The past is like fireworks
Yuan Qiuhua thinks about the past, thinks about the future, the more he thinks about it, the more he can't sleep, like a cat or dog in the middle of the night, getting dressed and getting out of bed, and walking around the courtyard wall. , the latest chapter access: ШШШ.79xs.СоМ . On the blue 'color' night sky, the moon is like a hook, hanging obliquely on the horizon, the stars are twinkling and flickering, like a naughty 'spirit', blinking, the mist of the East Lake is permeated with the breeze, gathering and dispersing, looking at the lights of the buildings and halls in the fog, half-covered and half-hidden, reflecting with the stars and the moon, the heavens and the earth are connected, pure, beautiful, quiet, ethereal, like a mirage.
Looking up at the night sky, reminiscing about the past, she suddenly felt that the past love was just like fireworks, when it was fired, the sky was full of color, sprinkled with poetry and picturesqueness, and it looked beautiful and flawless, but the smoke dissipated, and it fell but left a place of dust, and it was like the beautiful scenery in the fog in front of her, and the sun shone in the morning, disappeared without a trace, and it was still an old and dilapidated shantytown as far as the eye could see. Looking back, she looked at the humble dwelling, the dim lighting, the tables, chairs and benches with missing arms and legs piled up in the corner of the courtyard, broken baskets, rotten firewood, broken bricks and tiles, and old tricycles, this is her real life.
In the East Lake Hotel, Yuan Qiuhua stayed for one more day, but when she checked out and checked out, the foreman did not accept her cash: there is a boss to entertain, saying that you are a special VIP, all personal consumption, he has all the bills, you can stay as long as you want!
Yuan Qiuhua dislikes to accept favors the most in her life, especially afraid of being favored, she knows that her ability is limited, she is afraid that she will not have the opportunity to return favors, and she is even more worried that others will have a non-part of the invitation, and she wants her to take something to 'trade', how can she accept it?
The foreman smiled: Only this time, only you. The boss said, "I know you in other places, and I meet in other places, so I give special treatment, I know what kind of person you are, and you should know what kind of person I am, so please don't be polite!"
Yuan Qiuhua was moved by a 'private' invitation and trust, although he didn't have it, sincerity was a hardcore buddy, and this sincerity stemmed from a person's respect and pity for himself. Life is short, material desires are overflowing, some people can't see it, they are blinded by glory and wealth, and the original "very" beautiful thing is mixed with money 'trade' and degenerates into a scandal. She never asks for it, nor does she ask for it, let alone leave a good name, she just wants to be worthy and pure, because people are willing to give it to you, no need to beg, people will naturally give it to you, people are unwilling, even if you beg hard, it is useless to work hard, and if you don't ask for it, you will be ashamed, and people will hate you. Respectful is better than obeying fate, that's it, she simply stayed for two more days, and enjoyed the four-star service for free, she is not a luxury person, in order to enjoy the pleiades and die begging for free enjoyment, people are vulgar, what she seeks is just the feeling of the pure land here.
The night was as cold as water, the cold 'dew' stained his clothes, the wind blew through the hall, Yuan Qiuhua shivered a few times, suddenly became uncomfortable, dizzy 'flowers', the sun 'temples' jumped suddenly, the stomach and intestines turned over the river and the sea, and a stream of things rushed outward, leaning against the wall, bending over and vomiting. Headache, sore throat, sore bones, hot and cold body, weak limbs, light soles of her feet, she thought she was sick, and she was not lightly ill. Once she is seriously ill, what should she do? Isn't it tens of thousands of dollars to be hospitalized for treatment? What if she can't take care of herself? If she can't take care of herself, what should she do? And if there is no one to take care of her, hire a nanny, and she can't use money? Money is reassuring, and she admits that she lacks money and needs money to save the day.
Unscrew the Walkman, and put "'Spring' River, 'Flower' Moonlit Night", guzheng, flute, piccolo, ensemble, soothing and quiet music, spring water generally tinkling and ding dong flowing out, one by one straight to the bottom of the heart, the softest emotions of the human heart, loneliness and 'confusion', sorrow and sorrow, from the inside to the outside 'excited'. Following the melody of the music, Yuan Qiuhua chanted in his mouth, "The sea rises and the moon rises, and the end of the world is at this time", "Who first saw the moon in the river, and when did the river and the moon shine at the beginning of the year?", "The 'flowers' are similar every year, and the people are different every year", "The 'waves' after the Yangtze River push the 'waves' in front of the 'waves', and the new people replace the old ones from generation to generation". 'Moan' murmured, her heart shrunk into a ball, and tears fell silently.
Listening to the elegant music and reciting the "fine" words, Yuan Qiuhua thought of the vicissitudes of life, the change of dynasties, the birth, old age, sickness and death, the cultural inheritance, and the "essence" spirit, and she deeply felt the urgency of time. The passage of time is the shortening of life minute by minute, and the end of each day and night is the end of life. It's true, it's 'quite' cruel. If you look at the five thousand years, notice that throughout the ages, what has ended is only countless pairs of lives, not a countable second of time.
No matter how many difficult struggles have been made, no matter how many beautiful hopes have been made, no matter how many great achievements have been created, no matter how many honors and wealth have been enjoyed, beautiful 'women' and children will be silently buried by a handful of small loess. May I ask the twenty-four histories, how many heroes and heroes, emperors and generals, how many peddlers and pawns, lower riba people, and market children', struggling to think about eternity, may not be eternal, and those who don't want to be eternal, maybe they are eternal.
The world is a tree, and man is just a leaf, no matter what kind of leaf it is, why don't it wither? When the leaf withers, it falls, no matter how you choose to fall, why don't you rot? In the coming year, the tree will grow a new leaf!
10,000 years is too long, only strive for the Ming Dynasty today, live in the current time and space, and the things in front of you are the most important. Yuan Qiuhua went down to the kitchen to cook a bowl of shallots, garlic cloves, and ginger soup, and drank it while it was hot, sweating profusely, which was much more comfortable. She didn't dare to stay outside, and when she entered the room, she still didn't feel sleepy, so she turned on the computer to surf the Internet and received an email. When I opened it, it was "Wangqiu Fu", but the signature changed from eighteen sons to small plums.
Although when he was publicly announced, he did not report his family 'door' like a hero, and he did not change his name or surname, but as soon as Yuan Qiuhua knew that the author of this love letter was Xiao Lizi, he understood that he wrote it to himself.
She went on QQ and called him: Where are you?
Yuan Qiuhua knew that the Li family tutored the family, read the style, rigorous learning, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, poetry and song are the basic training, and most of the ancestors were respected scholars, who had learned and applied to the world, and taught in the township, and their reputation and status were not comparable to those of ordinary farmers. The Li family fled the war and went to Hong Kong, his father died and his mother was weak, and his younger brother was young. She also knows Xiao Lizi's family history, has a wide range of knowledge, and ordinary application essays are not a problem, but she didn't expect to see her for a few years, quiet and steady style has become light and handsome, Xiao is sparse and distant, elegant and elegant words have become beautiful and bright, lively and hearty, and the writing has become light and elegant, and she will sway at will.
Life is short, but it is only a few decades of life, every blessing and misfortune, life is fragile, people will die, and the 'flesh' and body will be wiped out. As the saying goes, people have left a name, geese have left a voice, and they always want to leave some immortal traces after death, that is, they yearn for eternity in life. But life is like a send, how to fight against death? A drop in the ocean, how to race against time? Heaven and earth are mysterious, what are the traces of immortality? How to leave an immortal name in the number of fate?
There are three ways to leave a name, the ancients, meritorious service, morality, and words. The giants who have made great achievements, naturally there are literati and artists who work on their behalf, and there are sages who have profound learning, noble virtues, and noble sentiments, and naturally there are also students and apprentices who speak on behalf of them. People who pursue eternity, throughout history, giants and great men, rare in a hundred years, responsible, not heroic, difficult to achieve, read treatises, sages and sages, ideological enlightenment, seek the realm, go straight on the right path, self-non-genius, beyond reach, relatively speaking, the literati students' words and kung fu are simple and easy to implement, and personal cultivation can be achieved.
In the face of the transience of life, the eternity of death, and the immortal name, it is nothing more than to let one's life be solidified in some art form, hoping that future generations can know their past existence in an instant in the beauty of literature and art with flesh and blood. There are cultural people who specialize in the art industry, and they will be ideals and thinking, skills and innovations, or written in poetry and writing, or expressed in calligraphy and painting. Ordinary people, ordinary people, amateur affairs, more is the impulse to pour, the hearts and feelings that people dare not say before and after, record them with pen and ink, express the atmosphere of boredom, pour the block in the 'chest', and make a life of despicable spirit.
Yuan Qiuhua was accustomed to his youth and old age, was not familiar with his middle-aged recklessness, and did not understand his true thoughts, so he mistook the author for a stranger.
After a while, he replied: Brother Yixiu, who is still in his heart, still lives in your heart?
She said, "I have a cold, a high fever!"
He said, "Is it serious?" Don't be foolish, I'll drive here, and I'll be there in a moment!
She said: At hand.
He said: Open it, in the 'insert' pocket, there is a contract, please read it, and then give me a reply.
Yuan Qiuhua found out the contract, which was a gift contract. The landlord gave the house to Yuan Qiuhua for free. The date was made three years ago, that is, before she got married, which means that the house obtained by the gift belongs to her personal pre-marital property, no matter who she marries, whether the marriage is happy or not, whether she is poor or sick, and having a valuable house can at least give her a living security.
Fools know that this house, no matter how it is valued, is not a small amount, whether she goes out of the countryside, whether she takes root in the provincial capital, or sells, or rents, can get rid of poverty at the bottom and live a medium standard of life.
No one doesn't want to live a better life, but for Yuan Qiuhua to accept it, he must meet her prerequisites, a gentleman loves money and takes it in a good way. When people reach middle age, they are no longer young and frivolous, they follow their feelings, dance with their dreams, and take it for granted, but they are cautious. Experience is the best teacher, cultivation is the most accurate yardstick, experience gradually riches, from perception to intelligence, begin to be calm and clear, after all, know how unpredictable people's hearts, how complicated, how impermanent, how cold, so as to question the motive, the purpose of recourse. When the water is full, it overflows, the full moon is lacking, blessings and misfortunes depend on each other, things must be reversed, good things are too complete, but often it is the beginning of bad things, free gifts, either voluntary fraud, or forced to deceive, there is no free lunch in the world, ill-gotten gains are like corn in the fire, either in a scam, or be defrauded, sooner or later you will have to pay a heavy price, and it is almost impossible to get out clean.
She said: I don't have a name stamp, how can you succeed?
He said: I secretly took a copy of your ID card, photo, and seal and kept it in my hand.
She said: The landlord gave it free of charge, why?
He said: He studied, I sponsored him for six years, and after graduating from his doctorate, he went overseas to 'exchange' and settled in Canada. The house in China, if it is empty, is also a 'waste' fee, give it to me, and the right to return the favor.
She said, "He can repay you with his house." But what can I report?
He said, "Use the house and make a home." With you, there is a home. Where you are, my home is.
She said: If I can't give you a home, will the house be returned?
He said, "No." What I owe you can't be written off. I owe you a house, you don't owe me a home. Twisted melons are not sweet!
She said: According to the calculation of 1,000 yuan per square meter, the house is worth 300,000 yuan, you scared me. Please don't come, come, I won't see you!
He said, "It's a bad dish, you won't run away again, right?" I subsidized him to study, and he was able to give me a house, and you provided me with a house, so why couldn't I give you a house?
She said: I want to run, but I don't have the strength. I went to Zhongnan Hospital, ten minutes away, and I was able to hold on.
He said, "Are you okay?"
She said, "Why not?" Haven't I been alive all these years?
He said: I can't do anything about you, you're too stubborn!
She said: Instead of giving visible material improvements, it is better to hold the invisible 'spirit' food and food, and would rather return to the former poverty, even if poverty and frustration, still enjoy the misery and feel more happy.
He said: I know that you don't love money, and you are willing to follow me to suffer, not for money!
She said: Is it because we are parting ways? Mistakenly being a young 'spring', losing our youth, hurting people's hearts, being bitten by a snake once, and being afraid of the well rope for ten years! How many eight years can there be in your life? What about the beautiful future you promised in the past?
He said: I'm sorry, the gathering is impermanent, God is 'tricking', and I don't want to!
She said: What does it mean to donate a house? Calculate the breakup compensation, or the loss of youth? According to your current net worth, you have the face to give, but I don't have the face to suffer.
He said, "If you talk the other way, you're angry again!" What should I do to make you happy?
She said: If you can't get it, please let it go. In the past, I couldn't get a name because you didn't want to give it to me, you really wanted to give me happiness, you couldn't hold a wedding openly, and you got a marriage certificate justifiably, would you have to die?
He said, "I'm sorry!" It's my fault, blame me for being hot-headed and simple-minded. At that time, it was also my fault that there was a long time and countless opportunities, so why rush to achieve it? It was all my fault, and you can't scold it too much!
She said: If you are wrong, you have to bear the consequences, don't treat me as a concubine who has entered the cold palace, the emperor will come to the 'tide' and reward some food and clothing, and he will feel 'excited' and tearful.
He said, "I know, I gave the wrong money, and I used it in the wrong place." When the landlord comes home, I will re-sign the contract with him. But before the contract is changed, I can't take back the house, you can borrow it for the time being, zero rent, okay?
She said: 60 points, pass well, do not repeat grades, and do not make up exams.
He said: Feelings belong to feelings, money belongs to money, and it feels better! Once a person matures, his innocence will follow the time, and he will never return!
She said, "My head hurts again, and I'm leaving." If you continue to tweet and delay your condition, I will punish you for your medical 'medicine'.
He said, "I'll go out as much as I fine!" Pay attention to safety on the road!
Yuan Qiuhua went to Zhongnan Hospital and went to the emergency department to register for a doctor. After the doctor's examination, he told Yuan Qiuhua a good news: you are pregnant, you should not be tired, you should rest more!