I love that you walk behind me and go back in time to when I was a kid
2013-2-413:02
I just saw a little girl talking about it - I like you walking behind me, back in time when I was a child. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
It's been 5 years, this little girl has also grown up, and the first time I met her was in the summer of 2008, when I had just graduated from high school and she had just graduated from elementary school.
It was quiet that summer, I started to write my first web novel, in that dilapidated Internet café in Huangsha, the world outside the window was full of sunshine, when I was tired of writing, I would look up out the window, look at the street where the summer wind blew, watch the boys and girls run through the street holding hands, leaving their laughter, reaching my ears, that summer is really nostalgic.
I still remember that my novel was written about Jay Chou, and that little girl also liked Jay Chou, she was my first book friend, and she encouraged me in QQ every day and asked me to keep writing. Her words are so simple, I seem to be able to see her pure and immaculate girlish heart through the screen stained with soot, a 12-year-old girl, who doesn't understand love, doesn't understand sadness, her name is my favorite song to listen to, called Dandelion's Promise.
I wrote that book all the way through that summer, when I went to university, I went from Huangsha to Changsha, a strange environment, there was a Sino-Italian Internet café at the school gate, and I often went there to write until two or three o'clock in the morning. But at that time, I didn't know how to write novels, and I squeezed them out sentence by sentence, sometimes I couldn't write 2,000 words in a few hours, but the little girl still encouraged me, so I kept writing it, and eventually, the book reached 200,000 words.
I was in college, and my little girl was in junior high school, and she rarely seemed to be online anymore, and suddenly we lost touch with each other, and gradually, I forgot about her, and only occasionally remembered that there was such a little girl who encouraged me.
Two years later, I was about to graduate from college, and she was about to graduate from junior high school, and one day we got back in touch, she seemed to be in love, sent me a love letter text message, and sent me Jay Chou's new album across the era, I didn't have a girlfriend at that time, so I dated her, of course, it was just online dating, and we didn't see it from beginning to end.
She's very clingy, maybe it's a little girl's unique personality, she has to call me several times a day, her voice is very good, like a girl in the anime, but I was still a little hesitant at the time, whether to continue this relationship, because I always treat her as a child, she said she wants me to wait for her to grow up, I said it will be a long, long time for you to grow up.
The relationship didn't last long, and then I went to Shanghai, which seemed to be the last time we were in touch, and we never called again, and we didn't have much contact after that, and then she also graduated from junior high school, and seemed to like a boy in their class, which was her real first love.
Today, many years later, I was working in the company, and I accidentally saw her talking, writing about her girl's heart, she is now in high school, and she began to have the feelings of a girl, the troubles of a girl, and slowly moved towards the adult world.
But for some reason, I still think of that quiet summer, the little girl who encouraged me to write novels, when she was younger than me, but she walked behind me.