[xxxiv] I will go to you

I will go to you, when I see fit, when I have the ability to go to you. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

I'm sure I'll be able to find you, but I don't know if you'd like to see me.

I will first hide in a corner that you can't see, and watch quietly, I know, there must be a white wall behind you, you must be wearing a white nurse's uniform, pushing the nurse's cart, hurrying by, I know you swore to Nightingale, so I won't bother you while you're working, I'll wait until you get off work, and if he comes to pick you up, and you guys leave sweetly, I'll look at you from afar, and I won't leave until I see you disappear, because I know this will be the last time I'll see you. If you go home alone after work, I will go around to you and stand there and look at you quietly until you find me, until you stop, at this time countless people around you pass between us, their figures must be hazy, only your figure is clear, I will look at you quietly, just like when I used to be in class, I often deserted and turned my head to peek at you so focused, your side face must be as beautiful as before, you must still have long hair, I like long hair, at this time there must be some male doctor behind you patting you on the shoulder, saying send you home, I know you will definitely refuse, you will definitely blush, you are like this every timeYou once told me that you would blush when you saw your own brother, how cute, those male doctors left disappointed, and we still looked at each other, would you walk towards me or would you take a detour? I only want to assume the former outcome, if you come towards me, I will laugh happily, very happily, very happily, I will take the bag in your hand, and when I am with me, I will let me carry something. And then we go home, yes, it's home, your home is my home, and when I'm with you, that feeling is like going home, my heart will be calm, I won't panic, I won't drift. Other girlfriends I've had have never given me this feeling, when I'm with them, I can't see the future, my heart is floating, her heart is floating, I don't know if her heart is not in me, I don't know if suddenly on a cold night, she breaks up with me, and then I watch her go. Only you are different, you never say anything that makes me sad, never, even when you decide not to contact me anymore, you don't say it, you just don't want to answer my phone, just run away, I don't know why you are like this all of a sudden, why you were fine the day before, and it will be like this the next day, so I'm going to find you, I want to find out.

If we still have a chance to be together, I'll be as you like. You used to look back at me in the morning and say that my hair was messy like a prince, and then you turned back with a red face and pretended to read the text as if nothing happened, and you were the only girl who said I looked like a prince, and I also know that the reason why you think this way is because I took a shower at night, and I fell asleep before my hair dried, and the next day I woke up with messy hair, and this is the effect you like, if you like to watch, I will sleep every night when my hair is not dry, so that you can see the prince the next day, you must not say this in public, otherwise people will laugh at me, in fact, I am a prince, I'm just an ordinary boy, and on some hazy mornings, you are treated as a prince.

When we develop to the right time, when we are no longer young, we will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a marriage certificate, it is not expensive, only eight yuan, no matter what kind of vow, there is no peace of mind when getting married, what girls need most is peace of mind.

You say, will there be such a day?

Maybe I'll never wait for your answer!

July 29, 2010 miss you in the afternoon.