It seems that I am used to the failures she gave me. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

It's sunny today, I didn't go out for a walk, I paid the electricity bill in the morning, I went on the net in the dormitory for a day, and the boredom that disappeared for two days hit again, I miss the days of the power outage a little, at least there will be no such feeling of boredom because of the Internet, open the space from time to time, see if she has updated, "It's really pitiful lately" She said on the signature, in fact, pity is only relative, think about more pitiful people don't feel pitiful, she replied to my message, this is the first time she replied to my message in a month. It seems that I have really gotten used to it, it's nothing more than that I like her, she likes others, it's not the first time this kind of thing has happened to me, and because it's not the first time, I don't even have that sad feeling, is this considered open or numb? My heart is moving in a terrible direction, after so much, I am becoming insensitive, there is no girl who can bring me more than a month of pain, there is only a faint insignificant and insignificant feeling, I think, even if I get married in the future, my wife will not be too sad to run away with someone else.

I hate Song Zude, but I have to admit that he has a good saying. He said, "When a person has been hit very badly at a very young age, then when she grows up, no one can hit her again." This is what he said in response to the "insult to Li Yan incident", if a person falls out of love at the age of 15, it must be better than falling out of love at the age of 20, I have this wealth, no one can make me sad in the future, is this a strong heart or insensitive? is like the eagle claw gong in martial arts novels, when practicing, practice your hands until you are unconscious and then soak in poisonous potions, making your hands extremely hard and indestructible, but the consequence of this is that the whole hands are unconscious, just like a weapon, it is no longer a hand, is this very powerful? Real masters will not do this, they will take good care of their hands, and even soak their hands in fresh milk every day to keep the touch of their hands in the best condition, and then take the knife, every inch of strength can be felt, every arc is well controlled, what is the use of the eagle claw skill, a knife gently wiped his neck, he died, and the eagle claw skill was cracked before it was built.

Sometimes, I tell myself that you should be sad about such a thing, so I pretend to be sad, thinking that I can be really sad, but my heart is not moved, I can't be sad after all, others are distressed, and I am distressed that I can't be sad.

Can't be sad, what a cripple this is.

2010-05-30