Back in my hometown, I bought some easily digestible vegetables on the way.

Approaching dusk, when I stood on the path and looked at the three words "collect waste" on the wall of my yard, I was not lonely, only strong.

When I got home, I got food for my father.

My father's recovery speed is still relatively ideal, and he can sit and lie down. It's just that his face still looks a little weak.

The first thing I said was, "Did you take any money from you to pay Xiangqin's mother?"

"Accept it, give me 500 and take 200. ”

"Oh, good boy. As he spoke, he sat up from his bed.

"Well, why did you come back and look at your face like an adult's face, what did you think?"

I paused for a moment, thinking about "laughing", but I felt that it was too fake, so I simply raised my head and said seriously: "I want to get a part-time job, and when I went back this time, I heard my mother Xiangqin quarrel with Officer Zhang." Officer Zhang was trapped in losing money by speculating in stocks, and he didn't know how many years he would be able to return to his capital, so I still had to earn my own tuition fees or something. ”

"How do you earn?" my father surprisingly didn't criticize me.

"I don't go to the evening self-study at night, I go out to wash the dishes and serve a bowl, it's okay. "I said this, but I thought in my heart, those who live can't really earn a lot of money.

"Alas, during the day today, Lao Xu also called, saying that my body is like this, and some waste products have been temporarily contracted by others, and they will not be sent to us. ”

"What!?" I was anxious when I heard it.

Over the years, we have always relied on Lao Xu and them to deliver waste products, and then we put them together and sell them.

But now, it has left us at this juncture......

"Don't get excited, Lao Xu has to think about himself. He thought that my body was not good and I couldn't do so much work, so he said that. ”

"I can't do this!" I stood up and went straight back to my bedroom.

Just now I said that Fu Xiangqin can't pay the tuition, and now the income on my father's side has been cut off.

In that case, I might as well go straight to school and do something else!

"Murphy, stop me!" cried out to my father.

I stood by the doorframe and looked back at him.

The old window was open, the slanting sun was shining on the glass, and the dim light made his face a little older.

"If you don't go to school, our family will always go downhill! Your father and I are people who understand and know the principle that knowledge changes fate. We're not at the point of dropping out of school yet, and you can't drop out of school anyway......

"Moreover, my medicine bill used to be seventy or eighty a day, but now after Dr. Liu secretly reimburses us a part, it is only fifty or sixty a day. You go to work-study, and I support you, but if you are tired, go back to your parsley mother quickly!"

Looking at the wrinkles on my father's old face, my heart wrinkled too.

The family is poor and everything is declining, it is true.

It's just that the work-study I am talking about is too much different from the work-study in his eyes.

If washing a dish and washing a dish can give a desperate woman a new life. Then the world is too kind to me.

"Anyway, I won't allow you to drop out of school!" said my father, looking at me with a firm look.

"I'm not dropping out, but if you're going to let me go back to Celery's mom, I'll quit!" I said, closing the bedroom door.

……

Back in the bedroom, listening to my father's sighs, I took out my notebook and wrote all the words of Mei Niang on it.

I need to know exactly what I want to do in the future!

If there's one thing I'm a little smarter than anyone else, it's that I'm never going to cross a river by feeling a stone!

I will use my own brain and methods to try to see the unknown and dark circle clearly, as if I want to see a muddy river clearly.

The water is too deep!

I will only go down to the river only after I have seen all the stones in the river.

If I can't see clearly, I'll be dead!

Once, I believed in Ah Spider, but now I have changed to Mei Niang.

After all, Ah Zhu did not enter this circle willingly, she was forced to step in, and looked at those women with colored eyes, and Mei Niang said that there are everyone in this circle, some are forced, but there are also those who give up themselves for money and do whatever it takes.

There are also people like Liu Suyun who want to make money to change themselves......

In the midst of various ideological conflicts, I found that Azhu was not particularly correct.

Ah Zhu was only seventeen years old when she died, and Mei Niang is now almost fifty years old. The two are not only of the same age, but also have different realms of understanding.

As I said earlier, we look at things differently at each stage.

After looking for Mei Niang today, I chose to accept Mei Niang's "answer".

In my heart, I am much more determined than before.

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That night, after sorting out the things for his parents, he went to Wei Zizhou's house.

Wei Zizhou is very familiar with Yunfei Leopard Master, and these are some resources that I should make good use of.

When I opened the door, I heard the sound of water in the bathroom next to me.

found that someone was taking a bath, and then listened carefully that it was two people - Zhang Yang and Wei Zizhou!

"Give me the soap,......," Zhang Yang shouted.

"On the ground, pick it up yourself!" Wei Zizhou shouted.

"Can you bring it to me and die?"

"Pick it up, hurry up, ......," Wei Zizhou said, as if he had begun to bully Zhang Yang.

"Ahem!I'm back!" I shouted in the living room.

Then, I heard the sound of crackling basins in the bathroom and water messing up, "I said Wei Zizhou, you are so excited!"

"Smack!", and the door opened.

Wei Zizhou, surrounded by a white towel, walked to the bedroom with an embarrassed face but pretended to be calm, "Heh...... Coming back?"

"Well, your hair isn't dry. ”

"Oh, Zhang Yang is in a hurry to take a bath, I'll go into the house and wipe. He "laughed" and went into his room.

At that moment, looking at Wei Zizhou's face, he immediately remembered Lu Li.

Then, I remembered the desperate man Mei Niang said.

Lu Li is also cornered, right?

followed his father to the territory of Nanyun, and was almost swept by the anti-drug team, and after his father's death, he has no news until now.

I don't know if he received my letter.

All this, as Mei Niang said, when they are forced by life to embark on that road, it is impossible to turn back.

Think about your own future, and think about his future.

When we meet, will he look down on me?

After a while,

Zhang Yang came out.

He was not as cold as Wei Zizhou, and he came directly wet to hug me.

When people are not in the mood, they are too lazy to hide.

He thought I was going to dodge and pounced, only to stop the car when he was so close.

His eyes looked through his wet hair, and he stared at me and asked, "What's wrong......?"

"Hmm. I replied simply.

"Are you still worried about your dad?"

"Will you let me be quiet?" I whispered.

He put the back of his hand on my cheek and said affectionately, "Honey, you're my girlfriend...... Do you have anything to say to me?"

Wei Zizhou walked past the two of us with a towel, and just when he heard that sentence, he took the towel and slapped him on the head, saying, "Don't you be so disgusting?"

When I saw them arguing, I went back to the bedroom in a huff.

was lying on the bed, thinking about those thoughts, Zhang Yang pushed open the door and walked in directly.

I thought he would change his clothes, but I didn't expect him to come in with just a big pants.

The big black pants are still Wei Zizhou's......

Just as I was about to get up, he jumped on my bed and lay directly on his side beside me.

Holding his head with one hand and pressing my shoulder with the other, he looked at me with a smile and said, "Isn't this posture a boyfriend?"

"......" I was stunned and didn't respond. I didn't treat him as a real man at all.

Wei Zizhou turned on the music in the room, and Zhang Yang turned his head and shouted: "Zizhou, can you turn off your music quietly?

After hearing this, Wei Zizhou walked directly to the door of our bedroom, and after seeing the two of us lying on the bed, he said to Zhang Yang: "If your hands are not honest, I am welcome!"

"It's not honest!" Zhang Yang turned his head and smiled, and immediately put his hand on my belly.

I slapped him and kicked him to the ground.

Wei Zizhou bent his mouth and smiled: "Zhang Yang, I think it may be difficult for you to live like a man in your life......"

"Get out of ......" Zhang Yang covered his back and grinned exaggeratedly.

Wei Zizhou shrugged his shoulders and closed the door for the two of us, and continued to go back to listen to music.

"You're so ruthless!" he said, returning to bed.

Boldly continued to lie beside me, making me face to face at his almost perfect face.

That's the fairness and delicacy that women are a little jealous of......

"Do you know how many women will go crazy if you look at me like this?"

"Phew......" I laughed and snorted softly.

I have to say that Zhang Yang is a boy who can make people happy unconsciously.

"What's going on?" I'll relieve you......" he said, leaning on his arm, looking at me.

I pillowed my hands and asked softly, "What do you think will become if I fall?"

"Fall, what kind of fall?"

"For example, if you have close contact with a man and are touched by many people, you have to smile and flatter others and drink with them. ”

"Huh!"

"What are you laughing at?"

"Why haven't I heard of this kind of work in the world!?"

Gap!

When he said this sentence lightly and truthfully, I felt the gap between me and Zhang Yang.

Whether it's life experience, experience, or maturity.

Because of this simple dialogue, the distance is torn apart.

"Forget it, you go to sleep......" My eyes darkened.

"I said, why are you women so weird...... It was fine just now, but it will be sunny and cloudy again, tsk, a woman's heart is a needle!"

"Do you know the princess of the song?" I asked, sitting up and looking down.

He straightened up slowly, blinked dryly, and asked suspiciously, "Is it the kind of Yunfei that wears some black stockings, dyes her hair of various colors, and can be seen from a kilometer away with foundation?"

"yes......"

"What's wrong with them?" Zhang Yang asked me rhetorically.

"Do you know what they do?"

"I don't know...... I only know that it is quite expensive, and I heard that it costs five or six hundred yuan to spend it once! We are all students, how can we have that spare money to go! However, you will not be ......."

"I want to try ......"

"You're going to do that? and, then...... That's what you just said, that kind of touching?"

"Hmm. ”

"Holy!"

Zhang Yang, jumped off the bed with a rub, and slipped out without saying a word!

Just as I was about to get out of bed and turn off the lights, Wei Zizhou suddenly pushed in.

"What? I heard Zhang Yang say, you want to go to Yunfei to be a princess?" Wei Zizhou said with a serious face, with a very unhappy taste of contempt in his eyes: "What?