shame," I replied, remembering those things and tears welling up in my eyes.
"Fart!"
As she spoke, she slapped me on the head in an angry manner. He bent down and poked my head with his finger and continued to scold: "Who the isn't ashamed! Can you fill your stomach? Can you make money?"
"Woo......"
"You're crying when you're so big! You're crying a fart! You're a little begging for food, and you're still playing with me? Why don't you know how ashamed you are when you reach out to someone to ask for food!? Tell you, you're living too comfortably now! When you run out of money, when you're hungry and panicked, you know that shame is a fart!"
I kept my head down, unable to say a word. It's not good to speak, so she is so good at scolding.
When she saw that I didn't speak, she didn't give up and asked me, "Do you know?"
I kept my head down and didn't speak.
When she saw that I was so stubborn, she said angrily: "You just owe! You give me two days not to eat, and I can reflect upstairs!"
She slammed the door and locked it!
If it's locked, it's locked, and she's starving me, won't she?
However, in the evening, something happened that made me want to open the door in a hurry.
Because Feng Li is back......
That evening, as I was sleeping in a daze, I heard an argument below!
Hurry up and listen!
"When will you be able to stop?"
"Leave me alone!!" Feng Li said loudly.
I heard his voice and hurried to pull on the door, but it was dead!
I was about to slam on the door when I suddenly heard Feng Li say, "My dad has been released from prison!!!"
When I heard that, I was stunned!
His dad got out of jail? He's leaving!