Chapter 37: What is Xinya?
A woman is intoxicated with a relationship that has never existed, and it will naturally be painful to wake up suddenly, just like Wenwen at this time.
"Don't cry, it's not good for others to see it. ”
I handed Wenwen a tissue: "I am really touched that you think so highly of me, in fact, I really don't deserve you like this." You think that all my thoughts are on my dead wife, even if I marry you or any other girl, it will not be fair to you, so I confessed my attitude to you very early. I really didn't want to delay you, let alone hurt you. ”
Wenwen didn't seem to listen to what I said, and continued to say her: "You are the boss of the company, I know you want to save face, I do everything silently, I don't make trouble for you, and I don't embarrass you." You drank wine and went to me that night, I was really flattered, especially when you hugged me and said that you like me and like me for a long time, I was so excited that I cried, I felt that my wait was worth it, I even felt sorry for you and blamed you, thinking that you shouldn't be so unable to let go, obviously there is love in your heart but you don't dare to admit it, you obviously need it but you don't dare to release, only through wine dare to show your true self. ”
"You understand that there is ......"
Before the word "mistake" could be spoken, Wenwen waved her hand to stop me.
"So after that night, I felt like I drank honey, and I didn't blame you for it, and it was like nothing had happened in front of my colleagues from outside. When I unexpectedly found out that I was pregnant, I only had a moment of panic, and then my heart was full of happiness, because I had the crystallization of love with the man I liked, and even decided to give birth to this child quietly, if you don't want to make it public, I will help you raise him...... I'm willing to think about someone quietly like this, and then I was going to beat the child because I didn't want you very much, and I didn't want to affect you, but I didn't expect you to be so hypocritical and dare to do it, no, you are a man who doesn't dare to do it and dare not be it, and I really feel worthless and ashamed for my waiting and paying. ”
"I'm really not what you think, there's a misunderstanding here, listen to me......"
"I don't want to hear you explain, I'm here to inform you of something today. ”
Wenwen said that she was going to tell me something, and I chuckled in my heart: Didn't I say this?
I didn't answer, just told her with my eyes and expression that I was waiting for her next.
"I'm going to give birth to a baby!"
Isn't this still the same thing, I thought to myself!
Wenwen continued to explain: "I originally went to the hospital for an abortion, but the preoperative doctor said that it was better to keep the child, because the operation was risky, and there would be no chance to get pregnant and have a child in the future." ”
"Why?"
"The doctor said my ** wall was too thin. ”
This is something I didn't expect, I thought that the last time she said that the result of thinking about it was to decide to give birth to the child, although the result is the same now, but the nature is completely different.
"Yes, you didn't know about it before?"
"I don't know. ”
Presumably, as early as the moment when the doctor told her, Wenwen's emotions and psychological reactions had already tumbled, and now she seemed unusually calm and calm when she said this, just like the reaction after hearing that she was pregnant from the doctor in the hospital in Lingang.
What else can I say about a woman's life or even her life, but I can only comfort and say: "It's still important to live safely, and if you can't have surgery, then give birth to the child." ”
"Do you recognize the child when she was born?" When Wenwen said this, a girl who used to be gentle and shy, her eyes were a little aggressive at this time, full of disdain and mockery.
If I am really the man who dare not be the one who does not dare to be, her attitude and performance can be understood, the problem is that I am not as she imagined, and I really don't know how to eliminate her misunderstanding and make a name for herself.
I moved my lips and couldn't say anything. I saw Wenwen stand up: "Don't worry, there are still many months before the birth of the child, you have enough time to think and think." ”
"By the way, I almost forgot to tell you, ** thin walls are one of the reasons, and the other reason is that you can't accompany me to the hospital and let Xinya accompany me. When I give birth to the child, I want to see what Xinya is, and where are you going to put Xinya. ”
What is this?
Good intentions are not rewarded?
Bite the hand that feeds one?
The original intention of letting Xinya accompany her to the abortion was, of course, to make her feel concerned and warm, but what Cheng wanted to stimulate her to give birth to a child was even stronger.
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After Wenwen left, I didn't know how long I sat in the same place, and my heart was in a mess until Xinya called me.
Xinya asked me where I was not at home, I didn't say that I met Wenwen, and I saw a bookstore across the street from the café, and lied that I was visiting the bookstore. Xinya said that when she went to my place, she took a detour to the vegetable market to buy what I liked to eat and told me to hurry home for lunch.
When I entered the door, Xinya was busy in the kitchen, I said I'll give you a hand, in fact, I was upset, not at all, Xinya said what I like to eat I forgot to ask.
"Bang bang, you better rest on the side, I'll call you when the meal is ready. "Xinya blocked the kitchen door and pushed me out, which was exactly what I wanted.
I was too lazy to turn on the TV, sitting on the sofa and feeling restless, so I ran to the study again, looked at my wife's portrait for a long time, burned a few sticks of incense for my wife, and ran to the kitchen to watch Xinya cook.
Xinya's busy appearance in the kitchen and even at home, especially the tone and way she asked me to rest and refused my help, made me also have a kind of déjà vu hallucination, so I leaned against the kitchen door and watched like that, I was distracted.
"Oh, I'm scared to death! Why did you stand here without saying a word?"
When Xinya turned around, she suddenly found that I was there, and she was really startled, and I was also startled by her scream.
"I miss my wife!"
Maybe it was because Wenwen's affair made me depressed, and when I saw Xinya's busy figure resembling my wife, I felt a heat in my eyes, and I actually said it.
"Am I not your wife?"
Xinya turned around and smiled, I don't know if the smile was trying to amuse me or test me.
"What are you kidding!" I muttered, not in the mood to mess around with Xinya, and turned back to the couch in the living room, turning on my phone to look through the large number of photos of my wife that I had poured into my phone.
"What are you looking at?" Xinya put the two plates on the table, leaned over and glanced at my phone, and said, "It's ugly, what's so beautiful, it's ready to eat." ”
I looked at Xinya as she was returning to the kitchen, and I thought, how can you talk like that, that's a picture of my wife!