Coming out of the Internet café in the early morning, there was a light rain in the sky, the road was pitch black, there were no vehicles, the shops on the side of the road had already closed, only a rice noodle shop was left, and I went in to eat a bowl, I used to go to eat when I went back to school very late on the Internet, this is a small town, it will be quiet when it is late at night, unlike Shanghai, where it is heaven and earth to go out at midnight. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Later, I went back to school in the rain, walking alone on the campus avenue, the street lamp shone down, pulling out a long shadow, I used to go to the Internet café with my friends in the dormitory to play games in my freshman year, and came back so late every day, it was like this street lamp at that time; in my sophomore year, a classmate had a birthday, went out to drink, and after returning to school, I used to smoke under these street lights; in my junior year, I was alone in the middle of the night with an MP3, walking and listening to songs on this empty campus avenue...... I love this campus boulevard, but I prefer it at midnight because there are street lights shining silently on the side, and I can hear my footsteps and watch my figure.

The school building in the distance was already pitch black, there was no one, and the sky was still raining lightly, falling on me, like a scene in my memory many times, this is a feeling of loneliness and loneliness. Loneliness is a person, loneliness is thinking about being alone, and sometimes, I think of someone when I am alone, it was a long, long time ago, and it resurfaced on such a night.

Climbed over the wall and returned to the dormitory, Donghua and Tang Fuzhang hadn't slept yet, on the Internet, I stood for a while, and then went to take a cold shower, the cold shower was exclusive to my student days, I don't remember how many times I took it, but this year is the first time to take a cold shower, even if the weather is hot at home, I will use hot water, and the days of taking cold showers in the future will only become less and less, I don't know if I will wash after graduation.

The icy cold water sprinkled on my body, taking away my heat, I couldn't help but shiver, I looked out the window, and there was a beam of train light, and there was another train in the wilderness not far from the window, carrying strangers at a gallop, the light flickered through the gaps in the leaves, and shone on me, I used to like to watch the train pass by in the afternoon, and I felt that a train was passing by in the distance, when it passed through the wilderness, it was very poetic, and soon, the train was gone, I don't know where it went, the world is so big, I don't know where it came from and where it is going。

After taking a shower and changing into clean clothes, it was already more than four o'clock in the morning, Donghua and Tang Fuzhang had already fallen asleep, I turned off the lights, sat on the bed for a while, and continued to read novels on my mobile phone, basically like this before going to bed in college, I spent reading novels, and the whole dormitory was all under the cover with my mobile phone, but this time I was alone, their bed was empty, I used to read novels very crazy, I often had to look for novels to read, and I kept them when I found a good novel, and I read them in one go when I had a lot of serials, but now I haven't read online novels for a long time, and I don't remember what novels I raised before。

There were one or two dormitories outside the balcony that were not lit off, and their light came in and shone on my bed, and I fell asleep under this light.

In Shanghai, I always had insomnia, and I couldn't sleep for a long time in bed, but I fell asleep quickly in my own bed at school, and I don't know why.

I slept for a long time, and I didn't wake up until 12 noon, they were going out to eat, I thought about it, and got up, after brushing my teeth and washing my face, I couldn't find them, it was still raining outside, the temperature was colder than yesterday, I added a piece of clothing, I went to the cafeteria to eat alone, there was a pool of stagnant water on the road, I stepped over them, I looked up and saw only a few people, it seemed that the whole campus had become lifeless, and the cafeteria was empty, and suddenly remembered, it turned out that today was the weekend, before, I always felt that the weekend was lonely, and now this loneliness has dissipated for a long time。

When I came to the cafeteria, I still chose that place, ordered the wild pepper fried pork that Zhimin and I both liked to eat, and sat there alone to eat.

After eating, I went back to the dormitory, I wanted to write a novel, but my heart couldn't calm down, so I opened the World of Warcraft to play, I haven't played the World of Warcraft for a long time, I used to get up early for this, and play when the Internet speed is good in the early morning, the World of Warcraft is very old, I prefer to watch the news of the World of Warcraft, rather than playing this game, the World of Warcraft is like a school, one by one from here, and a new person arrives, the server I play is very old, I used to play with Xiang Feng and them, many games are for a while, after a while, I suddenly stopped playing, the game is a group of people, if you play alone, it will be very boring。

I newly established a character, a level 1 little novice, hesitated for a long time when choosing a race, picked and chosen, and finally saw the undead, I suddenly remembered that the first time I played World of Warcraft in my freshman year was a Sunday morning, I played with Zhimin, two stupid newbies, I chose the undead, he chose the blood elves, in this continent where I didn't know anything, I played slowly, and then did tasks together, but I don't know when I didn't play.

Now that I saw the undead, I immediately chose it.

Entering the novice village of Deathstroke Town, there is only one player in it, the sky of the undead has always been so dim, the dark green trees around, I came back from the graveyard, with the unique staggering steps of the undead, and began to do tasks in this dim land, there is no player around, only a mechanical NPC, these virtual characters have always been in the game, even if there are no players in this game, they can still be there, still stick to their posts, and survive in this Azeroth continent that belongs to them。

After playing for a while, it was about five o'clock in the afternoon, and I quit the game and started writing a novel.

The night engulfed me little by little, they haven't come back since they went to eat at noon, I guess they went to the Internet café to play games, I turned on the lights, continued to write, until they came back, the dormitory was lively again, in the first 10 minutes of 12 o'clock in the evening, I finished writing the last word, sent it, and then went downstairs, over the wall to go outside to eat dinner that had not closed.

Walking on the deserted campus avenue, only the street lights still shine silently, and a gust of night wind blows, which is a little cold.

I look at the night,

It's like seeing loneliness and loneliness,

Alone

It's because it's just me in the night.

lonesome

It's because in the night,

Without you.

Huang Huayi

2011.5.22