[31] Fantasy in the wind

Six years ago, Brother Li Tao asked me what my dreams were, I said that I wanted to become a music king like Jay Chou, heroic feelings, overflowing, and then I asked him, he said to enter the Chinese football national team, the same spirit, now he and I have grown up, I failed to embark on the road of music, he did not play football again, the high spirits of the old youth, after all, are just some jokes that do not need to bear any consequences, but unfortunately the jokes at that time were too serious, when I said those words, I seemed to have stood on the stage of the spotlight, and he also seemed to have galloped on the green shade of the World Cup, the breeze blows, and the hair flutters, in fact, this is just a fantasy in the wind. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info I finally saw him again in May this year, the former emotionally dull teenager, now there have been a few love injuries, and the slag has begun to occupy his chin, I don't know if his footwork has improved, he said that he hasn't touched the ball for a long time, I said I haven't heard of Jay Chou for a long time, and I haven't seen him for a long time, only half a day, and I don't know what year and month I want to see next time.

In fact, this is not just a fish story, the friendship between two men can also be mixed with each other, but the latter sentence should be changed to "forget each other in the years" , The older a person grows, the wider his horizons, to go to a bigger place, it's a pity that I am not the same as his destination, looking back, his figure I can't see at all, the friendship between men does not need words, a few years without saying a word may still be a good brother, the woman who sticks to you all day may be stuck in someone else's arms tomorrow, and the man who throws wild to you is often more reliable than the woman who spoils you.

I dreamed of him the other day, and not all of men's dreams are women. I dreamed that we were eating stolen peaches together under a tree, and when we were discovered, we ran desperately, and it seemed that there was a little girl in the process, and she also followed us to steal peaches to eat, and the little girl in the past is now slim. There are also former playmates, now married and have children, people are caught off guard, in the long river of time, all we can do is to go with the flow, let the flood wash away the people around us one by one, rush to the unknown distance, no one will shout for help in the process, just like a frog in warm water, everything is going slowly, until you are anesthetized, and by the time you react, everything is too late.

I thought of Brother Zeyu again, the first time I heard his name, I thought he was a woman, and then I saw him in person, I was stunned, it turned out that a man's name can also be so delicate, and Brother Li Tao, we were playmates many years ago, when he was in high school, he was obsessed with online games, all night, abandoned his studies, one day I saw him in a dim corner of a dim Internet café, his eyes were bloodshot, his face was greasy, he had been fighting for more than ten hours in a row, I sat down next to him, asked him why he didn't go to class, he said he was absent from school for a long time, he didn't want to study, and he went to the army immediately。 I think that becoming a soldier must not be his original intention, but a choice that has no other choice. Later, during the college entrance examination, I really never saw him again, one day after a certain year, his avatar jumped out of QQ, he said that he was a soldier in Heilongjiang, very hard, chatting a few words, it seemed very hurried, and finally he asked me to contact him, I said okay, and then his avatar went dark. Later, I still didn't contact him after all, just like I never contacted Li Tao again, a while ago a girl asked me for his contact information, I flipped out my phone to find his number and sent it to the girl, I said I don't know if this number is down, that girl is still very grateful, is it a girl who has a crush on Zeyu? Yes, Zeyu has always been a very sunny boy in my impression, such a boy is very pleasing to girls. I don't know when the next time I saw him, did he already have countless golden medals pinned to his chest?

When I wrote this diary, the space has been playing the theme song of "This Killer Is Not Too Cold", which is very nice and goes well with the movie, I think Leon's childhood dream must not be to be a killer, what is his dream?

After the song was finished, let's write this, and the wind picked up outside the window again.

2010-08-10