Yuan Qiuhua came back in the early morning after taking the drip, holding a fritter and a cup of soy milk, eating while walking.

As soon as she stepped into the courtyard, she smelled the smell of chicken soup wafting from the kitchen.

When I entered the kitchen, there was a bowl of black chicken soup, a bowl of eight-treasure porridge, two roasted ham sausages, and a glass of milk, steaming hot on the stove. The fragrance was overflowing, hooking her slanderous insects, her appetite was open, her appetite was burning, she drank it when she picked it up, she gnawed it when she grabbed it, regardless of Sven's eating appearance, gobbling it up, and swept it away, just like a delicious ghost released from a hungry prison.

In the past few days, Yuan Qiuhua has been making do with roadside stalls outside, and she has never eaten a full meal.

When she entered the bedroom, she saw a glass of lemonade and honey water on the bedside table, and she picked it up and drank it down. After drinking, I found a sticky note with a jewelry box pressed on it. On the lid of the box with a red background depicting a money flower and auspicious cloud pattern, the logo of "Hong Kong Chow Tai Fook Jewellery" is printed. She opened the box and saw that the two inner flaps were apricot yellow, the four walls of the inner box were also apricot yellow, the crimson sponge pad was inlaid with a diamond ring, and the shank was covered with a price tag, the price was 120,000 Hong Kong dollars.

The pen was written in small block letters, and Xiao Lizi left a message: There was once a sincere love in front of me, but I didn't cherish it. When it comes to loss, I regret it, and there is nothing more painful in the world than this. If you could give me a chance to start all over again, I would not only tell you, I love you, I will not marry you, please marry me! I will also declare to the world that you are my wife, I am your father-in-law! If I have to add a deadline to this love, I hope you can let me love you for 10,000 years!

Yuan Qiuhua put on the diamond ring, and for a while, his brain was roaring, his heart was in a mess, and he had no idea.

In fact, when she opened the email and made sure that Xiao Lizi was tracking and showing love, her first reaction was to be afraid, he was unmarried, but she was a married woman, in case she was sniffed by the paparazzi of the gossip entertainment media, captured something, or reported something, just like the second "Little Dragon Girl" incident, she would definitely be ruined and stinking for 10,000 years. First of all, it is a relationship care, and then it is a public love letter, and it is a gift of a house, and it is a late-night visit, and it is a diamond ring, a wealthy family, an amorous son, and a married woman, in addition to the golden house Zangjiao, what else can it be? The bad character in the affair, Guan Jian is not bad, he is not bad, the real culprit is the crooked facts of the entertainment media, smearing and altering, wanton rendering, but the object of punishment without investigation must be himself, the terrible thing is not to be banned, but to be unjustifiably unjustified!

Of course, according to his wrist, it is not difficult to restore her freedom, either give a sum of money to persuade Xie Han to agree to divorce by agreement, or set a trap, Xie Han is in a desperate situation, and he has to sacrifice his wife to save himself from danger. But embracing freedom, but must pay the price of innocence, who can help her restore her reputation? Trapped in a dye vat, how can she save her innocence and simplicity? In the fierce battle of Vanity Fair, how can she always maintain her goodness and upwards? Can she be healed by some elixir for her soul bruising? Moreover, if she learns the truth after the fact, Xie Han wants to seek justice, even if there is no evidence and the law cannot cure the crime, but under the supervision of people's speech and social morality, the organization and discipline will not forgive, and Yuan Qiuhua will not escape.

On the one hand, her thoughts fluctuated, her emotions were turbulent, her struggles were fierce, and the more she thought about it, the more she was under mental pressure, and she was led into a dead end by panic and fear. However, on the other hand, feelings do not play according to the rules, and the principles are not followed. lingering and compassionate, nostalgic for the sweetness of the past, infatuated with the innocence of the past, just by her deep affection and infatuation for him, he also knew that she could not be ruthless to the end, and he was lucky, waiting for her to turn back. In addition, Xie Han and Xiao Lizi can't be compared, and when they compare the advantages and disadvantages, they can see immediately. Xiao Lizi is a man of heaven, famous, flying around, becoming a big guest everywhere he goes, living in a temple, talking and laughing is not a big official or a big guy. Xie Han is a white man, a poor country man who is semi-literate, rude and despicable and not a gentleman, who is both materially and spiritually poor, trapped at the bottom, has no wallet, has no wisdom, and has almost no possibility of getting ahead.

And the most important difference lies in the attitude towards her, the two are very different. Xiao Lizi is very good to her, with him, she is lively and clever, like a fish in water, the two love each other, and have a deep emotional foundation, and a lover will eventually become a family, which is equivalent to the expectations of everyone. Xie Han played three indiscriminate methods, she was innocently recruited, forced to marry in humiliation, originally depressed and miserable, and suffered humiliation, abuse, and exploitation in her in-law's house, any woman also wanted to escape from the cage and get out of the sea of suffering, even if she left the house, she did not hesitate, even if her reputation was ruined, she did not hesitate.

As soon as Yuan Qiuhua's mind rose to this careful thought, the blood gushed upward, and her face swelled painfully, so she had to run to the stove and stick her face on the cold tiles, in order to reduce the bursts of pain. A turbid and unclear panic, with a desperate recklessness, the whole person seems crazy, I don't know what to do with myself, I just want to jump off the wall in a hurry, and I want to do anything out of the ordinary.

Feelings are so bizarre and unreasonable, it doesn't run quite logically and logically, and many times, its rheological operation is not easy for others to understand, even if the parties themselves are afraid, it is difficult to explain the source. The truth is understood, the understanding is also profound, and the matter is involuntarily when it comes to the end. Needless to say, the human heart itself is an incredible thing. It's true, after deciding not to meet, she was worried about something, thinking about something, feeling extremely pure and quiet because of her thoughts, and even a little reluctant.

However, what if you are reluctant? Definitely, Yuan Qiuhua also understands. I have spent eight years with him, but what is the result? The world is perverse, the creation makes people, the mountains and rivers are exhausted, and I have no power to return to the sky, and I must give up if I am not reluctant! Otherwise, what will I do? What will I do in the future? The gap has not narrowed, but has widened, and the old good has been restored, and there is only one end, and I can only make myself sad if I waste my youth, and at best I can only make myself sad, and besides, I have not much youth left, and I only have one tail left, and I cannot waste it, let alone waste it.

She realized that the kindness of a woman is not allowed by reason, and that being emotional is tantamount to digging her own grave, and telling herself that she will never turn back, and will never accept his return. Loss after loss, planting flowers and bamboo, returning to Mr. Wuyou, forgetting, burning incense and cooking tea, always do not ask the boy in white. Daigo empowerment, although the mind is aware that it can no longer be stupid, and the statement seems to be gritting teeth, the heart is still dead but not stiff, dead and not buried, as if waiting for the possibility of resurrection at any time.

During the day, Yuan Qiuhua should have no such thing, what should I do, and at night, she cried as if she was lost, and repeatedly asked herself, "It's over, I'm done, what do I still want you to do?" It's over at the end, why can't I let go? You don't get married for a long time, and you indulge in the past, who should blame you for this love? Tear down and grind shouldn't be, shouldn't be tormented, miss you, love you, shouldn't be at all, make yourself miserable, and be lonely and miserable.

The only way out is to go to him, but in my heart I immediately objected, I shouldn't have go, in a sense, that is, I was cheap, I couldn't tolerate it, I had worked hard and struggled to make people equal, I could only let my own personality continue to fall, why should I always be cocooned? In the past, the Li family doubted my motives, thinking that I was using him, doing business for the sake of poverty, and climbing the nobility for the sake of being cheap, in their eyes, I was like a toad and a leper dog, and I couldn't feel the most important purity, warmth, and steadfastness in the family. No matter how capable he is, no matter how hard he works, others say that he has touched the light of the Li family.

Yuan Qiuhua cried and cried, and fell asleep in a daze. She had a dream. In the dream, she was sleeping soundly, and a little white-haired tiger was lying on the pillow and licking her face. She was awakened by the licking, not surprised, nor afraid, only annoyed by being disturbed, reached out and grabbed it, lifted its feet upside down like a kitten, opened the door, and threw it into the yard with her hands. She locked the door, went to bed, and went back to sleep. She didn't sleep for a while, she felt the soles of her feet itch, she rolled over and sat up, and saw it shrinking at her feet again, licking the hearts of her feet. Annoyed, she kicked it out of bed, grabbed it again, opened the window, and threw it into the stinking gutter without hesitation. She closed the window, went to bed, and went back to sleep. As soon as she fell asleep and felt the heat in her chest, she turned on the bedside lamp and found it curled up on her chest again, its front paws resting on her bra as if it were a baby. She was furious, her hands were folded, and she was about to pinch its neck, but something strange happened suddenly, it slowly grew bigger, gradually became longer, did not become a big tiger, and then bit her to death, ate her, but turned into a little boy about three or four years old, wearing a beige suit, resting his head on her arm, and looking up to call her "Mom!" It smiled at her, with a smile on its face, two small dimples blooming two flowers, big black and white eyes, bones turning, two small mouths one by one, calling her "Mom!", "Mom!", "Mommy!".

At this moment, Yuan Qiuhua woke up suddenly and came out of the dream. Its delicate call to "Mom" was like a cannonball rumbling and exploding in her heart, shaking her all over. Nearly 30 years old, several times pregnant, several abortions, and never a child called her "Mom", she whispered and promised "Well, my little girl, sleep in peace, Mom is by your side!". At that moment, she no longer swayed, and made up her mind to protect the child in her womb to the death, even if the sky fell and the mother and son died, they would hug each other and die.

Yuan Qiuhua took off the diamond ring and put it back in the box. In the midst of suffering, we should work hard, pursue beauty, and show our heroic nature. She only hopes that she will forge ahead under pressure, work hard and earnestly, rely on her own strength to learn, and have a good family and career. Thinking of the family, thinking of the child in the womb, thinking of the family of three soon, she turned her mind to thought, although Xie Han is rude, but it is not incurable, as long as he is patient and determined, after a protracted transformation, maybe he will also turn bad things into good things, and he can treat her well for a lifetime, after all, he gave him a name, and he lived with himself with all his heart, and he had to give him another chance no matter what.

In the end, she even thought angrily that often ten good words are not worth a bad slap, and Xie Han is suitable for that shrew who can't read a basket of big characters, and roars at him all day long, controlling him obediently and closely, making him unable to move.