The provincial capital has a Ten Thousand Buddha Mountain, and there is a Ten Thousand Buddha Temple on the Ten Thousand Buddha Mountain.

Tian Sen said that he had a serious illness when he was a child, and his father had come here superstitiously to make a wish, and later after he recovered from his illness, his father brought him here to repay his wish.

"Your father cares about you, huh?" I said with a smile.

He smiled and stepped into the door of the mountain, and after stretching out his hand to lead me in, he said lightly: "It was the first year that my mother left, and if I had gone with me at that time, my father would have died of distress." ”

"Oh......" I'm slightly sorry. However, thinking of Mr. Zheng's unfamiliar face, I still feel incredible. It seems that he really loves Tian Sen, even if he is not his newborn son.

"Let's go...... We still have a long way to go. "He led me up the mountain trail.

It is a scenic area with a century-old temple. Although it is the cold winter season, there are still many people who come to the mountain to pray for blessings and worship Buddha.

I'm not an atheist, nor am I a thorough materialist.

I believe that there are many things in this world that we humans cannot understand, and the ancient sages or great sages named that unspeakable power after Buddha or God, so that people can worship truth, goodness and beauty.

"Do you believe in Buddhism?" I asked, looking at the temple at the top of the mountain.

Tian Sen shook his head and said, "I don't believe in Buddhism, I believe in ......" He said, looked at me very specially, and said with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "...... I believe in love. ”

"Heh......" was stared at by him, and his heart flashed coldly.

The love he reveals from time to time is always so pure, so pure that people can't guard against it.

It's just that when I think of him being terminally ill, I will be much more sober. If he didn't have a terminal illness, if he was a normal person, if he had been with me, I don't know if I would have been impressed by his lingering, soft love.

Feelings are the most elusive thing in the world.

Lu Li......

Are you alive or dead?

If you could give me some information, I might not be torn between this soft and deep love right now.

But there is no news, no news, no news that you are alive.

Thinking of Lu Li, his eyes fell into a depressed mood......

"What do you think?" Tian Sen looked at me and asked, "I feel like you've been getting distracted lately." ”

"Oh...... All right. I smiled. Actually, I know very well that I will wander, because I will read Lu Li at every turn, and when I think about it in my heart, I am not controlled by myself at all.

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After entering the temple, Tian Sen went to buy incense and prepared to put it on.

When he went to buy it, I saw that there were all kinds of people in it. The courtyard was full of smoke, and there was a light cough in the lobby, which always felt a little choking.

Nakai Tamori repeatedly emphasized that it was easy to make a wish here, and that what he said was miraculous. However, after going through so many hardships, I always felt that it was better to ask for anyone than for myself.

If you are fallen, you are fallen. My father was seriously ill, and when I was in Yunfei, I also faced a lot of temptations, but in the end, I didn't step into it.

And many, many girls, after stepping in, all their youth was wasted in it, and when they came out again, they were already a woman swaying in the wind and dust.

Liu Suyun didn't fall because of a friend like me who valued her, and who could save the girls like Ah Zhu, Xiaoxue, and Xiaoqin?

Turning his head, he saw a chubby inch-headed man, dressed in a mink coat, with tattoos on his neck and wrists.

Thinking of him, I can't help but think of Fei Changqing, the old ghost in the west of the city, and the people of Blood Red and Ah Yong. Fate is ruthless, and after stepping on that road, how many people can leave that river and lake safely.

The fat man, holding a tall incense stick, inserted it into the huge incense burner.

Just as he was about to turn back, the woman next to him, who was also wearing mink, suddenly got up from the ground and shouted, "CNM!

I looked carefully in the direction of her scolding, only to realize that an aunt was stealing the offerings they had just put on them!

"We just made an offering, you can take it! I'll kill one of your old ladies!"

"This is yours?!This is what you gave to the Buddha! You gave it to the Bodhisattva! If you give it, it's not yours! Who are you scolding, who are you fierce, you are fierce!!" The aunt had a pungent face, and she didn't eat her at all.

Sometimes, it may be due to an occupational disease. When I see those people, I always look through their eyes and movements to figure out their hearts.

When I saw the aunt's cold and unreasonable eyes, I felt that the quality of this aunt was also low. When people just make offerings, they reach out and take things before they get cold. Moreover, that little cake is obviously not cheap, much better than the bread and biscuits offered by others.

"Hand over the things!" cried the mink woman. With the support of the mink man by her side, she must not be afraid of the aunt in front of her!

"I said, the things offered to the Buddha belong to the Buddha! You and the Buddha are going!" the aunt hugged the small cake with a fierce face.

"Husband, look at it!" Mink turned to look at her husband and pointed at her aunt.

The mink man pulled his neckline and glared at the aunt with a fierce face!

The aunt was not a vegetarian either, and was obviously a "habitual offender", glared back at him and said, "You beat me! This is the important land of Buddhism, you just put on incense, and you beat people in front of the Buddha, so that the Buddha can see it, and I promise that there will be no good fruit for you to eat!!"

"Heh, what are you looking at?" Tian Sen leaned over with the incense and asked.

"There are fights. I looked at the aunt and said.

"Oh...... I don't think they're good. ”

"Well, you see that man and woman in mink are obviously mixed. I said.

"It's a bit like, but that aunt doesn't look weak. Tian Sen said.

The aunt's cold triangular eyes, dressed like a famous farmer, holding a cake and grinning with her teeth, are like a fierce fighting dog. If that mink man dared to hit her, she would fight them like a scoundrel.

"Put the cake back!" the mink man said coldly, leaning forward.

"No way! It's mine! The Buddha gave it to me!"

When a monk heard the movement, he turned out from behind, looked at it and knew what was going on, looked at the aunt reproachfully and said, "Why do you say that you are always like this, our monastery gives you food, but you can't be so scoundrel......"

"It's a scoundrel!, how can you have such a person in your monastery!?" said the mink woman, very excited.

"The two Bodhisattvas dissipate their anger...... the monk said to the mink man and woman: "You should have done a good deed, this tribute Buddha has eaten, this incense you have also offered, I believe your wish Buddha knows...... Now we are here to pray for blessings, so don't make these unpleasant things in front of the Buddha. Okay, okay?"

When the mink man and woman saw that the little monk was speaking so measuredly, they suddenly didn't know how to continue, but the resentful eyes staring at the aunt also became more and more hateful.

"You're not leaving?" the monk turned his head and snorted at his aunt.

"What are you going to do!? I didn't do anything wrong!" hum ...... "Auntie hugged the cake, her mouth was hard, but her feet were walking out step by step. In the end, he stepped out of the threshold and left.

Seeing this, Tian Sen smiled and said, "This aunt, it's really slippery." ”

"Hmm...... You said let her come to find innocence, can she find it? Life and environment have shaped us into what we are now, and it is difficult to change it at all, and it is difficult to sit back to our former self. Just like this aunt, she is used to taking advantage of others, and she is used to being fierce to others, and she has a grudge on her face. If she is asked to play simple, she will definitely not be able to act. ”

"Look at you, I'm thinking about this again, I'm out to relax today, don't think about the things in the game......" Tian Sen held my back, and generally walked inside and said, "Let's put a good Buddha today, just ask for a calm." ”

"I'm telling the truth...... You don't know a lot of what I've experienced, my heart has hardened, I hate, and let me pretend to be simple, where can I be. ”

"Don't say anything, light incense. ”

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After offering incense and worshipping the Buddha, he went down the mountain.

The setting sun shone on the whole mountain range, dappled with shadows, and the dead trees and crows were darkened.

The bleak wind blowing, people can't help but hug their clothes, and the bleak scenery makes my heart not improve at all, but instead gives birth to a sadness.

I have to say that I really don't feel any sense of worshipping the Buddha.

Walking along the mountain road, when I walked to the entrance, my eyes were unconsciously attracted by a round body in the distance.

When he stopped and looked over, he saw the aunt sitting on a stone bench under the big pine tree, and she was leaning sideways and fiddling with something.

"What are you looking at?" Tian Sen asked.

"Nothing......" I said, curiously taking two more steps.

Two steps later, when I looked over again, I saw a child's legs swinging happily back and forth on the edge of the stone bench.

I couldn't control my curiosity and walked straight over.

"Where are you going?" asked Tian Sen.

"Oh, I'll go to the bathroom. I said this, and continued to walk under the big pine tree.

It was a little girl, three or four years old......

The clothes on my body were dirty, and my hands were black, which was a state that I was very familiar with.

I used to wander like that, and I instinctively felt the state of a little girl.

Getting closer and closer, but they didn't dare to get too close for fear of disturbing them.

When I hid next to a billboard and looked at the fierce-looking aunt, my heart suddenly shook!

She was feeding the little girl spoonful by spoonful, and there were a few small extinguished candles beside her, and she was celebrating the little girl's birthday......

When I looked at the fierce face, I saw that the triangular eyes were full of pure tenderness.

In those eyes, there was love that pierced my heart and lungs!

That little girl is her granddaughter, right?

She was so ferocious to grab a small offering, just to serve as a birthday cake for her granddaughter's birthday, right?

The little girl eats so sweetly, and the aunt smiles so kindly......

At that time, I still felt that it was life and environment that filled my aunt's face with anger and resentment that could never be changed. But at this moment, what right do I have to say something like that!

Her face, her eyes, her movements, everything she showed was full of love, love of immense purity......

The little girl suddenly found me!

With a cake in his mouth, he looked at me with a cautious look in his eyes.

I know that kind of cautious gaze, when I was a child wandering, I would be nervous when I saw kittens and dogs......

I smiled at her, and I knew that this kind smile would make her let her guard down, because I used to be like that!

When she saw this, she immediately squinted her eyes and smiled at me, and her calves immediately swayed happily!

Somehow, I turned around and the tears fell unexpectedly!

All the coldness and hardness in my heart peeled off.

It turns out that the purity of my heart is like this......