As a few days earlier, a day without contact with her was another day of failure. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Then came the day of the ledger.

I got up at 7:26 in the morning, brushed my teeth and washed my face, went to the playground with my bag refreshed, ran 1200 meters, I was very tired, I remembered that I ran 5000 meters in junior high school, and my body was rusty for a long time, and I will continue to exercise like this in the future and train my body back. After that, I went to have breakfast, climbed to the fourth floor of the teaching building, waited until class, sat down and turned on the computer, and thought to myself why a few of them didn't come, aren't they afraid of fines? I inadvertently looked up, our male professor turned into a long-haired woman, Zhao Pingfei, who was originally sitting in front of me, also became a long-haired beauty, turned his head to see, the boys in the back row didn't know anything, they stared at the girl in front of me, and then stared at me, staring at me, murderous, I just reacted, quickly ran out of the classroom, look, 408, yes, it's this classroom! I took out my phone and saw that it was Thursday, it turned out to be an English class, so I quickly ran to the English classroom on the first floor, fortunately caught up with the roll call, but the teacher asked me to read English words in order to retaliate against me......

I went back to the dormitory to surf the Internet, entered the space, and saw her participate in a poll "If someone chases you, but you don't like him, what will you do?" Her answer was "escape", I think I finally understood why her attitude towards me was like this, it turned out to be escape, fortunately it was not "hate", the saddest thing is that the girl you love says to you that she hates you, hate is a word that scares me more than hate.

Then I saw Xiao Xia online, she didn't like me to call her Xiao Xia, she seemed so small, but this was a diary, and she was called smooth. I asked her why she didn't play CF, she asked me to go to the Internet café to play with her, at 12 o'clock I went to the Internet café, took a USB flash drive to update the dungeon, as soon as I went in, I saw Xiao Xia, she pulled me to sit next to her, and got on the CF together, she was very watery, every time she was counted down, I killed a lot more people than her, and then changed sides, she said she wanted to kill me, and she really killed me a few times, but I still killed her more times, and I beat and killed for an hour, and I went back to school.

In the afternoon, the professional class was very tired, the computer was also broken, I couldn't write anything, I fell asleep on the computer desk for a while, and Zhimin next to me suddenly slapped me in my sleep, I woke up, and just saw the counselor's hand waving at my head stiffly in the air, his eyes were unwilling, he must be thinking, alas! As soon as the counselor left, I slept in two more classes, and I had nightmares, as if I would have nightmares every time I slept in a professional class, and I was in pain, and I forcibly struggled to wake up, rubbed my eyes for five minutes, changed computers, and started to write, writing the chapters behind "You Can't Hear", which I haven't updated for a long time, and I plan to update it in another month.

Back in the dormitory, on QQ, Xiao Xia said she cried today, I asked what's wrong? She said that after she woke up from a nap, she came to our school and sat on the stone bench, and then her husband called and scolded her, she said that as soon as her husband didn't see her, she would call her, and she was not allowed to go out, and her friends were not allowed to go shopping with her...... Then she told me about their situation, I really didn't expect her to have such a bitter experience behind the appearance of happy her, I don't know what to say, in fact, I think a woman must have her own principles, her own space, can not be restrained, even if he is your boyfriend and husband, this is your principle, no principle, no space, then you can only become a pet, I hope she can be tough, don't be weak and don't give in. In fact, she is one year older than me, but she did one thing wrong, got married early, ignorant, married before she matured, did not take into account all kinds of problems after marriage, and now this situation is very distressing, I must be mature in the future to get married, or not to get married, a marriage is a lifetime of responsibility, maybe 30 years old before getting married, it's okay later.

And then it's night, and I have nothing to do at night, and I see her online, but I'm always afraid to disturb her, and I don't dare to speak, is she busy with the work of the department again? I saw that her signature has changed a few today, what's wrong? I don't know.

I've finished writing the journal, and I'm going to get up early tomorrow to run!

2010-05-27