279: Try to be mindful

Looking at the lips that were getting closer and closer, I quickly tilted my head, but would this dodge make him suspicious?

Let me kiss him, it's just too difficult, and it's awkward to death. So, it's better to hug it.

"Heh......" he chuckled for no reason, "I knew you didn't love me that much......"

When I heard him say this, I couldn't tell how anxious I was.

Thinking about Mr. Zheng's explanation, and then thinking about Officer Liu's words, I felt uneasy......

Moreover, thinking that Tian Sen was so good to me and was terminally ill, there was still a feeling of "compromise" spreading in my heart.

"What are you thinking......" I said softly as I left his embrace, pretending to be relaxed.

However, there was obvious loneliness in his eyes, and after squeezing out a smile, he hugged my shoulder and said, "I think I'm not good enough, I'll continue to work hard, okay, you can wash and sleep." ”

After speaking, I went straight to the bathroom.

I went to the bedroom, found my pajamas, put them on, and went to the bathroom.

Pushing open the bathroom door, it was steaming hot, apparently he was afraid that it would be too cold when I came in, so he put the water first.

Thinking of these small things he did, I felt a little sad inexplicably. That is, the heartache after being moved.

While taking a shower, I thought about the days when I was "in love" with Tian Sen, everything he did was impeccable, not only careful and considerate, but also single-minded.

Such a good boyfriend can't be found even with a lantern.

However, he had a brain tumor......

Zhang Liang also reminded me not to invest too much emotion, for fear that I would be sad in the end. However, now it seems that I am the one who is hard-hearted, the one who is cold-hearted, and the one who is ruthless.

"Hu ......" thought about these things, depressedly turned off the water, wet hair dripping with water, but it never made me sober.

On the contrary, in this hazy bathroom, my thoughts became more and more offset, and I even wanted to give back to Tian Sen and give back to him with a love.

Perhaps, as Zhang Yang said, acting must also be performed from the heart, if I don't change my heart, if I can't love Tian Sen from the heart, then this scene is fake no matter how you look at it.

After wiping his body, putting on his pajamas, and blowing his hair, he opened the bathroom door.

"Are you comfortable?" he asked, getting up from the couch and looking at me with a smile on his face.

I walked over without saying a word, and when he wasn't looking, I hooked his neck with one hand, pulled him in, and kissed him unexpectedly.

"Thank you......!

I smiled and let go of his lips, looked at him dumbfounded, blinked, and slipped into my bedroom.

After locking the door, the little heart is beating wildly!

It seems like such a simple kiss, but I have a lot of courage!

Moreover, after kissing, there was a huge sense of guilt in my heart......

Uncomfortable, uncomfortable, uncomfortable......

Turn off the lights and go to bed, and Tian Sen's stunned stupid look just now always appears in his mind. I guess he must not have recovered from his bed now, right?

When I think of these subtle things, I can't tell if it's pleasure or what......

When it's over, I must be crazy......

I really don't know if it's right or wrong to listen to Zhang Yang's words!

&

When I got up the next day, I saw that Tian Sen had already bought breakfast.

"Come and eat!" he smiled and beckoned me over as he saw me walk out of the bathroom.

I looked at his smile and knew he was happy from the bottom of my heart.

I was a little embarrassed in my heart, but since I chose to start acting from the inside out and from the heart, I had to let myself really identify with Tian Sen.

"What did you buy?" I leaned over to look.

"Meat sandwich buns, soy milk. Sit down......" he said, bringing the poured soy milk to me.

"I can't stand you being so nice to me. In the future, let's go out to eat together......" I said from the bottom of my heart.

"No, it's too cold now. That's right!" he said, trotting to his bedroom, taking out an oversized long wrap down jacket and saying, "This is what I bought yesterday, I see the one you wore during training is too small, this one is long! ”

"Uh-huh, you're coming to dinner......"

"Oh, yes!" he smiled and came over to eat with me, looking at me as he ate. The love in his eyes is stronger than yesterday.

And I want to love him from the bottom of my heart, but I still feel a little uncomfortable.

It can be seen that love is sometimes difficult to pretend. I began to admire those acting actors in my heart, how can they play so much like their lovers......

"What do you think?" Tian Sen asked when he saw that I was stunned.

After I heard this, I hurriedly explained, "I want to ...... I want to be simple...... In two days, the competition will be graded, and I feel that I am not in good shape to enter the A grade. Not to mention the super mentor preparation group of only five people. ”

"You absolutely can, I believe in you!" he said with a smile.

&

When I was training, Tian Sen sat quietly in the audience and watched.

In those days, when I had my period, he carefully boiled red date water for me, and always came over to tell me to keep warm, which felt like a father's love for his daughter.

This kind of care is the first time I have encountered it since I was a child.

At first, I was uncomfortable, but gradually I started to feel comfortable. When I felt comfortable, I suddenly thought - if he didn't be so considerate of me one day, would I not get used to it?

I know that day will come.

"Mo Factor!" the female tutor suddenly called out my name.

I hurriedly ran over, "Mr. Tian." ”

"What did you do? Look at these pictures for yourself, and none of them feel anything!" she handed me a few pictures.

This is one of the training – photographic capture.

This training is conducted by well-known photographers in the industry, and the hiring fees for those photographers alone are ridiculously high, and the cost of printing is even greater.

However, I don't spend money. Because I was specially recruited by Mr. Xu, but Mr. Tian didn't know where to hear the news, so he began to target me.

I took the photos and looked at the pictures I had taken. When the whole body is captured, the effect is reasonable. However, when you get close up on the upper half of your body and the contours of your face, you feel that your eyes are a little blank......

After all, it's a pure style series with light makeup, and when I control it, I still feel powerless. Not only did I not find that kind of "simplicity", but also because it was the first day of menstruation, and my stomach hurt for a day.

"I'm sorry...... I ......"

Do you know how much money you wasted?" Teacher Tian said angrily: "Let me tell you, Teacher Xu interceded with me yesterday, saying that you were found by him and wanted you to enter the preparation group, but at your level, you might as well forget it!"

After finishing speaking, he stuffed the rest of the photos directly into my arms, turned around and left.

I put the pictures away and I felt completely unconfident about the rest of the game.

"What did the teacher tell you?" Tian Sen asked with concern.

"Didn't say anything. I sat down in my seat a little tired, closed the hat of my down jacket, and didn't want to say a word.

"Let's go home......" Tian Sen suggested.

I shook my head and said, "You can go back first." I want to be quiet. ”

"......" he listened, put down the water glass, and left.

Tomorrow is the qualifying match, what should I do now?

Moreover, this year's qualifying tournament is different from last year's, and I feel as if Mr. Tian deliberately targeted me, and I should have compared swimsuits, but it turned out to be changed to the youth series that I am not good at. It is also said that we are all seventeen or eighteen years old, and we must make good use of our advantages......

If I had been compared when I first came to the training camp, I might still have the power to enter the A class. However, in the last few days, I have been criticized by those two female tutors as worthless.

People are really criticized for being bad. When I hear words like youth, innocence, and cleanliness now, I am inexplicably repulsed!

More and more exclusive!

Oh, it looks like my modeling career is coming to an end tomorrow.

……

"Buzz ......"

Suddenly, the phone rang.

When I picked it up, it was Tian Sen, and then I saw that it was noon. Eighty percent are going to take me to dinner, right?

"Hey?" I picked up.

"Alright, it's time to eat. ”

"I'm not hungry, I can't eat......" I said.

"Hurry up, after you've got something to eat, I'll take you somewhere. Tian Sen said with a smile.

"Where are you going? It's going to be a grading competition tomorrow, I'm not in the mood. ”

"Listen to me once, okay? We won't participate in the afternoon training, let's go out for a while. Tian Sen said.

I looked at the models who were training in full swing, and then looked at the mentors who were busy on the other side, and now they didn't care about me, since Tian Sen wanted to take me there, let's go.

"Okay. Where are you?"

"At the door, hurry up...... Don't let the driver wait. Tian Sen said.

&

I thought he was just taking me to dinner, but I didn't expect him to take me to such a special place......

It was there that he taught me what innately pure it is.