When Mei Niang said that I was not cheap, I felt like she was praising me.

However, this kind of compliment can make people feel very uncomfortable......

"You've seen Ah Zhu, and you know Feng Yan even better, you should know why they died later, right?" Mei Niang asked staringly.

It was more like a question, and she wanted to see how much I knew about it.

"Spider...... She used to be a left-behind child, and later when she was a princess at KTV, she fell in love with a man and gave birth to a child. The child was left behind by the southern family, and Ah Zhu always wanted to earn money to redeem the child, but the child suddenly fell ill and died that year. When the child died, she didn't want to live. Feng Yan too, after my brother Lu Li left, she didn't have much hope......"

"Yes, I'll just say you're smart...... They are already desperate, thinking about making money to change their lives, but in reality, where do they want to change? Under multiple blows, if they are not psychologically strong, they will not last long...... The feeling of becoming more and more desperate and helpless is like a bottomless pit......"

As she spoke, I thought about the bottomless pit, and I instantly felt a little breathless.

She got up from the couch and walked to the floor-to-ceiling sliding door on the balcony and opened it.

Swinging his long hair behind his shoulders, he asked in a light tone, "Do you want to drink water?"

I shook my head.

She picked up a headband and tied her hair very skillfully.

That hairstyle instantly reminded me of the way Feng Yan looked when she first took me to meet her in the early years. That's how she had her hairstyle back then.

So, he asked curiously: "Mei Niang, when you first saw me, you still thought about selling me, why are you ...... now?"

"Because you belonged to the ranks of cheap back then. ”

"Huh?"

"Back then, when I saw you for the first time, Feng Yan dressed you up so old, you grew tall, who knows how old you are?

"At that time, I did have a bit of a ......," I recall. At that time, I was a little bit of a little bit who grew up with my environment.

(At that time, I watched Feng Yan pick up customers all day long, and watched Ah Spider and them pick up customers, and my thinking had already changed in essence.) If Ah Zhu hadn't died back then, if it hadn't been for Fu Xiangqin who had put me out under pressure. At this moment, I will never hesitate in the face of the KTV environment.

On the contrary, they will happily run in to earn men's money......

When I think about it like this, I feel that the effect of a person's growth environment on a person is really terrifying. No wonder, when the ancestors taught those who wanted to change their fate, they would always say: one life, two fortunes, three feng shui, four virtues and five readings!

Fortune is your birth, this comes first, luck is everyone's luck, comes second! The first two are almost all determined by God, and the most important third is Feng Shui. Feng Shui is the environment in which we grow...... The ancients were truly wise. ）

Mei Niang poured herself a glass of water and stood aside and took a few sips: "To be honest, I don't think I'm really the kind of old ghost you say, I think I'm much better than those people." Those people are pure scum, they don't care if you are cheap or not, as long as you are a woman, she will tempt you to let you in. However, this society is like this, there are always some sluts who see money and open their eyes. What kind of bullshit morality and righteousness, they don't care!"

"Well, I can see it. Like Yunfei's Sister Bing, they only have money in their eyes, no matter whether you are desperate or voluntary, they will want to win people over and help make money. ”

"I'm different, I never try to woo anyone, or force someone to do this. If they come voluntarily, they are cheap by nature, so I will arrange for them to do more work. Do they have the desire to make money! I don't like them very much, like Ah Zhu and Feng Yan, and the kind of women they are forced to come to work have emotions on their faces, and they can serve good men with emotions? Men are not fools, and if it weren't for Ah Zhu's youth, I wouldn't have taken her in! However, when I heard that her child had died, I knew that the girl was not far from death! In our industry, there are more women like that. She said lightly.

And underneath that understatement is a bottomless society.

However, even if it is bottomless, I still want to try.

"Mei Niang, do you think I have to take this road to save my father?"

"Isn't that obvious?" she said with a smile and spread her hands, "There is a good saying, if you don't go to hell, who will go to hell......?"

It's just that the look is no longer a tricky temptation, but a curiosity full of anticipation, "You said you are so smart, and the conditions are so good......"

"—If the conditions are good, can you do something else? Can you be a model?" She didn't finish, and I couldn't wait to say it.

I'm repulsed by that kind of "hell"!

Very repulsive......

The last time I went to Yunfei, for me, it was just a temptation!

I just want to see if I can fit in, I just want to see what those men and women are doing in there!

But, as a result, I didn't feel like I could fit in.

"Model? Heh, you do have a model body. But if you don't go to school, why don't you make money as a model?"

As soon as Mei Niang said this, I felt that what I just asked was a bit idiotic.

"I just had a whim......," I said, masking it.

"Alright, you're in such good condition, you should be a sought-after commodity in your county! So, you don't have to be like those girls of theirs. She said with an unusually mysterious smile.

"What do you mean?"

"God gave you such a good body, not for you to waste and waste it by yourself! Not for you to lower your posture and mess with those girls! You must know that if you are excellent, you are excellent! An excellent person will never despise himself!"

Mei Niang's words woke me up little by little, and I began to have a little understanding, but it was not so clear.

It always felt like she was a mentor, painting me this vague scene.

But am I really good?

Last time I was in Yunfei, I was connected three times without makeup!

And they are all the first to be pointed.

This should be considered an excellent one, right?

She walked up to me step by step, and her state was different from when she first entered the door.

At that time, she was cold, and now she is like an elder educating the younger generation, her tone is cold and serious, but her eyes are unusually serious.

My instinct told me that she wanted to pass on some experience from the bottom of her heart......

"Murphy, you must know that in this world, there is a need for our group, and it will always exist in this society. This is something you can't change, and it's out of your control, so your current sensitivity is very naïve......

"You know, men have men's ways, and women have women's ways. When men are desperate and unable to survive, what will they do? They will go to the road of breaking the law and committing crimes, pornography, gambling, drugs, and the like, and they will crooked ways and fight to make money! What about women? Women do not have the strong body and combat effectiveness of men? Can you fight? All you have is the unique resources that you have as a woman. ”

"...... resources?"

"Yes, you don't have the resources to attract men, although you don't have that strong body, but they do! When men are cornered, they rely on the brute strength of their bodies to break the law and obtain ill-gotten gains, and they will fight in a bloody way! What about women? Women should use their soft bodies, our women's unique sixth sense, and our women's affection and delicacy to change their fate......

"We are completely different from men! Men can run all over the world! Kill him for thousands of miles! But we women can't......

"We need to play with our bodies and minds! How big a world you can play with is all up to the body and brain that God has given you! So, remember, don't waste ...... If you don't know how to use your own body and brain, then you will become someone else's tool, and then, slowly, slowly, slowly become a stinky thing that men are tired of playing......!"

"Stinky ......"

"Yes, just like a spider!"

"Then what should I do? Mei Niang, can you teach me?"

She walked towards me step by step, bent over, put her hands on the armrests of the sofa on either side of me, slowly leaned over, and stared at me carefully almost with her face on her face: "Murphy, everyone is different, all I can teach you is to let you understand the world you are going to face next." That dirty place in your eyes......"

"I ......" I'm still a little repulsed.

"Have you forgotten that you're desperate now?"

Her voice was close to her ears, ghostly and alarming,

I said in a trembling voice, "Isn't it...... It's time to lay down. ”

After hearing this, she smiled and walked to the sunlight on the balcony, and raised her hand high, as if receiving the moisture of the sun, "You can not let go of your body." If you had the brain of my age, and your sixteen-year-old body, you wouldn't have to sell your body to play with those men!, but ......," she said, turning her head and smiling, "but you're only sixteen...... You're not a fairy, it's okay to deceive a fledgling young man, but can you play with those old perverted men? When you can play with them, you're ......often old."

"I'm precocious, I should be able to. I stood up and said.

"Have you ever been in love?" she asked suddenly.

I shook my head, but when I remembered Lu Li's coming, I nodded again.

"Huh...... Look at your hesitant appearance, you haven't talked about it at all! This matter is the same as love, only when you have experienced the pain of love can you know that love is deep, and only when you have experienced hatred can you know the depth of love. You guys haven't experienced it, how can you play with them? Okay, I've said everything I need to say, I still have something to do at noon, it's time to change my clothes and go......"

With that, she stepped aside and picked up the teacup and rinsed her mouth.

I knew that she was sending off guests, so I hurriedly got up and thanked her: "Thank you, Mei Niang." ”

She walked over, touched my face lightly and said, "Murphy, you are very smart, remember these words I said to you, heh... I think you're a woman... It's not easy. I'm only sixteen years old this year, and my future is really limitless......"

"Xie Meiniang. ”

"Finally, I would like to remind you, although your woman's face is not light or light, and she will pretend to be stupid, but Mei Niang, I know that your bones are too hard. However, you must know that when you step into this industry, you will be a slut in the eyes of everyone! Therefore, no matter what grievances you have, you must swallow them in your stomach, and you must not feel that you are a virgin tree......

"I see. I nodded.

"Hmph, okay, I know what's going on in your head, just try whatever you want...... Anyway, children of your age, don't crash into the south wall, you don't know what the old man is saying! Let's go......

I bent down to thank me and prepared to leave.

When he reached the door, he opened the door and glanced back at her.

Her gaze told me she really knew what I wanted to try......

I want to try to be a different "princess".

Mei Niang said that people who have not experienced pain do not understand what love is.

She said that if she hasn't experienced men, she can't play with men.

This sounds true,

However, I disagree.

Love is something that people want to have, not because it makes our hearts ache, but because it has the power to make us happy and hopeful.

I'm a man I haven't experienced, and I admit I'm too young. However, Mei Niang seems to have forgotten that I have experienced life in the labor market, and I have that kind of "cheap" realization in my heart.

Although I am young, I am no longer pure.

My sixteen-year-old appearance and "innocence" are just an illusion.