Feng Yan refused to leave.

However, Li Sheng was determined to let her go.

Feng Yan knelt down in front of Li Sheng with a plop, tugged at his trouser leg and said, "I've been with you for more than four years, I don't have any work, Feng Li's father is still in prison, if you let me go!, how can I support him!?"

A trace of intense disdain flashed in Li Sheng's eyes, and with a "smack", a mouthful of spit directly on Feng Yan's face, pointing at his nose and scolding: "You son of a bitch, who said that you could give birth to a child for me! You fucking fart! It's been four or five fucking years, have you ever been pregnant once? You're a fucking chicken that can't lay eggs!!Get out! Get out of here now!!"

As he spoke, he kicked Feng Yan in the chest.

Feng Li came home late, and when he saw this scene the moment he opened the door, he rushed up directly and beat Li Sheng! But he was only a fourteen-year-old junior high school student, how could he beat Li Sheng, an old rascal?

was directly knocked out of the house!

The howl of the ghost crying wolf resounded throughout the corridor!

"Stop fighting! Stop fighting! Let's go! Let's go!!" Feng Yan pulled Li Sheng and begged for mercy.

Li Sheng took out seven or eight hundred yuan from his pocket, threw it on Feng Yan's face, pointed to the room and said, "Go in! I'll give you ten minutes to pack up your things and leave!!"

Feng Yan walked into the room with her hair scattered, and I looked at her in a daze, my brain blank.

With a hint of pity in her eyes, she glanced at me and went into the bedroom.

I didn't want her to go, so I ran to Feng Yan's house like crazy and hugged her from behind!

For more than four years, from the time she first came, I asked me to call her "Mom", but I didn't shout a word!

Now, as if he couldn't control it, he shouted one after another: "Mom, Mom, don't go, don't leave me!"

Although Feng Yan is spicy, her heart is also fleshy!

His body trembled for a while, "Fei! This is all fate!

"Don't roll !! yet" Li Sheng had an extra rolling pin in his hand and shouted loudly while standing at the door.

Feng Yan was obviously scared, so she hurriedly picked up her luggage and walked out!

When he walked to the door, he suddenly saw Feng Li standing at the door blocking the way.

At that moment, I seemed to see a savior, and I rushed up and grabbed his hand, "Brother, what should I do? What should I do!?"

Seeing this, Feng Yan hurriedly grabbed his hand and said, "Let go! I can't feed you two! Your father won't let your sister follow me!"

"He's not my dad!" he said hatefully.

At that time, my brother was fourteen years old. Although he is not much taller than me, his eyes are much, much stronger than mine. The bones are very hard. Stood there, motionless.

Li Sheng was annoyed!

I rushed over with a rolling pin!

Feng Yan was anxious, grabbed Feng Li's clothes and tugged at them, "Hurry up!

Feng Li held my hand, turned around and ran with me!

"Little rabbit cub, I'll tell you to run!" Li Sheng ran over, looked at Feng Li's arm, and hit him fiercely!

Feng Li's lips opened slightly, gritted his teeth tightly, and didn't shout.

"Bastard, don't beat my son!" Feng Yan was so excited that she hugged Li Sheng.

Feng Li stared at him deadly, but that arm was obviously deformed!

Li Sheng knocked down Feng Yan with an elbow, and the "bang" was another stick, and Feng Li fainted directly in the corridor!

"Wow!", I cried straight out!

"You go, you go!" I pushed them hard, I couldn't get hurt again, I couldn't do it again!

"Get the fuck out of here!!," Li Sheng said with a rolling pin pointing at them.

Feng Yan was afraid that Li Sheng would hurt her son again, so she picked up from the ground and walked out.

At that moment, I was so scared that I didn't dare to shout anymore.

"Go in!" Li Sheng turned back to me and scolded me after seeing them leave.

Then, he locked me in the house on the second floor and went out on his own.

I leaned over the window and looked out anxiously.

The view was blocked by the big dilapidated billboard, and I didn't know if Feng Li and his mother left.

When he looked down again, he saw Li Sheng walking into the commissary at the door. After a while, he walked back with a pack of white things and two bottles of wine.

I didn't know what the white stuff he was buying, so I immediately ran into the toilet.

Squatting on the toilet, I heard him open the door and immediately held my breath.

"Fei Fei?" he called out softly. It's like two people just now.

After he walked around the room, he knew that I was in the bathroom, knocked on the door and asked, "Feifei, what are you doing in there?"

"I... I hurt. "I clutched my stomach and said it very truthfully.

"Oh, it hurts, it definitely hurts. There's still blood down there, right?Open the door, can I help you?" he said softly, not like a man.

He said it bleeds, and I was scared. I was indeed bleeding underneath.

I was twelve years old at the time, and it happened before the average girl.

Moreover, although Feng Yan knew what Li Sheng thought about me at that time. But I don't know.

I heard him say he wanted to help me, and I heard him speak so softly. Ignorant, he went to open the door.

When he opened the door, he smiled brightly.

"Come on...... Come here. ”

He took me by the hand and walked into the room where I was sleeping with my brother.

After rummaging through the cabinets, I found a pair of underwear that I was wearing. Then, I opened the bulging white package, took out a small bag, and when I tore it open, I knew what it was.

I once saw it in the toilet, and it was something that Feng Yan used. Sanitary towel.

After he was not very skillful in sticking the piece to the bottom of his underwear, he said to me with a smile: "Fei Fei is obedient and takes off her pants." ”

Everyone's memories of childhood are blurry, and the most blurry thing is the eyes of people.

But Li Sheng's eyes, I remember it so clearly.

Full of greed and weirdness, full of longing and anticipation......

He once bathed me. But in the years that followed, he didn't even touch me. Feng Li and I are like two slum children, dirty all day long.

When he saw me in a daze, he couldn't wait to do it himself.

I don't remember how I reacted and how I got him to put that panty on me, I just remember him saying, "It's good, it's good, Fifi has grown up...... Grown up, haha!"

That night, he drank a lot of wine. Happy in the living room, I howled as I watched the people on TV sing.

I saw that Feng Li was no longer in the room, and my heart was very empty. Listening to Feng Li's wolf howl, the tears of fright couldn't stop falling.

When he got drunk, he walked into my room, smiled with a drunken eye, and said, "Isn't it right to be scared to sleep by yourself?"

He spoke in a voice that seemed to go back to four and a half years ago, and spoke softly, like a "loving" father......

From that day on, it was as if I had gone back to when I was six years old.

Li Sheng bought me good things all day long, all kinds of snacks, new clothes, new school bags, etc., delicious food and drink to coax me.

He would sleep with him in his arms at night, but he didn't touch me.

Although I miss Feng Li and Feng Yan, I can't change anything......

Faintly, stupidly, I still think, is it because after their mother and son left, I have so many good things?

However, nightmares will come eventually. And it's like a boiled frog in warm water, which suddenly descends on you slowly and unconsciously.

……

Ten days later, when I came home from school, I found him boiling hot water in the kitchen.

When he saw me come back, the first thing he said was, "Go and eat, and I'll give you a bath after eating." ”

I wasn't a six-year-old anymore. I already know that I am shy, and I also know that men and women are not kissed.

"Do you hear that?" he asked, stiff and slightly heavy.

I tried to shake my head, but my head fell involuntarily.

I simply ate a little food, and after walking into the study, I couldn't write my homework.

I don't know what to do. The more I thought about it, the more I felt that there was something wrong with his eyes, but I didn't know what he was going to do......

"Come, take a shower. ”

He pushed open the door to the study, smiled and whispered to me.

Glancing past the sheets as we walked past the bedroom where we slept together. Found today's sheets so clean and clean, clean and abnormal.

"Come on!" he said, looking at me from behind the open bathroom door.

I walked in softly, already filled with steaming smoke.

I was standing in the big basin, and I couldn't see anything in the fog in the small bathroom. Every time I recall it, it's also foggy.

I just remember that the movements of his hands were very slow and slow.

It's like stroking a pot of flowers that you have worked so hard to raise......

I still remember his laughter. That laugh was special. The laughter made me feel like my bone marrow was trembling......

It's weird and it's panicking!

"Huh. Come, I'll rub it for you. We'll go to bed when we're done, okay?"

When he picked me up, I was still hazy. However, when I walked out of the bathroom, the fog cleared and I was awake.

Instinctively, he covered his private parts with his hands.

"Fei Fei has grown up and knows how to be shy, heh......" he said with a gentle look at me. But I craned my neck and didn't dare look at him.

That kind of gentleness makes people feel scared unconsciously. Because it's not normal.

I've lived with him for so many years, and I've never seen him so gentle.

He put me on a clean bed and went to the door and turned off the light.

"Sleep. He looked at me with a smirk on his face.

After getting out, I got up and fumbled for my panties.

When he put it on, he was heard eating outside.

When I heard the sound of pouring wine, my heart began to tremble.

Li Sheng is not a drunkard, not the kind of person who drinks every day.

I only drink when I'm in a good mood or when I'm bad, and of course, there's another situation - I also drink every time I yell in bed with Feng Yan.

In that case, Feng Li and I could hear them laughing and screaming in our own room, and after a while, Feng Yan's screaming became very painful.

The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I become......

Tonight, he made me feel very uncomfortable with his drink.

But thinking that he didn't touch me during this time, he just slept in the same bed with me, so he relieved himself and said that it was okay......

After more than an hour, I was about to fall asleep in a daze. Suddenly, I heard the sound of the lights turning off outside the door.

"Fei Fei, are you asleep?" he shouted very softly outside the door.

I pretended to sleep with my back on my back, and I didn't dare to say anything.

With a "squeak", he pushed the door in, then carefully closed the door and walked to the side of the bed.

There are always a few nights in life that will be remembered very clearly.

I remember every minute of that night from the moment he entered the room!

At that time, I didn't know anything about men and women.

I just wonder if I will scream like Feng Yan tonight, shout in pain like that, and whether I will die if I scream!?

In the dark, the sound of him taking off his shirt, the sound of untying his belt, and the sound of pulling his trouser chain were all so clear!

I was so scared that I wrapped myself tightly in the quilt, and my body was tense like a zombie!

As soon as he lay down, the smell of wine wafted over. I gently tucked my head into the covers.

When I thought he was asleep, I suddenly felt a hand slowly burrowing under the quilt. His eyes opened in fright, and it was pitch black.

The hand didn't stop and move on. I bit my lip in fear, shouting in my heart not to come, not to come!

When that hand touched my back, I was shocked!

"Dad!"

I blurted out!