Because I didn't wait for the weekend this time, after returning to Yang, I went to work at the company early the next morning, probably because of physical fatigue, I don't know how long it took to fall asleep on the desk.

Xinya may have been to my office halfway and didn't bother me when she saw me sleeping, but she complained to me again at lunchtime, saying that she didn't bother me to care about me if I didn't listen to good words, and she also provoked me to say that if I didn't want to do a good job, I would simply close the company.

Of course, the company can't be closed, and the daughter still has to live, even if the money is enough for her to go to school, she still has to save some money for the future, just in case, not to mention that the company is running smoothly at the moment. Besides, there are more than 20 employees in the company, so you can't let them look for jobs everywhere at once, and most of them have come all the way with them.

Of course, I can't let Xinya get angry and pick on the child, if she really lets go, won't I have to get into the trivial matters of daily management again, how can I have the energy to find my wife's soul, the past time is the same as a short life expectancy, naturally I don't have so much energy to focus on the company.

"Okay, okay, don't be angry, don't you see I didn't get drunk last night, and I didn't cause any trouble, but I slept a little late, and then I dreamed again, and I didn't sleep well. Don't threaten me at every turn, I'm really scared. ”

I had to coax Xinya with a hippie smile.

"I'm too lazy to threaten you," Xinya glanced at me: "If you still don't pay attention to your body like that, and go out in the middle of the night, I won't do it, I'm not joking with you." ”

Xinya is actually easy to deal with, most of her anger is pretended, over time, she is more and more like a big sister, and I am happy to be the younger brother who is not very obedient.

Wenwen's side is much trickier.

Every time Wenwen passed by my eyes, I inevitably had to sneak a glance at her belly, and the more I did this, the more I felt that her belly was getting bigger and bigger day by day, even though outsiders couldn't notice it at all.

"Do you see Wenwen's belly has begun to show her pregnancy?"

Xinya smiled: "You still know Xianhuai, I don't know." ”

Seeing that I didn't pick up, Xinya continued: "Not yet, it's not obvious anyway. ”

I thought to myself, probably because I still have a weak heart.

"Is she going to give birth to a child? Otherwise, it will have to be early, and when everyone knows that a girl who is not married or even has a boyfriend has never heard of is pregnant with a child, what should others say?"

Wenwen said that day whether the child was born or taken away, she had to go back and think about it. I've been waiting for her stone to land, but after all these days, I haven't seen any movement, and I know how anxious I am.

"Yes, it's hard to take care of a child alone!"

Xinya seemed to be lost in thought, and I hid my uneasiness and joked, "You haven't raised a child, what are you sighing about?"

"How come I haven't raised a child?"

Xinya's righteousness made me a little confused: "You have never been married, have you ever raised children?"

As if she was speechless for a while, Xinya stared at me in a daze and didn't speak.

I thought that Xinya had slipped out, and I thought to myself, after all, Xinya's understanding of the situation before coming to the company was not so thorough, and it may not be impossible to raise a child.

Worried about Xinya's embarrassment, I played a round: "Don't be kidding, let's talk about Wenwen." When you talked to her a few days ago, you didn't ask her what she was going to do, and the employees of the company should be more concerned about it. ”

Xinya glared at me dissatisfied: "You deliberately pretend to be confused, right? If she refuses to say even you, can she tell me what is in her heart?"

"You are the leader of the company, and you want people to feel that you care about her. ”

I don't know if Xinya "cared" about Wenwen again, because Xinya didn't give me any feedback.

Two days later, Wenwen found me again.

"Can you accompany me to the hospital, I'm going to get rid of the baby. ”

People are really hypocritical sometimes, I obviously have a kind of pleasure in my heart of the stone falling to the ground, but I asked Wenwen fakely: "Do you really want to take the child away?"

Wenwen nodded, then looked up at me, her eyes full of anticipation: "Can you accompany me?"

"I... I'm afraid it's not appropriate for me to go with you, right?"

Wenwen's eyelids were pulled down and she didn't speak, as if waiting for me to change my mind.

"That's it, I'll let Xinya accompany you, she's a woman, it's convenient. ”

Wenwen threw down the sentence 'Forget it, I'll go by myself', turned around and left.

I knew she was angry and wanted to stop her, opened her mouth, and still didn't say anything.

I don't usually see Wenwen have any girlfriends who are very close, and she doesn't have any relatives in this city, so I was a little worried, so I asked Xinya to accompany her to the hospital. Although it is not a major operation, it is always more convenient to have someone with you, and the psychological feelings will be different.

Two days later, Xinya reported to me that Wenwen hadn't decided whether to have an abortion yet.

It's good not to have such a heartbeat!

I thought Wenwen was angry because I refused to accompany her to the hospital, and I was a little unhappy, because I firmly believed that this child had nothing to do with me, so I didn't ask about it again.

On the weekend, Wenwen asked me to go to the café last time.

I thought Wenwen was telling me not to have an abortion and give birth to a child, so I agreed to meet Wenwen out of emotion, and even thought about breaking up with her.

I don't want to publicize this, it's not that I just recognize that I did it that night, and the child in her belly is mine, but I just don't want to make a fuss because this matter is not explained clearly, and everyone is embarrassed.

We ordered the same drinks as last time, and Wenwen opened her mouth first: "You have an ugly face, are you still angry with me?"

"What reason do I have to be angry with you. "I spoke in a calm tone, but my tone was cold.

"Because I didn't have an abortion. Wenwen looked at me and smiled, obviously treating me like a vexatious child.

She was embarrassed to look relaxed! I hummed to myself.

"I've explained it very clearly, I hope you have thought it through, you take the idea, and decide what you ......"

"Bear the consequences, right?" Wenwen's face began to darken.

Although Wenwen's 'self-responsibility' is not exactly what I want to say, I am not far from what I want to say.

In embarrassment, I remained silent.

Wenwen saw that I didn't speak, and strengthened her understanding of what I meant: "You disappointed me so much! From the feeling you have for your dead wife, I thought to myself that I must find a man like you to live with for the rest of my life." You can't get out of the longing and guilt for your wife, I'd rather wait, you said you wouldn't consider remarrying and I didn't give up, I believe you will remarry sooner or later and start a family, I dream that I am your next bride, even if you bring Xinya to the house and trust her so much, you look like a husband and wife in and out, I am still stupidly and stupidly looking at it, silently in love, and would rather vent all the pain of unrequited love to hard work. Now it seems that I have really lost my eyes. ”