Even if he is not only not worthy of understanding, he is not even worthy of a normal person's glance, because she is so ordinary, how can some things you see everywhere make people feel something?

But for her now, he does have feelings, because for her now, he is not the original him. Now she is looking at the world in a different mood. Yes, the original he still influenced her now, and he must have felt that this was an unusual scene, because now he has seen the hope of standing up again, because now she has a real hope. Now she will definitely be able to stand up, she will definitely be able to. Go out and have a look. Now she can definitely rely on her own strength to eat a breakfast of her own, and now he can definitely rely on her own strength to go out and find a beautiful girl to have a good relationship. Now she can even have a good life with another person. Now she can even imagine whether it will have a very obedient child in the future, of course, the child does not have to be obedient. As long as it is a child of his, as long as the child is his, as long as the child has a happy life, then he is satisfied.

With such a vision, with such a feeling, he feels that the world is really different now.

As is customary, he began to greet the people in the courtyard. Some people responded to him, but some people didn't. This world is like this, it doesn't mean that if you are good to others, others must be good to you. It's possible that you have the rest of the people to help you, but they don't necessarily help you. It's possible that you've given someone a bowl of rice. When you're hungry, people don't give you back the bowl of rice. Some people think that this situation is normal because the world is so big that there are no surprises. In other words, you can't have higher requirements for others, all you can do is to demand yourself, ask yourself to live according to your own heart. As for how others respond to you, it doesn't really matter at all. Or you can't ask for it at all. If you ask someone else. It proves that you are a demanding person.

In other words, if someone else doesn't meet this requirement, you're probably going to be very sad and unhappy. So if you want to be a happy person, then don't ask for it. Because in the end, you can only hurt yourself. Yes. For the original one, her life began in such an embarrassing situation. In the past, she thought this experience was simply too embarrassing. If someone responds to her, she thinks that the person responds to him because he pities her. Pity is often the pity of the strong for the weak. He is crippled, others are healthy. He is weak and others are tough, so he needs the pity of others. So he felt pitiful. If others didn't pity her, if others responded to her because of kindness, she felt that kind of situation was simply impossible, because there was never kindness for no reason. How can a strong person be kind to a crippled person for no reason?

This is her at the beginning, and he was like a psychopath at the beginning. Yes, people often become like this. When he is forever in a vulnerable position. When he is forever in a state of unconfidence. It's going to be like this. Because at this time he felt that he was simply too weak. He didn't have any confidence in his own future, so no matter whether others were sincere or malicious, he felt that other people's help was not so sincere at all, and other people's help might seem to him to be a taste of pity and charity. In fact, she herself felt it at this time. He himself knew that his thinking was wrong, and his own thinking was a little biased. In other words, he even clearly felt what kind of person he had become, and knew too clearly that his thoughts were wrong.

Obviously, some people must be sincere, and some people must be malicious. He needed to find out who was sincere to her and who was malicious to her. But at that time, he was actually in no mood to screen these anymore, and he completely fell into the point of self-sadness. He felt completely that he didn't need to discern the ones he thought were a wretch, and even if they did, what could they do?

She suddenly felt very bored. Yes, not the original statement. It's him now, and now he suddenly feels that he is not interested here. So he waved his hand, and someone pushed it back into a secluded place. In this secluded place, he began silently. Running his own aura, he began to slowly nourish his body. At this moment, suddenly a figure covered the beam above her head.

Someone came to his side, and she slowly opened her eyes. I saw an old face. Seeing the old man, she smiled.

This old man was the only person he trusted in his heart. Even if she was the original, she was the only person she trusted in her heart. Because this mother-in-law is really good to her.

"Isn't the little guy being stupid again? The sun is so big, why should it be under the sun? It doesn't get sunburned? It looks so pure and strong, don't get sunburned. ”

He shook his head, and then began to resound about his previous experience drinking this grandma. To be exact, how good the previous grandmother was to her. In fact, her body was not so bad at the beginning, and at least he could move at the beginning. But even though he was able to move, he already felt that his body was getting weaker and weaker. At that time, there were already doctors who concluded that he was physically weak, that he was congenitally weak, and that it was possible that he would become a paralyzed person after a few years. At that time, he was actually arrogant. Of course she'll have her heart high. You can think about it. For a teenager like him. For a talented teenager like him, for a teenager with outstanding talent like him. Her life at the beginning was a very good life, everyone had the greatest hope for him, everyone thought that she would be a star in the future, and everyone thought so. They had no doubts about his future at all. They could never have imagined that such a teenager would eventually become a cripple. They felt that the future of such a teenager must be full of brilliance. So all the people who know him congratulate him, all the people who know him are very respectful of him, although he is not very strong in modern times, but all of them believe that she will be the brightest star in the future, and she will be the most powerful person in the future.

He was in the midst of such praise. Her body began to deteriorate, and after her body began to deteriorate, his qualifications naturally became worse. As long as it is so, his progress in dance practice has slowed down. It's not just that the progress of dance practice has slowed down. His body was getting weaker and weaker. As his body became weaker and weaker, he began to understand. I'm afraid that one day I may really become a cripple. How could he possibly accept such an outcome? So he was ready to die. The way to die was actually very simple, he found a river and jumped into it.

The moment he jumped in, he actually regretted it a little. Because he suddenly thought about whether he could become strong again. He wondered if there would be any way to put his body back in place, and of course he was hoping that his qualifications would still be so strong in the future. Even if his body doesn't get better, as long as it doesn't get worse, he certainly won't become a very weak one. Although it is impossible to become a very strong person, at least he has the ability to protect himself, at least he can not become a wasted person? But at that time, he felt that it was too late. Because it ties its own feet, it ties its own legs. He didn't regret it at all before he died. He felt that he had become like this, and that he would only be a hundred when he died. Because if he survives, he really can't imagine what other people will look at him.

He didn't really care too much about the stranger's eyes. Of course, although he didn't care too much, he actually cared a little bit. If they all look at him with contempt, if they don't praise him, but start to despise him, he really can't imagine. What a painful life your future is. Of course, in addition to strangers, there were also his masters and his relatives. They used to have a lot of praise for her. But if he becomes a cripple, others will praise him like this. If only others would have praised him. What kind of compliment can he accept? He couldn't, and he even felt that the praise was an insult. Of course, under normal circumstances, others will definitely not appreciate or insult him. Instead, treat him with a calm attitude. Can he accept such a calm attitude? May or may not be. But not in her imagination. Because he simply can't bear it. That's the price of teenage genius. They can often withstand praise, but they can't bear the calm disregard, or even the calm treatment. They simply can't afford that, because they're used to being the center of attention. Just as he was about to sink to the bottom of the lake and die, a man rescued him.

It's this Granny Zhang, she still remembers Granny Zhang's advice to her very clearly, and her mother-in-law's advice didn't seem boring at all, because Granny Zhang talked about her own reasoning. As long as the story is told, it seems that all the truth is easy to accept.