Chapter 190: Face

Before Xia Danxin left home, he dreamed that he could become a bard, but when he really entered the society, he found that he was just a wandering singer. At that time, he had no money, and the most he could do was stand on the street, playing and singing with a guitar, placing the piano case in front of him and waiting for passers-by to put it in, singing his own songs and singing other people's.

"The reason why I have been able to persevere is that Jiuxiao has always been with me and encouraged me. ”

Luo Jiuxiao is just like what he agreed with Xia Danxin at the beginning, no matter what he encounters, she has always been by Xia Danxin's side. In order to prevent him from having an accident because of money, Luo Jiuxiao would always put a few banknotes in his letters. Xia Danxin carefully accepted it, and stored it carefully together with the remittance slip.

"Every year when the Chinese New Year is approaching, I always pack up and go back to see my grandma, who will ask me about the outside situation, and a few cases, it will be related to Jiuxiao. ”

Xia Danxin's proudest and most secret thing is that he successfully concealed his grandmother's own learning to sing and Luo Jiuxiao. As a result, I learned in the conversation when I grew up that my secret had long been known by my grandmother, and my years of complacency were just a trick under my grandmother's spoiling. But Grandma cares about Luo Jiuxiao as much as Xia Danxin, Grandma never knows what to say, but Xia Danxin also feels it clearly, but she doesn't know how to answer.

After wandering outside for a few years, Xia Danxin faded the greenness on his body and gained the atmosphere of old fritters. In those years, the feelings were hot, folk songs began to become popular, Xia Danxin also began to be hired, and the songs he sang began to be liked by people, although the income was not much, but it was enough to support himself.

"It was a few years when I was very happy, when times were changing rapidly, technology was advancing, and the Internet was beginning to spread in our country. After I posted my songs on the Internet, I met other singers, and they told me that I could write my own stories and sing them, but my stories were very ordinary, and the only memorable ones were all related to Jiuxiao. ”

At this time, Xia Danxin can be regarded as realizing his dream, although he is still living in poverty, but he relies on his music to have the ability to settle down. He has always felt that everything he has now is inseparable from Luo Jiuxiao. Even his own feelings are inseparable from Luo Jiuxiao.

Someone summed it up: Chinese folk songs, the most common words are poverty, dreams, girls and love.

Xia Danxin realized his dream, but he didn't want to cry about his hardships and twists and turns, he carefully cherished his love, and always inadvertently or intentionally or meaninglessly thought of a girl named Luo Jiuxiao.

Xia Danxin's songs, like his people, have been tepid, "take your time" is what Luo Jiuxiao said to him, and more than one other person told him, you have to have those words. Luo Jiuxiao didn't seem to be willing to hear Xia Danxin mention love, let alone hear him mention the names of other girls.

Xia Danxin had already contacted Luo Jiuxiao through the Internet, although the time was shortened to a moment, Xia Danxin couldn't help but be excited when he heard the prompt of Luo Jiuxiao's news.

"Silly, idiot. Luo Jiuxiao once opened the voice, at the invitation of Xia Danxin, laughed and scolded him a few words, and also talked to him by video, always staring at him intently, never caring about anything next to him. Xia Danxin looked at Luo Jiuxiao and smirked, and Luo Jiuxiao looked at Xia Danxin and smiled.

"Mom, my life is very good, my work is going well, don't worry. Yes, this is Xia Danxin, the one I have been telling you before, we are just friends. ”

Luo Mu once inadvertently came to see Luo Jiuxiao, and found that she was video chatting with someone, raising her eyebrows suspiciously, but received Luo Jiuxiao's vague answer, and Luo Mu did not pursue it, but Xia Danxin on the other side of the screen heard it, felt a little uncomfortable, and made up her mind to change this relationship that was just a friend.

Xia Danxin locked himself in the room, cut off all contact with the outside world, thought about it day and night for a few days, recalled all the past, and finally opened his mouth in an instant, wrote the lyrics and tune of the song in one go, reviewed and considered it several times, and revised the final version.

"The thing I regret the most now is to release that song, if I don't release that song, Jiuxiao won't cut off contact with me. I scared her, she probably only considered me a friend. ”

Xia Danxin did not contact Luo Jiuxiao during the period, but ran around, burned the song in one go, and sorted it out and posted it on the Internet, which was then transferred to Luo Jiuxiao.

Messages kept popping up on the vibrating phone, and a long-lost name kept flashing. Luo Jiuxiao grabbed the phone, slid his hand a few times before clicking into the dialog box, and after reading it, he was angry and threw the phone back aside.

That song is about the story of Luo Jiuxiao and Xia Danxin, for Xia Danxin, Luo Jiuxiao is the girl who carries his love, his mind is completely written in the song, Luo Jiuxiao is not a fool, so he naturally heard it.

The crowd was not stupid, and they heard it. As soon as the song was released, Xia Danxin became popular all of a sudden, and there were constantly bars inviting him to sing, most people were envious of blessings for this relationship that seemed to be a matter of course, but only Xia Danxin knew that the heroine of the story was gone.

After he sent a song to Luo Jiuxiao that day, no matter what he said or apologized afterward, he couldn't contact the girl named Luo Jiuxiao. In fact, there was a precedent for this matter before, Xia Danxin always wanted to have the opportunity to go to Shanghai, and after going to Shanghai, he could meet Luo Jiuxiao, but Luo Jiuxiao resolutely blocked him, so he gave up his plan.

Luo Jiuxiao is good to him for everything, but he is always reluctant to see him.

"I regret it very much now, I really don't want to lose Jiuxiao, the agreement we made, she can't break the appointment, and only leave me alone. After Xia Danxin finished speaking, he stared at the ground again, his head never raised, just so low, not knowing what he was thinking.

"It is said on the Internet that you can exchange your wishes with stories, and I believe that Sister Ling Wei will not lie to me. My wish is to see Jiuxiao again, even if I continue to get along as a friend, I will never cross the line. ”

Xia Danxin was afraid that Zhou Shiyi would not believe them, so he hurriedly raised his hand and swore an oath, but there was a place in his heart that kept falling, and the whole person became heavy. Xia Danxin always thought that Luo Jiuxiao was also interested in him, but when he faced it, he realized that he was self-inflicted.

Zhou Shiyi nodded, glanced at Ling Wei, agreed to Xia Danxin's conditions, and thought quickly in his mind how to find Luo Jiuxiao and explain to her.

At this time, in an apartment in Shanghai on the other side, Luo Jiuxiao turned on the music as always, released Xia Danxin's songs, called out the lyrics that he knew by heart, and watched them over and over again

Luo Jiuxiao always puts the music to the maximum when he plays, shaking his head and trying to keep up with the beat, although he never hears it.

Luo Jiuxiao understood Xia Danxin's intentions, and knew that he had not been doing well recently, but she just didn't dare to face it, facing herself with congenital hearing impairment.