Chapter 189: The Old Man Is Hard to Find
"Fourteen years have passed since I received Jiuxiao's letter. Xia Danxin, who was sitting opposite Zhou Shiyi and Ling Wei, lowered his head and clasped his fingers, silently calculated, and whispered to the two.
Yesterday, Xia Danxin received a call from Ling Wei, thinking that Ling Wei was in trouble, but he didn't expect that he was representing the exchange office to exchange with him and help him find Luo Jiuxiao.
"Then, when did you lose contact with Luo Jiuxiao?" Zhou Shiyi took notes from time to time to write down the key points in Xia Danxin's words, extracted information from them, and remembered a crucial clue, and hurriedly asked.
"I can't remember exactly the exact time. Some time ago, there was a song on the Internet that was very popular, have you heard it? Do you remember the time of that song? Probably, it was at that time. ”
Xia Danxin made a bitter face, frowned and paused, his voice gradually became quieter, and gradually became inaudible. In fact, it was at that time that he lost Luo Jiuxiao's news.
When Xia Danxin first set off, he was still stunned, holding tightly the little money he had saved on weekdays and the little money that his grandmother gave him when he was leaving, carrying a guitar on his back, looking at everything around him blankly, and quietly stepped forward from time to time to touch it, making a sigh of admiration.
Xia Danxin has been independent since he was a child, he is capable, and his hands and feet are diligent, but the initial folk customs of Lhasa are really simple, Xia Danxin has grown up for so many years, but he has not grown much in his heart, and he looks like a hairy boy, and he can always be deceived inadvertently. Xia Danxin always couldn't help but reason with people, but he was beaten again, he was injured and even misunderstood, and he begged for a problem.
"There are a lot of people in bars who don't want me, they say that I can't sing, it's not popular, it's nostalgic and it's nostalgic. They said I was a ballad, but I went to the folk bars, and they didn't want me. Xia Danxin held his guitar in frustration, sat on a park bench, and clumsily pressed the PHS key, telling Luo Jiuxiao what happened to him.
Xia Danxin never told his grandmother about these unfortunate things, he was afraid that his grandmother would worry, and the only one who could confide and rest assured was Luo Jiuxiao.
"At that time, there were only BB machines, and a little later, PHS, there was no mobile phone like now, Jiuxiao taught me how to use them in the letter. But I contacted my grandma with PHS, Jiuxiao still refused to contact me, she gave me her call sign, and also took my messages and replied to my messages, but she refused to answer my calls. ”
Dejected, it is very appropriate to describe the current Xia Danxin. He lowered his head, recalled the past, and fell into a deep decadence again, "I actually, I just want to hear her voice. I have always felt that a girl like Jiuxiao, even if her voice is hoarse, must be very gentle. ”
Just like the feeling that Luo Jiuxiao himself gave him, how did that word come about, and he was empathetic.
Xia Danxin's money was quickly spent, even if he was frugal and budget-conscious, he couldn't separate the consumption of time and the prices outside. Xia Danxin stood on the streets of Beijing, walking around and around in a daze, it turned out that in this place, in these big cities, even the park recliners did not belong to them as foreigners.
Dozens of kilometers away from the Forbidden City, there are high-rise buildings. "Jiuxiao, I am in Beijing, and also in the capital of our country, I saw a tall building, really high, very high, I stood under it, and I felt very small. But it is not inserted into the clouds, whether your high-rise buildings in Shanghai are the same as here, or even higher than here. After Xia Danxin finished sending the message, he stomped his feet and rubbed the clothes on his body, trying to warm his body, and saw the security guards in the duty room staring at him defensively, silently reciting the guitar, and turned to leave.
Xia Danxin doesn't like high-rise buildings, especially the lights on them, he looked forward to it when he didn't understand it before, but now when he really saw it, he found that the lights were dazzling, and his eyes hurt when he sparkled. No wonder Luo Jiuxiao said that he didn't like this, and he didn't have a trace of human please.
"Actually, I used to go to bars at that time, because only bars and nightclubs were the last places in the whole city to close, and sometimes some even stayed until 5 o'clock in the morning, but they didn't stay long. ”
After the midnight bell rang, piles of nocturnal men and women appeared on the streets, wearing thick makeup, dressed boldly and presumptuously, and released their hidden emotions through the coat of night. Xia Danxin is mixed in, and he will always look out of place.
"Do you believe it? At one or two o'clock in the morning, the streets of Beijing were still stuck in traffic. Xia Danxin squinted his eyes, revealing a small beast hunting demeanor, picked up the cup and drank saliva, licking his lips.
Xia Danxin first came to the bar to listen to people singing, and tried it himself, but he was rejected or failed at first, so he simply stayed in the bar and asked for a drink to drink quietly.
Jiuxiao said that he was not allowed to drink the wine in the bar, Xia Danxin stretched out his finger to the wine on the menu and retracted it, silently admonished himself a few words, and resisted the desire to drink, and ordered a drink. Xia Danxin knew that Luo Jiuxiao was afraid that something would happen to him, he didn't listen to the advice at first, thinking that he was good at drinking, but he fell headlong in the bar and fell unconscious. I didn't wake up until the next day, my head was dizzy, but fortunately nothing happened.
Xia Danxin is actually afraid of the bar and the people in the bar.
"They talk about love when they open and close their mouths, and all the topics they discuss basically revolve around their relationship and their other half. Although Xia Danxin has opened up some places there, they have never changed their love easily, and they are not so dead and cheap. Xia Danxin has been in contact with love since he was a child, but he has never said love, if he is according to the standard that his aunt said, the person who said he loved in his heart would only be Luo Jiuxiao.
Because Xia Danxin looks different from ordinary people, and has seen the world for the first time, she has a special youthful atmosphere, and she will always be teased by others, both men and women. Xia Danxin was especially afraid of their teasing, and he was also afraid of talking to them and their touch.
Only if it was Luo Jiuxiao's words, I let her touch it. Xia Danxin was frightened by his own thought, and he was excited, but he felt that it was very reasonable for him to think so. Although he has never met Luo Jiuxiao himself, in his heart, Luo Jiuxiao is the person who can be closely contacted.
"There was a photo of her in the letter that Jiuxiao gave me before, a very sunny and beautiful girl. I think I was moved by what they said, and I just wanted to write it out and show my heart, but I didn't expect to lose her news. ”
Xia Danxin shook his head, never wanting to lose Luo Jiuxiao. And it has been two or three months since Luo Jiuxiao's news was lost.