If there are 3 steps to success, then I walk better than anyone else in the 1st and 3rd steps, but I often give up in the 2nd step, I am such a person, give up halfway, some people say that the most difficult person to understand is yourself, but for me it is not like this, I know myself better than anyone else, but it is difficult to change, even if I know that this is not good, but it still will not change, I have to use external force to change, and it takes a strong external force, it is difficult for me to change myself, this is a fatal inertia, and in the end I will die in my own hands。 Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

My mental quality is good, yesterday the right ear suddenly deaf, that is a very painful feeling, all the sounds come in from the left ear, the right ear seems to be non-existent, whether it is to knock the head with a brick, or to hit the wall with the head, it is useless to ask my sister to slap me a few times, and I was beaten in vain, but I can't hear, I didn't tell my parents, I plan to go to the hospital if I go to the hospital like this the next day, I forced myself to fall asleep quickly, but after 10 minutes I was really about to fall asleep, the sound of the TV woke me up, I opened my eyes, looked at the ceiling and imagined life without the right ear, how can a disabled person surviveI can't find a girlfriend, I can't find a job...... Life is going to change so much, I think a lot, including how to have a girlfriend, how to tell her that my right ear can't hear, I can't hear her say I love you, I can't hear her sweet words, then I will ask her, would you like to be my right ear, tell me everything you hear, tell me everything you hear and tell me everything you are happy and unhappy, I still have my left ear to hear, even if I don't have ears, my hand can still touch, I can hold your hand and roam the world...... Thinking about it, the pain caused by deafness was no longer so obvious, I immediately got used to life without my right ear, and after only a few minutes, my right ear regained hearing, like a rebirth, I was not as happy as I imagined, look at the calendar, 2012 is coming, we will lose more.

Yesterday I measured my waistline, 66 cm, weighed 50 kg, a little thin, I have always wanted to be stronger, abdominal muscles, chest muscles, arm muscles, but I have not been able to practice, how can I protect others in the future, I can only hope to make more money, hire a few bodyguards, and give an order to attack it, even the wrestling champion has to die with hatred, a little evil, now it is a civilized society, what is the use of fighting? Or make more money.

There are more than 10 days to start school, and the last summer vacation is about to say goodbye to me, and a few brothers in the dormitory will not come, and those who stay will continue to do the last struggle at school, and the last time I am crazy, let me be crazy again, and there will be no chance in the future.

Sword 3 has changed its meridians, and there is no hint of Chinese flavor, just like Warcraft.

I'm going to buy a train ticket soon, and I have to hurry up for the Expo.

This summer is coming to an end.

Another winter is coming.

If you feel cold, think about summer, and when you think of summer, you think of me.

When you think of me, that feeling, shorter than summer, or farther away than winter.

2010-08-20