Chapter 1811: Closed Disciple
For such a person, if he wants to accept a closed disciple, of course, he wants to choose the best closed disciple. It was in such a situation that she was chosen by her master. So he's actually a very qualified person. If this incident hadn't happened, if it hadn't been for these accidents, he would definitely have become a very powerful person in the future. In the future, he will definitely be a dazzling star in the martial arts world, and in the future, he will definitely not sit in a wheelchair and wait for death. In the future, it will not only not be a person who eats and waits for death, but in the future, she will even be a person who will become the mantle of his master.
Although the physical condition is actually troublesome, it is actually easy to say. Because now he can do a lot of magical spells. There will also be a lot of magical methods, with these spells and methods, of course, he can easily manage his body, but he is not in a hurry, on the one hand, because he wants to transform this body well. On the other hand, he also wanted to see why this body had become the way it was. In other words, if someone really framed him, then he would definitely be able to find the murderer in his current appearance. If the murderer is found, he swears that he will not let her go, and he will make him regret it for the rest of his life.
Of course, this will be the case, although he is no longer the same person, but, for anyone, for any two people who share a body. No matter where you go, no matter what time of year. No matter what the situation is now? She felt that she was the original Taiwan, and he was all himself. So he must have taken care of this matter. It is said that it can easily transform the body, but in fact, it is only because of the ease of the method. In fact, he was not so easy to transform this body. First of all, he needs some medicinal materials, on the one hand, it also needs some time to think carefully, after all, it is his own body now, he can't be a little sloppy, after all, this body still has this very important commonality, so it can't be very sloppy and turn this body into an imperfect body.
Before he could make this body perfect, before he could think of a better way. In fact, he still has a lot of time to quietly experience this insight, this painful insight, and this strong insight. Yes, this realization was painful at first, and helpless at the beginning.
For any normal person, of course, he is helpless. Saving a healthy young man becomes an almost vegetative condition, of course, he will be helpless, not only very helpless, but even painful. It will even be decadent, and even think about suicide. Yes, she was like that in the beginning, or that he was like that. It turned out that he thought of a lot of ways and thought of a lot of negative emotions. I thought of a lot of ways to want to die.
The master who hesitated was full of confidence in her, and because many people gave him encouragement, he slowly came out of the original decadence, slowly became calm, and slowly began to have a little confidence. Slowly, he began to think that maybe she could get better, maybe he could get back on his feet. But all the possibilities are just possibilities. She didn't have much hope, and she wasn't very happy. He didn't even feel the slightest bit of it. But in any case, at least he was not so decadent, at least he no longer thought about how to die, at least she was thinking about how to become more calm now. It turns out that if you really obviously have a change in your thinking, it will actually have a little effect.
Later, she became calm, and he couldn't tell whether it was confident or happy. He couldn't tell whether this kind of calm was decadent calm or a calm full of confidence, because this kind of calm was a very complex kind of calm. Sometimes he felt that this peace was painful. Although his mood did not fluctuate much, he clearly felt the pain. He clearly felt the sadness in the calm. Sometimes he felt that his peace was resolute, because in the calm sadness, he even had a glimmer of hope in the calm sadness, she was not very decadent, and many times, he even thought of the word neurosis. He felt like a neurotic even now, moody like a neurotic, like a neurotic. I can't feel the joys, sorrows, and sorrows of normal people.
Of course, this is just a metaphor. He wasn't really like a psycho, she didn't yell, he didn't lose his mind, of course she was still sanity, she certainly didn't really start shouting and rolling around, he didn't really become a psycho. It's just that he feels that his current mood is a bit like a nervous disorder, because for a normal person, they are happy and their sadness is sadness, and they never say that they are sad anymore, they will feel pain. They never feel a peace in the pain of grief, and even feel a peace, for them, everything seems to be simple and simple, but for him it seems that everything is complicated, you don't feel pure joy at all, you don't feel pure pain at all.
Experiencing this feeling, experiencing this feeling, he slowly began to understand. All people's feelings are actually the same. For the original her, in fact, his idea was wrong. When you grow up, or when you experience more things, when you experience something that has a deep impact on you, in fact, no one has the so-called pure happiness, once people's thoughts become complicated, they will no longer feel happiness so easily. Because in happiness, they even feel worry, because in worry, they even feel that it is a little satisfaction. Yes, for ordinary people, it's not that simple. They seem to be very happy, but you can never tell how much helplessness and regret they contain in this happiness.
For them, all the regrets may not be all sad, maybe they have made a mistake, they obviously need to be sad, but this mistake may not be very big, so they are happy, they are happy. For example, they married a wife, this wife did not make him particularly satisfied, but he was also happy, she felt that she finally had someone to accompany in the future, and she finally did not have to be alone again. But does he really like this wife, or does she really like to stay with this person, maybe maybe not, maybe he is also wondering if he will have a better choice, if he insists on waiting, find out if he will find someone more suitable for him is like a friend, if you make a friend, you like this friend very much, but you really don't have a little regret?
If this friend brings you trouble, if this friend is not actually the most ideal friend in your mind, then although you are happy, you must also be thinking about whether I can find a better friend, so at this time, you actually have a little regret. Although it is a pity, although there is a little unwillingness in your heart, you are still happy after all. I'm glad I've found this one again. This is the complexity of human nature, and this is the complex thinking of ordinary people. Because he hadn't been in contact with so many people, he simply thought that all people were different from him, only he was complicated, and only he couldn't feel that simple happiness. In fact, no one is pure, and no one can live a simple life.
Of course, this is how he felt before. This was all his previous thoughts. Naturally, he doesn't think like that anymore. On the one hand, she now believes that she can have a better tomorrow, believes that she can really stand up, and believes that she will definitely not be just a wasted person. Although he experienced all those pains, although he experienced those helplessness, but for him, she is indeed a very powerful person now. Now he is indeed a confident person. Now he is indeed a real powerhouse, because although she is slightly affected by her original thinking now, he is still it after all, and it is that powerful cultivator after all.
He is a powerful person, a strong person, of course, not gold, just because of the strength of force, of course, because it is also strong in thought, she is also strong in behavior, she was supported by others, and walked out like a wasted person. Of course, she's not a wreck now. Of course, she's not the same person anymore. He may have been a little cripple physically, but mentally he knew that he had been reborn, and mentally he had become strong again. Mentally she has become a truly powerful person. In fact, she already felt the potential of this body. Or if she can transform this body well, he feels that his body is even better and more powerful than the original qualifications.
When he came out, he saw a new world. In the new world, the air is fresh, the sky is blue, and the sun is bright. For her now, in fact, he thinks these things are very common. It's really ordinary, because any normal person can see these things, and any normal person thinks it's a very ordinary thing, getting up in the morning, and then going out to see such an ordinary scene, in fact, there is nothing worth feeling at all.