This is the season of the end of life, it is too cold outside the window, I haven't been out of the door for 10 days, two days ago there was a mourning voice outside the window, there was a person's life came to an end, I was lying on the windowsill and watching, myopia was like a piece of ground glass in front of me, the whole world was hazy, I couldn't see the people under the trees clearly, I couldn't see their sad expressions, was that really sad or a play? My dad said that he had attended a funeral and invited a band to play the mourning music, but after the mourning music was blown and the people cried, they found that the band was standing there and had nothing to do, which was too wasteful! Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Their tears are too fake, where can there be so much warmth in this cold city, today there is news that the son killed his father, tomorrow there is a secret between the father and the daughter-in-law that cannot be said, all kinds of things emerge one after another. The buildings are built higher and higher, people live higher and higher, but they don't know that the high places are too cold, looking down on the world is too lonely, how can there be so pious looking up, in the school playground, you can see the whole starry sky when you look up, how romantic, looking up here, the starry sky is cut into countless pieces, and you can't even see a bird when you look up. If it is the world in the novel, how good it would be, living in the deep mountains and old forests all my life, living next to the mountain stream and waterfall, a small thatched house, planting some vegetables next to it, going up the mountain to collect medicine during the day, lying on the grass outside the thatched house at night and looking up at the starry sky, a fairytale-like life, if I were in that environment, at least myopia would not be there, and I could see the world clearly, not as powerless as now, no matter how you look, how focused, you can't see clearly! The front is hazy! I can't see clearly!!!

I want to see the world clearly! Every second I think about it!

2011-01-14