For more than two months, "Refrigeration" has written 370,000 words, writing until late at night every day, and writing 10,000 words yesterday, very tired and tired. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info just told me to help this book apply for non-strong shelves, the potential meaning of this term, is that the book is hopeless, for the sake of no merit and hard work, start to charge, so write down every month will give a thousand dollars of basic manuscript fees, equivalent to the minimum basic salary, a little frustrated, this time failed again, but also deeply understand a truth, some things, not just by hard work, can be changed.

I just looked at the data of "Refrigeration", the number of words is already 370,000, but there are only more than 160,000 clicks, and the collection is even worse than 2600, this is an absolute hit on the street, after the shelving charge, this data will be less, maybe only more than 1000 clicks per week, and the number of people who pay to read is only a few dozen people, but, I want to say, I have tried my best, I have been writing for a few years, and the number of words written down has added up to more than 1 million words, but I haven't figured out how to write online novels. A few days ago, I went to a forum and asked some professionals, and they said that I am not suitable for writing online novels, and I am suitable for writing traditional types of novels, in fact, I also know this, but the threshold for writing traditional types of novels is too high, and I can't make money except publishing.

Now the purpose of my writing is no longer to express my emotions, no longer to write poems, no longer to reveal the essence of my heart, I have to start thinking about survival, I have to think about "money" - this word that was once humble but is now becoming more and more noble and will become the only purpose of life in the future. I can't do anything I want anymore, I have to think about how to make money in this matter, how to exchange the thick stack of paper I wrote down word by word for a thin stack of small and delicate red paper. I want to make a lot of money, so that my father can no longer work hard, so that my mother can travel all over the world, so that my sister will no longer worry about the problem of the house, so that my future woman can carry a LV bag, and I will also buy toys for my children in ten years.

In fact, a long, long time ago, I began to think about the problem of survival, trying to get rid of the warm wings of my parents, starting to try in my second year of high school, when I wrote news articles for online games, I could earn a few hundred yuan a month for living expenses, after graduating from high school, I began to write online novels, at that time, I wrote very slowly, I could only write two or three thousand words in five or six hours, at that time, I had not bought a computer, I could only go to the Internet café every day to write, in the smoke-filled and turbid air, in the hot and dry air, in my most youthful years, but I wrote childish words, those words were drowned in the impetuous online world, and those words with blood were drowned in hazy and damp memoriesI wrote word by word, until two or three o'clock in the morning, when even the smell of smoke had dissipated in the Internet café, I left, stepped on the night, braved the night rain, went back to school, climbed over the high fence, returned to the dormitory, they were all asleep, greeted my return with snoring, then took a shower, washed away the residual heat in the Internet café with cold water, waited on the balcony for their hair to dry, and finally fell asleep. I got up at six o'clock the next day for morning class, and I couldn't help falling asleep in class, and sometimes when I woke up, the classroom was empty, leaving only the quiet air, and I don't know how long it had been since class......

However, even so, I still failed, hundreds of thousands of words could not be written, all the blood was smeared on the ground, and those most brilliant flowers bloomed in the most erosive land.

Countless people have said that online novels are the best kind of novels to write, even if you don't even fail the essay, even if you haven't even read a world famous book, even if you don't even understand a rhetorical device, it doesn't matter, as long as you can type, this is the threshold of online novels - as long as you can type. But why do I think it's so difficult? It's been a few years, and I haven't succeeded until now, and the works I write are still hitting the streets, am I not grasping the heart of the online novel?

What does it take to capture its heart?

But I can't help but write, because I haven't reached the height of publishing, I can only write online novels, I already have a very clear life plan, writing online novels is only the first step, after becoming famous, I began to transform into writing traditional novels in the second step, taking the publishing route, publishing is a high threshold, non-Guo Jingming Han and the like can't be touched, I am far from being as good as them, so I can't put it in the first step to achieve it, I can only climb the threshold of publishing step by step in the low-threshold online novels......

But even this first step is so difficult, how can we talk about the second step?

In three months, I will get my graduation certificate, and then I will have to look for a job, I have less time to write, I can only write after I come back from work every day, dragging my tired body to write, I don't want to be a small employee in a company for the rest of my life, I have to hide from my boss even playing a game, I don't want to be like others, after graduating from college, I will find a job with a professional counterpart, do it for a lifetime, I don't like my major, I don't like this kind of work, I want to do what I like, my deadline is 25 years old, before the age of 25, I must write successfully, when the time comes, I will quit my job and fight for my publishing dream。

I continue to write, I still have 4 years to go, and now I only have 370,000 words, so what about after 3.7 million words?

Huang Huayi, March 21, 2011