I learned a lot about the meaning of life when I was in school, and I read a lot in other books.

However, in that kind of rigid learning and rigid cognition, there is nothing that can really trigger the emotional power in our hearts.

Many of the so-called meanings are too abstract and ethereal.

When I heard my father talk to me about the meaning of life, I felt a little uncomfortable with this topic.

What I want to know is that I will take that path in the future, and as for the "meaning" thing, I don't have a concept, and I don't want to think about something so imaginary.

……

"What's wrong?" my father asked when he saw that my expression was a little indifferent.

I picked up the wine glass, took a sip a little depressed, and after putting it down, I said very bluntly: "Dad, you talked to me about the role earlier, I gained a lot, and I also understood a lot of truths." Knowing that I want to do something, I must first correct my role and identity, and then, when dealing with problems, I will master the degree. However, what would you say about the meaning of life, the meaning of human life, I feel too ethereal, and it feels like our teacher asking us to memorize texts. ”

"Oh, heh, what kind of text can I memorize to get meaning?" asked my father curiously.

"That's a lot...... For example, we used to learn "How Steel is Made", and what is as heavy as Mount Tai, as light as a feather, and so on, there are many, many of them, and I can recite a lot of them for you. ”

"Have you seriously considered yourself? Have you considered your own life?" My father, as if he was worried about my youthful rebellion, did not dare to speak loudly, but had to whisper earnestly and seducingly.

I shook my head and said, "I feel like I've been living in a passive mode all along. Actually, how many of our children of this age have found the meaning of life that you mentioned? We were sent to school when we were young, and more than 90 percent of the students who studied in school were passive learners, according to the teacher's words, to learn by rote. If we talk about the meaning of life, we will definitely say the things we like and are most interested in, but those things are not in line with our education and future growth direction. ”

"Then in what direction is your education going?"

In the simplest terms, it is to contribute to the country, the people, and the society, which is the greatest meaning of life that we pursue. That's what the teacher taught, and that's what it was advertised on TV. But...... You've lived so much, you should know better than us that a few of those are real, they're all acting......" I said, shaking my head.

I have seen the sinister of this society, and I have also seen the dirty faces of those rich people, people always say that the good will help the world, but in the real society, the richer the more deductible, how many people are really making contributions?

I haven't seen a few......

......After hearing what I said, my father's eyes suddenly weakened a lot, he picked up the wine glass and looked at the wine swaying slightly, raised his head and tasted a big sip, and then slowly, slowly put down the wine glass, "hiss......" He took a deep breath, and then looked at me and said: "Feifei, you know that your father and I are a soldier." ”

"I know, don't you have the party flag and the national flag hanging behind you all the time......" I pointed to the two flags hanging on one wall.

"Oh," the father smiled suddenly, "maybe, maybe I'm too anxious, right? It's probably too early to tell you this...... Well, maybe it's too early. The father nodded suddenly, a little suspiciously.

"Dad, are you drunk?" I asked. My father's health has been fine lately, because I have money, and I have the money to give him the best medicine and treat his various sequelae with the most advanced equipment.

"Not drunk," my father asked with a wry smile...... "...... Fei Fei, fame and fortune, which do you like?"

"Fame and fortune are the best, right?"

"Just one?"

"Let's ...... After all, we can't live without money. I said.

If I hadn't been poor at the beginning, I wouldn't have gone to Yunfei, and so many things would not have happened later. A lot of times, we live for money.

"What about between interest and mission?" his gaze suddenly returned to the deep and deep state it had been at the beginning.

"Interests and missions?"

"Right...... Interests with, mission. ”

"I don't have a mission......"

"It's coming. He smiled and said, "Policeman, have you forgotten?"

"Do you mean if I become a police officer?" I asked.

He shook his head and said, "You are now half a police officer, and you have been escorted to the police academy." If you put on a police uniform and your photo is attached to your police ID, you have a sense of mission. Now Dad asks you, which one do you choose between interests and missions?"

"Mission ......," I said. That answer is an answer from the bottom of my heart.

When my father heard this, his face suddenly bloomed with joy, and his wrinkles widened, and he raised his glass and said, "Come, Dad will give you a drink." ”

"......," I said, raising my glass and touching it with him, "why are you so happy all of a sudden?"

"Because, you have the answer. After taking a sip, my father put down his glass, put a piece of meat on my plate, ate it again, chewed on the tender meat, and said, "Good mission...... No one with a sense of mission will be ......"

"Dad, the more you talk about me, the more confused I become. I put down my glass and said.

"Heh, profit is the most important thing for a businessman, fame is the most important thing for a model, and what is the most important thing for a policeman?" said my father, looking at me like an old urchin, and smiling.

"Mission ......," I said again.

"Yes, your father used to be a soldier, and a soldier also has the mission of protecting his family and defending the country, a soldier without a sense of mission is not a good soldier. Just like a policeman without a sense of mission is not a good policeman. You can choose a mission between fame, fortune, and mission, and Dad is very happy. Ahem...... Come, salute!" My father smiled, and after trying to sit up straight, he suddenly raised his hand and gave me a very standard military salute.

I felt a little naïve, and when I wanted to say something about rejection, I suddenly noticed that there were tears in his eyes, and then, my hand suddenly unconsciously imitated his appearance, and gave a salute.

When my father saw my salutation, the smile on his face slowly closed, his eyes were soft and resolute, deep as the sea, "You...... It's my good daughter of Mo Dashan! ”

At that moment, the world in my heart was knocked open by my father's words, and that door was called the door of mission.

Earlier, I didn't have that much sense of mission, but when I raised my right hand and made that not-so-standard salute......

The door of mission opened.

I don't know what kind of scenery and ups and downs I will encounter outside the door of mission, but I know that the door of mission is the door that I will definitely step on in the future.

Sometimes the most difficult thing for people to see is themselves, but I am glad that I have a good father, who allowed me to find my inner self and let me open the door for myself.

We talked a lot that night, but I forgot a lot.

However, in the end, I have never forgotten what my father said.

My father said, "You are not an ordinary person, even if you go to the police academy, you will not be an ordinary policeman when you become a policeman." Because your resume is different from others, your life experience is different from many people. You are now a well-known model and the behind-the-scenes boss of Tiandao Group, under these identities, if you become a policeman, you will definitely not be a simple policeman...... You just asked, do you want to let go of the model, or resign from the position of the boss of the Tiandao Group? Dad will not make the decision for you in these things, and you have to find a way to solve them yourself. However, Dad, these things will force you to solve them yourself to a certain extent. ”

I understand my father's words.

This means that these different characters will slowly clash over time, and the conflict of contradictions is an inevitable factor that stimulates the growth of things.

When the conflict is intense, many problems that float under the contradiction will be revealed, and then I will make the most correct choice.

&

When I woke up the next day, I was lying in bed and didn't get up.

Stunned to look at the ceiling in a daze.

Last night's father's words still echoed in my ears. The imaginary pictures in my heart are also constantly changing shapes, one moment is a red model stepping on the catwalk, one moment is a female boss presiding over various meetings, and the next moment she becomes a female policeman in a police uniform.

Fame, fortune and mission......

I'm famous now, I'm the champion of the all-model competition;

I also have money now, and I am the CEO of Tiandao Group;

I've now stepped into the police academy with half a foot, but I don't know exactly what kind of mission my sense of mission is.

It's like the door is just open, and I have no idea what's going on outside the door of mission.

That kind of unknown makes me feel an inexplicable sense of panic.

Moreover, I suddenly realized a problem - I haven't been a police officer yet.

If I were a police officer, then a sense of mission would be the most important thing to me, but if I wasn't a police officer, I wouldn't have to attach that much responsibility to myself.

Moreover, going to a police academy does not necessarily mean that you will become a police officer.

In three years, maybe Zheng Tiansen has the ability to defeat Lu Fengling. At the beginning, the biggest reason why Zhang's father let me study in the police academy should be the oppression of Kinmen, he said, he wanted me to use my identity as a police officer to resist those violations.

But what if we beat Lu Fengling?

Then I don't have to be a police officer, right?

……

"Buzz. Suddenly, the phone rang.

When I picked it up, it was Mr. Xu.

"Hey, Mr. Xu. "I picked up the phone right away.

"Oh, I'll go back to the Han River in the afternoon, are you on the Han River?"

"I'm here, are you going back to the city or coming to Hongren, I'm in Hongren now. I said.

"Oh, that's right, I'll go back to Hongren County directly, I haven't been back to my hometown for a long time. It's good that you wait for me in Hongren County, and we will gather tonight to discuss with you about the model economy company. ”

"Oh, that's good......," I replied.

"Why do you sound a little low? Aren't you happy to win the full model championship?" said Teacher Xu with a smile.

"Oh, no. I laughed.

"By the way, yesterday was an event, and I happened to meet Zhang Yang, so I went back with him. He said that you won the all-model championship, and he didn't give you a celebration yet, so I will celebrate you tonight!"

"Is he?

"yes...... He is an internationally renowned model, and the fashion show we organize, he will definitely have to come to the show. Hehe, okay, let's go back and talk again!"

"Okay. I said and hung up.

&

Zhang Yang They came back at six o'clock that night, but Mr. Xu had a temporary business in the Han River and was left in the Han River to participate in a brand promotion.

Because I didn't want Huang Mao and Qingfeng to contact me about modeling, I went to the station alone to pick them up. When they wanted to book a better restaurant, Zhang Yang said that they would pay for something to eat and go to Wei Guhai's old nest to gather.

We bought cooked food and wine and went to Wei Zizhou's house.

Stepping into that dilapidated community, I saw that the buildings and green fields were getting more and more dilapidated. The rows of iron doors of the above-ground storage rooms next to them are rusted and potholes.

It is the trace of the years, and it is also the trace of our youth.

When you enter the house, you will be familiar with the layout, after opening the window for ventilation, and after a simple cleaning, you will start drinking.

However, the first sentence of Zhang Yang made it difficult for me......

"Murphy, you are now a full-model champion, and you have more choices than I did then! Hehe, have you figured out what kind of brokerage company to find now? Now do you want to develop domestically or abroad?" he asked.

"I'm going to discuss this with you two tonight. I said. There was not a smile on his face.

Wei Zizhou was kind to observing my words, and when he saw that my face was embarrassed, he frowned and asked, "What's the matter? ”

"My dad is ...... He still wanted me to go to the police academy. I frustrated myself opening a can of beer.

When Zhang Yang heard this, he was immediately annoyed: "Is he crazy? Can't he see your talent? With your body type and quality, he will go to the Victoria's Secret show in the future! The professional age of the model is very short, you are now the golden age, what kind of father are you! Hurry up and break off with him! Delay your future development, can he afford him!?"