I don't know how long I slept this night, but when I woke up, I felt better. Xinya walked over and tried my forehead with her arm and said, "Well, it's basically not burning." How does it feel?"

"Much better than just now, but......" I swallowed back the rest of the words, lest she be rambling again.

"Then you go to sleep, tomorrow morning to see the situation, and if you don't get better, I will accompany you to the hospital." ”

I closed my eyes slightly, I couldn't sleep, but I didn't have the energy to get up, and I continued to be confused.

"L'Oréal, I've always used this, why spend money on Estee Lauder. ”

Hearing Xinya's voice, she thought she was talking to me, and glanced at her hard, and found her in front of his wife's dressing table, talking to herself while checking the row of makeup items on the table.

It's a bit of a waste. Every month or two, I would replace all the makeup on my wife's dresser with a new one, and I had been doing so for ten years, as if she had run out of makeup while she was alive. But when I updated it last time, the store had all the other full sets, that is, L'Oreal's night cream was gone, and I couldn't stand the bewitchment of the salesperson, so I replaced it with Estee Lauder, and I thought I would let my wife try this brand.

Doesn't it say that you get what you pay for, and if you are more expensive, you will be more expensive.

I think Xinya is talking about the bottle of Estee Lauder's night cream.

I knew she was in trouble again, but I didn't have the energy to deal with her, and continued to close my eyes slightly.

"Doesn't it smell good?"

Xinya's voice sounded in my ears, a little charming. I couldn't tell if I had slept again or not, but when I opened my eyes alertly, I found that Xinya's face was almost on my face.

"Alright, it's time to sleep. "I'm worried that if I get closer, Xinya will do something further to urge her to leave.

"Good. After saying this, Xinya went into the bathroom.

Women spend a lot of time in the toilet, especially before going to bed at night, although I had doubts about Xinya entering the bathroom of my room, but it was only a very brief flash.

I don't know how long it took, but I felt a cool breeze hit my body. It turned out that Xinya came out of the bathroom and directly lifted the quilt and got into bed, leaning towards me.

"Hey, hey, what do you mean?" I subconsciously covered the quilt with my hand and shrunk back, more like a woman hiding from a man's aggression.

Xinya looked at me with a disappointed look and said, "What's the matter, are you tired of me?"

"What is not tired of?"

"Then you're still hiding, why don't you hug me?"

I was fully awake at this time: "Xinya, you can see clearly, where is this? This is not the room where you sleep, this is not the bed you usually sleep in! You got into the bed where I slept with my wife!"

On the one hand, I was sick and lacked energy, and on the other hand, I didn't want Xinya to be unable to get off the stage, I didn't speak loudly, but my tone was still relatively harsh.

Xinya seemed to be completely called back to reality, looked around in a panic, blushed, left me as a patient, turned around and went out.

I can't tell what it's like. On the one hand, I feel that Xinya is too much to treat herself as an outsider, this is my private territory with my wife, after my wife has left for so many years, I have maintained my original appearance, Xinya actually regarded herself as a hostess so naturally, this fantasy is too outrageous.

What's even more chilling is that a Wenwen child made me lie in the pit and didn't climb up until now, if I get another child with Xinya, I can't live this day?

But when I think of Xinya's car accident, I can't help but feel pity and heartache for Xinya.

Early the next morning, Xinya went upstairs to my door and asked me how I felt, if it was still burning, as if what had happened last night had never happened.

"It shouldn't burn anymore, it feels much better. "I do feel a lot better, but it's still a bit difficult to go to work.

"I'll make you some porridge later, you eat and rest at home, and I'll buy some food for you at noon. ”

"I make my own lunch or order takeout, so you don't have to go out of your way to come back. ”

While Xinya was still hesitating whether to do what I said, I added: "Xinya, you think about it, we'd better change a doctor to give you a good look, don't delay any longer." ”

Xinya's actions on the first night were a wake-up call, and if I hadn't been sick at the time, I couldn't have been sure that nothing would have happened, because when I think back later, I can still remember the softness and warmth of Xinya's body when she was close to me.

I was afraid of stimulating Xinya, and I thought I was more careful when I spoke, but I still provoked Xinya: "You always think I'm sick, I'm sick, you think I'm confused, talking nonsense, but I've never said nonsense, a lot of things just exist in my head, some things I just don't dare to say, I'm afraid of you laughing." ”

"Don't you dare to say anything, you still don't believe me?"

"I can't even talk to you. ”

Looking at Xinya's red face and the appearance of crying, I was a little flustered.

But I can't ask any more, I'm afraid Xinya won't be able to get off the stage.

"Okay. If you don't go, don't go. I never thought I had any sleepwalking, and I didn't plan to go to any doctor in the future, it was a waste of money. "There was no other way but to stick to the old routine and take advantage of her worries about my condition.

Xinya understood what I meant, moved her lips angrily, but she couldn't spit out a word, and finished her breakfast with her head down, like a deflated ball: "Come here again! Count you ruthless, I'll go, are you satisfied?"

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This time, it was quite difficult to see Xinya.

In view of the unsatisfactory results of the consultation with the psychiatrist I found last time, this time I decided to do more work in private first, so as not to run to the hospital too many times and Xinya's resistance was even more serious.

The results of doing homework in private are a bit frustrating.

Perhaps it is our habit of equating psychological problems with mental illness, which is the last thing people want to accept and acknowledge.

The problem is that people with mental illness can clearly express their opinions and attitudes, and there is really no way to force people with general psychological problems to go to the doctor, except for those who need to be forced to be sent to a psychiatric hospital. Therefore, the development of psychological counseling, especially psychotherapy, is relatively slow in China, and compared with the West, it can be said that it is in its infancy, and resources are basically concentrated in large cities, even if it is a first-class big city, it is not easy to find a "good" psychologist.

The embarrassing thing is that with the change of people's concepts and understanding, coupled with the increasing competition and life pressure, there are more and more people who objectively have the need for psychological counseling and treatment, so driven by economic interests, it seems that the number of people with the title of "psychiatrist" has exploded overnight, but the people who have obtained this qualification do not have the corresponding ability in terms of hardware and software.

Through continuous travel, I made an appointment with Xinya to Mr. Wang Yu, the director of the Institute of Psychology under a large hospital and a professor and doctoral supervisor of the Department of Psychology of a famous university in the capital.